Chapter 96
Yin Ji didn't know what to say.
She knew very well that Yin Changying was right.
From the king's point of view, fidelity to marriage is undoubtedly irresponsible to the state.
Because no one can guarantee that you and your beloved child's child will be capable enough to take the helm of the country, and not lead it to decay and destruction.
As for Yin Ji, if she has someone she likes in this world and marries the other party, there is no guarantee that the other party will not breed greater ambitions because of her strength, status and even power.
Just like the lover of the Empress Dowager Song.
When he first arrived at the Empress Dowager Song, he thought about whether he could be a marquis? I can't even think of it.
But now, he is not only the Marquis of An Xin, who holds great power, but also tries to get his hands on the royal power in the hands of the Empress Dowager Song.
The temptation of power is too great, and the desire itself has no boundaries, and the growth of swelling and arrogance is as common as the truth of the rising sun and the setting of the moon.
Because of this understanding, after a long silence, Yin Ji raised her head, looked at Yin Changying, and asked seriously: "Big brother, can I not get married?" ”
She's not from this world anyway, so she won't stay here for long, so there's no need to develop an overly intimate relationship, is there?
"Naturally." Yin Changying said slowly, "But you should have a certain amount of pastime." ”
Yin Ji didn't understand the meaning of this sentence: "I have a lot of things to do!" Meditation, cultivation, study of the inner dan, exploration of geology, improvement of crops......"
Before she finished speaking, she saw Yin Changying raise her hand and suddenly stopped.
I saw Yin Changying take a deep look at her and said calmly: "This is not a pastime. ”
"But—"
"Serious things are serious things, cultivation is cultivation, and pastime is pastime." Yin Changying stared at her, her expression was cold, but with a power that could not be refused, "Auntie, you should distinguish clearly." ”
Yin Changying is also a workaholic, dealing with government affairs and cultivating magic power, at least two-thirds of his time is used every day, or even more.
But he will also entertain the ministers, enjoy songs and dances, hunt on horses, and be lucky with beautiful women.
Even if he doesn't remember what kind of wine he drank, what music he listened to, what prey he hit, and what the beauty he slept looked like, he would still do these things.
For him, this is the way to relax, an essential spice in life.
As long as it doesn't affect the government, he can have fun and pass the time.
Yin Ji didn't.
Her life is extremely monotonous, in addition to cultivation, she is doing things.
Nothing else.
There is no doubt that this is a dangerous state.
The bowstring is always tight, and it will break, let alone people? If there is nothing in the world that is worth relaxing, pleasuring, and feeling comfortable, what is the meaning of human life?
Wine and wealth, riding and shooting, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, costumes, gambling skills, the joy of men and women, Longyang grinding mirror...... These can be hobbies.
Even if I treat my work as a hobby, I love it, it makes me happy, I just like to work overtime, that's okay.
Yin Changying himself is also this kind of person, he reads books and plays until late at night, he can understand.
However, if there is only work and cultivation in a person's life, it is undoubtedly abnormal.
This is also a point that Yin Changying occasionally finds strange - Yin Changying not only does not show any hobbies, but also desperately restrains all her desires.
She drew a line for herself, and then stayed in that circle cautiously, cautiously, refusing to take a step beyond Lei Chi, as if once she stepped out, it would be a big mistake.
Because of this, he taught her that you can enjoy everything that power and status bring you, as long as you don't indulge in it and lose your sense of proportion, then it's fine.
And these words, no one has ever said these words to Yin Ji.
The remaining memories tell her that in the last years before falling into this world, she never-ending ran from dangerous place to place, defusing one crisis after another that could cause great disaster. Every time I fight with my life, there is never a time to rest.
But she couldn't stop.
Everyone looked at her with expectant eyes, you are a "heavenly doctor"! can turn the impossible into a possibility, and it takes hundreds of millions of years to produce a "heavenly doctor".
So many places, so many people are waiting for your salvation, how can you stop?
Doing her best to help others was her first and purest intention, and she never regretted it. But in the end, it became a shackle that bound her.
For this noble mission, she gave up all the hobbies that a young girl should have, never touched her favorite musical instrument again, did not copy the paintings she admired, and did not go to see her favorite movies. Even shopping seems to have been a long, long, long time ago.
She is accompanied by the eyes of admiration, anticipation and gratitude, which are hidden in the shadows of suspicion, resentment, and dissatisfaction; It is the observation, analysis and evaluation of her psychological and mental state that the review team has reported again and again; It was in the shadows that someone used countless tragedies to measure the limit of her strength, and then used a conspiracy to exhaust most of her strength and use an accident to cause her death.
"I-" Yin Hui's eyes were a little hot.
She closed her eyes and tried to push the tears back.
Obviously, there were countless things to say in her heart, but in the end, Yin Ji just whispered: "I'm sorry." ”
She shouldn't be because she is a "person of the future", accustomed to the convenience of high technology, and the benefits of a highly free world, she unconsciously has a sense of superiority in her heart, thinking that she is much ahead of this era, and is not the same as them, and subconsciously criticizes the imperial system as useless.
Even with Yin Changying, her attitude is very alienated.
She respects the strength and wisdom of the other party, but hates the other party's status as a "king".
Bending to the royal power was something she couldn't accept.
Therefore, she never took the initiative to find Yin Changying, nor did she care about the other party's state at all, completely ignoring what the other party thought and what she planned to do.
Because she felt that no matter what happened anyway, she could solve it with Yin Changying's ability.
What's more, Yin Changying was surrounded by so many people, all of whom figured out what he meant all day long, and performed in front of him to the greatest extent. Wouldn't it be nice if she was one more and no more, and that she would do things silently and do her part to improve the lives of the people?
If it weren't for the fact that her wish needed to be realized by Yin Changying, and the other party had the strength to match her, she probably wouldn't have paid attention to these people and left on her own.
This was her original plan - if there was no accident that woke Yin Changying up.
She didn't like any feudal emperor from the beginning, and if she didn't go to their trouble, it would be good to overthrow the imperial system and establish a free society, how could she get together to work for them?
Even now, it was Yin Changying who called her, so she came, and if she didn't call him, she would treat it as if there was no such person.
But she never expected that in the end, it was Yin Changying who told her, don't stretch yourself so tightly, work and life need to be separated.
Although he knew that his intention in saying this was actually not to want her to have problems with her Dao heart and affect his follow-up plans.
But isn't caring with a purpose a concern?