Chapter 165: Liberation
Fang Zichun, who was far away in Japan, dragged his tired body home after working overtime, and he lay on the sofa and didn't want to move. On this special day, he missed his parents, his son, and of course, Lan Keer, he took out a moon cake issued by the company, carefully cut it into several small pieces, picked up one of them, and was about to send it to his mouth, but Ke'er's familiar voice came from his ears:
"You talk nonsense! I'm hungry now! Give me the mooncake on your right hand, I just want to eat that one! ”
The shadow of Kerr appeared in front of his eyes, and he saw Kerr trotting forward, sometimes raising the moon cake in his hand, in his heart, it was the cutest back in the world......
Fang Zichun showed a faint smile on his face, he took a bite of the moon cake, sweet, what he didn't expect was that after eating this bite, tears almost came out of his eyes, because Ke'er's voice had been around him, and he wanted to feed Ke'er a bite of moon cakes......
"Why didn't you sleep so late today, excited?"
Fang Zichun's father saw that his wife hadn't slept yet, and he didn't know what to toss on his mobile phone with the lamp on.
"I'm researching Mai Bar, didn't I ask Xia Mo to download it for me today? I've also followed Kerr's homepage, and I'm wondering how to use it. ”
"What are you going to do with the singing software used by young people?"
"There are also a lot of old people on it, do you have to divide the age of singing? Live to be old, sing to be old! ”
"It's good, it's good to be young! I see, it's Ke'er who made you younger! ”
"Wife, don't sleep, don't sleep, I saw that Ke'er just uploaded a new song, let's listen to it together, I'll amplify the sound a little, let's enjoy it."
So, the old couple heard Kerr's voice. "The Moon at That Time", with a warm melody and delicate lyrics, moved the two old men a little when they heard it......
"What a nice singing!"
Fang Zichun's father said.
"You listen carefully to the lyrics, and I'll loop the single."
"Yo! Do you still know how to cycle singles? ”
"Did you say Ke'er was thinking about our Zichun?"
"You, you, even if you want to, so what? Zichun and Wang Jing are a family! ”
"Zichun sent a video for dinner today, and Ke'er cried, do you know?"
"Is there such a thing?"
"You're drinking with Lao Wang, didn't you pay attention, didn't she go to the bathroom? came out with red eyes, and Lao Wang asked her if she came. ”
"You said that you old woman, you think about everything, people say you miss your family!"
"That's for us, I'll tell you, you don't know, Ke'er mentioned our Zichun at the concert, although he didn't name and name her, but according to the content of Li Xuanming's chat with her later, that person is our family Zichun!"
"Looks like you know quite a bit!"
"Although it was my guess, I was just thinking, how nice it would have been if these two children had been together in the first place!"
"What's the use of thinking about it now?"
"I really like Kerr...... I'll give Zichun a call! ”
"It's so late, my son is already asleep, don't bother him."
"Definitely no sleep! My son I don't know what he's thinking yet? ”
Fang Zichun was looking at the moon cakes in a daze, and he hadn't finished eating the moon cakes for a long time, when suddenly the phone rang......
"Mom, haven't slept so late?"
"Son, I'm listening to Ke'er sing!"
"Where are you listening?"
"Today, I asked Miss Xia Mo to help me download the microphone bar, I followed Ke'er, and I saw that she had just sung a song. What are you doing? Haven't slept yet, have you? Why don't you listen to it! ”
"Mom, you're quite trendy, and you know how to wheat! Ha ha! ”
"I want to know more about Kerr, I get along with Kerr a lot these days, my mother is so happy! She is really virtuous and capable. ”
"Okay, I'll listen, Mom, it's so late, you can rest quickly!"
"I know, son, you must listen! Listen to it! ”
Hanging up the phone, Fang Zichun couldn't wait to open the microphone,
He saw that Kerr sang a lot, many songs, and he examined how long it had been since he had logged in to the microphone, and Kerr was right, he didn't care as much about Kerr as before......
He opened the new song "The Moon at That Time" recorded by Kerr, and the lyrics sang so well:
"Can anyone tell me how strong I have to be to dare to forget it. Looking at the moon at that time, whose heart it once represented, the result was the same. Look, the moon at that time turned into today's sunlight overnight. Can anyone tell me which faith will make people forget......"
Fang Zichun also saw a sentence written by Keer at the end of the song: Is there any difference between today's moon and the moon at that time? I hope that the next Mid-Autumn Festival will be as usual......
Seeing this, he no longer wanted to hide the longing in his heart......
"Ke'er, have you slept?"
He sent a WeChat message to Kerr.
No response,
"Ke'er, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, can you reply to me with a WeChat?"
Still no response,
"Ke'er, are you still angry with me?"
Ke'er looked at the phone that kept ringing, and tears couldn't stop flowing......
Suddenly, Fang Zichun received a message:
"Zichun, let's break up! I'm tired with you! I can't feel my presence, I can no longer see the moon in the past, I miss the moon at that time, it was very simple and easy for people to understand, but now the moon has become different, I don't understand more and more, I can't see whether there is Chang'e or a rabbit in it, or there is nothing at all...... ”
"Ke'er, are you sure you're telling the truth?"
"Hehe, isn't it?"
When Fang Zichun heard this, he immediately dialed the voice call, and this time Ke'er actually answered the phone.
"You still don't understand me! I especially don't want to hear you say things like that, do you know why I haven't contacted you for so long? ”
"I feel like you've changed, you've become something I don't recognize."
"One day I was too busy, I didn't send you a message to report safety, and the next day I got up and saw that you sent me two screenshots, saying that it was to share an article with me, and what was written in it was that not contacting was equivalent to not loving, which was equivalent to not cherishing things like that, I don't want to see you send these, do you want me to sit down?"
"I didn't let you sit in the right seat, I wanted to share with you what I saw that made sense, am I wrong again? You want me to understand you every time, when have you understood me? ”
"Why didn't you reply when I sent you so many WeChat messages before?"
"Then why do you turn a blind eye to the messages I sometimes send you? I didn't even have a minimum polite reply, I learned from you! ”
"I don't want to quarrel with you, today's Mid-Autumn Festival, I wanted to have a good chat with you, but you said you wanted to break up with me!"
"I'm sorry, I'm busy! I don't have time to talk to you, now I'm going to sleep! I repeat, you don't look for me again in the future, we break up! ”
"Good!"
Hearing the word "good", Kerr hung up the phone......
She was so angry that she cried and wrote a paragraph in her circle of friends:
On the night of the full moon, I was supposed to send acacia to the bright moon, but I recalled the best moon cakes back then, and after singing "The Moon at That Time", I realized that I had been living in memories, and I also understood that everything in reality would eventually be farther and farther away from me, and only liberation was the best decision......
She opened up the permission of Fang Zichun's circle of friends, because she decided not to be angry with Fang Zichun anymore, since she is just an ordinary friend, what does it matter if you look at the circle of friends?
After doing this, she threw her phone far, far away......
Fang Zichun really wanted to throw the moon cake in his hand out of the clouds, but he had already crushed the moon cake, and he thought to himself:
Kerr, did you really say those words ruthlessly? You must be talking angry, right? Kerr, without you, why am I still working so hard?
He silently looked at Kerr's WeChat avatar, enlarged and enlarged, and inadvertently clicked on it, and saw that Kerr's circle of friends was open for him, but he saw the paragraph he didn't want to see......
At two o'clock in the morning, Ke'er hadn't slept yet, she picked up her mobile phone, and shared a song in QQ Music in the circle of friends, Zhang Huimei's "Liberation":
"Love is not a hundred nights, memories are like stars
The more the tears boiled, the more cold I felt
People who have changed their minds hurt more and more when they think about it
I sat until the morning, and the sun turned on the light in the room
Think, if the ending is the same
Why bother thinking about it, hurt
If you let people grow, why am I afraid of the injury of the breakup?
Liberation is being willing to admit that it was a mistake, and I shouldn't have let it go
You have the freedom to go, I have the freedom to live well, and there is a desire to know and hope in my heart
Don't worry about me anymore from those who love me, and the relief is to be willing to admit that it's a mistake
I shouldn't still let go, you have the freedom to go, I have the freedom to live well
Liberation is to know how to wipe away your tears and look at it, and then find a new way to move forward
The world is vast, and I will always make a dream come true."
Fang Zichun leaned on the sofa sadly and didn't sleep all night......
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