Chapter 0632 Remorse, such a flowery age
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If it weren't for the fact that 40,000 years ago, I met the wrong woman I loved at the wrong time, and I stupidly believed in a lifetime and a couple, how could I, and even Xiao Fei and Fei'er, suffer these inhuman tortures and pains?
"Lan'er, it's all my fault!" Bai Ze grabbed Gu Youlan's hand and cried like a helpless child.
At this moment, Bai Ze has never felt such deep self-blame and such deep remorse at this moment, he hates that woman and hates himself even more.
"Mo, what kind of stupid things are you talking about? How can you be blamed for all this? ”
Although Gu Youlan's memory had recovered most of it, she didn't know anything about the scene where Bai Ze secretly regretted it, how could she have thought that 40,000 years ago, on the eve of the battle of gods and demons that caused a sensation in the Six Realms, what did Bai Ze do quietly?
"No, Lan'er, you don't know, and you don't understand!" Bai Ze shook his head fiercely, shaking his head while tearing his hair vigorously, as if this was the only way to make his remorse feel better at the moment.
Feeling that Bai Ze didn't want to mention those pasts, Gu Youlan didn't ask him, just sighed silently, "Mo, since it's all in the past, don't be upset, and you don't need to blame yourself!" ”
Who hasn't ever? Who hasn't done something wrong?
Gu Youlan said as she gently patted Bai Ze's hand, like an old grandmother telling a story to her grandson, and like a Buddha who saw through the red dust of the world, expounding the Buddha's way.
"Ink, you know what? Looking at the changes in the world, looking at the thousands of stars that are changing all the time, in fact, as far as you and I are concerned, we are just a wisp of smoke in thousands of lives, a trace of fluorescence in thousands of stars, those we have done, we think are vigorous events, but they are just small, like a small pebble thrown into the sea, a little ripple! ”
"So, you are annoyed, you regret, you think that what you have done is unforgivable, in fact, you know that no matter what you have done, you can't change the changes of the common people, and you can't change the trajectory of the stars, because the changes of the common people are not shaken by the will of you and me, and the trajectory of the stars is not transferred by the power of you and me."
"Our power is infinite in terms of the human race, the demon race, and even the god race, but compared to nature and thousands of stars, it is too small. Once, I once thought that I could change the common life, and even go against the sky, but as everyone knows, this heavenly way is not the heavenly way I think, it seems to be like a huge spider web, no matter how hard I try to change, how hard I work all the way forward, in the end I can't escape, the big web he weaves. ”
Speaking of this, Gu Youlan smiled self-deprecatingly, "Mo, do you know why?" ”
Hearing what Gu Youlan said, Bai Ze's mood gradually calmed down, although he still didn't understand it, but he seemed to understand something, "Why?" ”
"Because these are laws!" Hehe, after that, Gu Youlan sneered.
"Laws?" Bai Ze was a little puzzled, he literally understood this fresh word, but he really didn't understand its connotation.
"Yes, the law! It's like people in the world often say that there are no rules, but in fact, the way of heaven as I understand it is
The law of change in the world. There is yin and yang, there is softness and rigidity, there is right and there is wrong! ”
There is yin and yang, there is softness and rigidity, there is right and wrong?
Hearing this, Bai Ze seemed to have an epiphany, but his mind still couldn't calm down, "But Lan'er, I was wrong after all!" ”
"So what's the matter? Does right or wrong, really matter? Seeing such a stubborn Bai Ze, Gu Youlan was a little angry, "Mo, whether it's wrong or right, it's not up to us to judge, we just need to be ourselves, worthy of the common people, and worthy of our conscience!" ”
"But Lan'er, I ......", Bai Ze wanted to say something, but was immediately interrupted by Gu Youlan, "Mo, no, do you want to tell me that you feel that you have made mistakes, sorry for others, and even more sorry for your own conscience?" ”
"Yes!" Bai Ze nodded, a pair of royal blue eyes, full of mist.
"Mo, there really doesn't have to be this, it's like a battle between gods and demons, whose fault do you say it's for? Is the demon clan wrong? Or is the Protoss wrong? ”
When the words fell, Gu Youlan shook her head disdainfully, "Whether it's the Demon Clan or the God Clan, in fact, no one is wrong, it's just that they all look at the problem from their own point of view!" ”
Gu Youlan's words, like a slap in the face, suddenly woke up Bai Ze, who was still tossing and turning in the fog, it turned out that I had always stood in the big net I had woven for myself, watching myself at a loss, watching myself flustered, and watching myself regret?
I, who prides myself on being as smart as I, also have a blind time? Hehe, hehehe, ridiculous, ridiculous!
Thinking of this, Bai Ze had tears in his eyes, and laughed out loud, he laughed at himself for being stupid, laughing at his naivety, and laughing at himself even more for being stupid.
For 40,000 years, he has been annoyed all the time, living in his own world all the time, but he doesn't know that he is afraid that others will have demons all day long, but he himself has been stumped by the demons in his heart.
If you want to say who is the stupidest, you are the stupidest one.
"Hahahaha......", Bai Ze laughed self-deprecatingly, and as he laughed, the tears in his eyes finally poured out.
"Alas......", seeing Bai Ze like this, Gu Youlan finally exhaled a long breath, if you want to say who is the most persistent and heartfelt in this world, and who is the most stubborn and has been, it should be Bai Ze.
She searched her intestines and scraped her belly, broke the gluttony and said so much, her tired mouth was dry, and she was weak and weak, one would play a grandmother who would tell stories to her grandchildren, and one would play a Buddha who saw through the red dust of the world, wasn't it all for Bai Ze to get rid of the shackles of the demons?
I'm so tired, so sleepy, so hungry......
Suddenly, her straight little nose suddenly inhaled, it was so fragrant, what kind of smell is this?
"Princess, are you awake?" The underground Buddha Hall of Ten Thousand Buddha City, the only room that can live in people, the door was pushed open, and Bihe walked in with a large bowl of fragrant meat porridge.
"Is it porridge?" Gu Youlan sniffed again, "It's so fragrant, Bihe, your princess is going to starve to death!" ”
"Princess, an hour ago, the slave maid sensed that you were about to wake up, so I boiled a pot of porridge for you early, come, hurry up and taste it, and see if it tastes delicious?"
"Well, you don't have to taste it, you know it's delicious!" Gu Youlan was happy as if she were one
Like a child, he quickly supported his body, sat up, and looked at the bowl of meat porridge in Bihe's hand with big eyes without blinking.
It's almost saliva.
Seeing Gu Youlan looking like a greedy ghost, Bai Ze, who was still depressed, finally couldn't help laughing, with tears in his eyes, and said softly, "Lan'er...... Such...... That's nice! ”
Although Bai Ze said this sentence was only a simple six words, Gu Youlan understood it.
"Well, Mo, you will be fine, all of us will be fine, the demon race, the god race, the human race and even the people of the Six Realms will be fine!"
"Yes, Lan'er, you're right!" We'll all be fine.
At this moment, the gloom in Bai Ze's heart, the haze of nearly 40,000 years finally dissipated, and in an instant, he seemed to have regained his previous elegance, the past immortals, exuding a different splendor from the inside out.
"Eat meat porridge, come, Mo you can eat some too, how about we use a bowl?" After that, Gu Youlan eagerly took the porridge bowl handed over by Bihe, picked up the spoon, and didn't say anything, so she came up and fed Bai Ze.
Bai Ze didn't doubt him, opened his mouth to take it, and then, in the next second, he was suddenly scalded and jumped three highs, "It's hot, it's hot!" ”
Seeing Bai Ze covering his mouth hotly and spinning all over the ground, Gu Youlan gloated hahaha and laughed.
For a while, in the room, Fang Cai's suffocating feeling was swept away, and Bai Ze also seemed to be possessed by Philip, rubbing Gu Youlan's green hair into a mess.
"Dead Lan'er, stinky Lan'er, let you tease me, you bad girl!"
Seeing Gu Youlan's head full of green silk, and being made by Bai Ze's teeth and claws, messy, Bihe on the side was about to laugh, she had never seen Lord Bai Ze, who was as elegant as a fairy, and there was such a time to jump out.
Somehow, seeing such a scene, Bihe's nose was sour, and tears flowed down.
How long has it been? It's been so long that she has to forget that her princess is only fifteen years old, and a fifteen-year-old girl from an ordinary family is still just in time, and what she dreams of every day is either to marry a good husband, or to dream of beautiful clothes and beautiful jewelry.
But what about her princess? But he shoulders the burden of the world's people.
Although there are nearly a million years of memories and cultivation inheritance in her body, her body is only fifteen years old after all.
Fifteen years old, the age of flowers, should be the most beautiful and happiest time in every woman's life, but what about the princess?
Thinking that Gu Youlan had lost all her soul power and spiritual power in order to clear her body of demonic energy, Bihe's heart ached, as if there were thousands of steel knives in Ling Chi.
For the sake of herself, the princess almost died due to the dissipation of her soul power, what kind of affection and kindness should this be, how can she be virtuous in this life, and can she exchange for the princess's love?
How will she be able to pay it back?
Suddenly, Bihe thought of Queen Yuan, who had come back from the dead, and her heart suddenly chuckled.
Mother, mother, why did you do that? And why put the princess to death? Although the princess's soul has changed, the body and the blood left in the body are given by you personally?
Why are you so ruthless, and why are you so ruthless?