Chapter 54: Give Up! (2/4)
For most of the lives in this world, existence is painful.
Fortunately, they are stupid and do not understand the pain.
Sluggish rotten wood is both a burden and a protection.
We believe in reincarnation and heaven because we were born here and we are not having a good time.
Therefore, we work hard to live in this life, and we also yearn for the next life, leaving regrets to the next generation and giving our dreams to the past.
It's a pity that the vast majority of people don't have transcendent souls.
It took decades to water the soul with countless emotions and nurture that little bit of weak true spirit.
Only after death can you stand out, wander in the world, look back on your life, and the final result is still dissipation.
Reintegrate into the world and become one of them.
If this is also a different kind of rebirth.
Before Lin Yu gained the ability, he was just an ordinary ordinary person, and for more than 20 years, the three views that he had been casting clearly told him what was good and what was evil.
He admits that at this time he no longer has the righteousness that he had when he was in school or the righteousness he had when he was a child.
Growing up in an orphanage, going to college, stepping out of school, and entering society.
The beating over and over again, and the living environment of the big pit and the small pit made him learn to be silent.
Learned the so-called good lies.
I learned to be selfish and I learned to defend my own interests.
I learned to do whatever it takes to dig holes for my competitors or hostile people.
You can do evil things for the sake of what you have to get.
Live as the person you despised the most when you were a child.
Although in terms of life, this is not a bad thing? It is also a process that must be experienced in life.
But no matter how despised and bad it is, there is always a limit, it is the line of the law, and it is the bottom line in your heart.
Lin Yu raised the bottle to the sun, and the gradually sinking sunlight was still slightly dazzling.
With his eyes peeled, he watched the sunlight shine through the bottle and shine on his face, and the orange dots of light inside became brighter and brighter.
"Life is an absurd farce after all, constantly teasing everyone's life." Lin Yu suddenly remembered such a sentence in his mind.
The easiest thing for people to break is the bottom line in their hearts.
The most difficult thing to break is also the bottom line in my heart!
Absurd life, absurd life and absurd choices.
Now Lin Yu is faced with a choice.
At this time, he only had about three months left in his lifespan, but according to the information he received, the cup of soul in his hand would definitely extend his lifespan.
But!
After all, eating animals and eating people are two completely different choices.
The meaning of this can be said to be very different.
Even if Lin Yu had already made corresponding preparations in advance.
But when he has already obtained the corresponding things and is really faced with a choice, there will be a constant struggle in his heart.
When you don't choose that you have no other choice, maybe you won't struggle so much.
But now there are alternatives, so let's say possible alternatives.
Lin Yu glanced back at the bronze door set up in the storeroom.
The skeleton inside also contains the soul.
The existence of the bronze door made the hesitation in Lin Yu's heart continue to amplify!
Slowly close your eyes, raise your head to the sun in the sky, and keep rubbing the safety bottle with your hands.
Death is different from death, and for this moment to come, life thinks it is ready.
But when it came to the end, I found that there was none.
In the real world, we divide death into three stages.
The first stage is the death of the body, the pain and sorrow of relatives and friends, and the regret of the heart, which is the last echo of life.
The second stage is when all those who love, those who hate, forget all and begin to disappear in their memory.
In the third and final stage, all the words or books, the records of this life, are all gone, and all the traces left behind are erased one by one, and there is a return, nothing!
At this time, Lin Yu faced a choice that was to directly eliminate all traces of her.
When the world doesn't remember you, what are the memories of your friends and family?
Look at the bottle in your hand.
The cola-colored liquid seems to be full of temptation!
Drinking it is a sin! Even if it is not recorded in the law.
But it represents the final bottom line and the last perseverance that completely smashed the bottom of my heart.
In layman's terms, it's a huge faction shift that is used to do so.
Soul devouring is a great evil in any world!
Lin Yu stood on the balcony, watching little by little as the last sunlight disappeared in the sky, and darkness gradually covered the entire earth.
In a trance, Lin Yu seemed to feel an inexplicable gaze.
It's as if there is a pair of big hands controlling everything and controlling themselves.
will not force Lin Yu to do anything, but will only give Lin Yu a choice.
Morality or life?
The corners of Lin Yu's mouth showed a hint of ridicule, not laughing at others, but laughing at himself.
Lin Yu has always flaunted himself and will do whatever it takes to live, but in the end, he still can't let go of the bottom line in his heart.
What if you really want to live and do whatever it takes?
So what's the difference between being alive and dead?
I don't have relatives in the first place, when I am letting go of the bottom line, what can I leave in the end?
A remnant of a body?
Live for the sake of living?
That might as well be dead!
Lin Yu slowly opened his eyes, his rubbing hands also stopped, and he held the safety bottle tightly.
When Lin Yu completely decided to give up, his heart was much more relaxed.
Being born as a human being is the most miserable thing in the world, and only by trying our best to be self-sustaining can we not be mistaken by bumps.
In Hell, you need to look up to heaven, and if the mud under your feet is the same as the unstained, how is it different from the mud?
This is the world, and it has its own rules.
Everyone has their own bottom line, even if it costs a lot to comply with him.
It doesn't have to be sweet, it inevitably has some bitter and sour taste.
In a trance, Lin Yuyu had been sitting on the balcony all night.
But when the sun appeared, the darkness evaporated like the water of last night, like the light that all eyes hoped for.
Looking down at the people coming and going and the children running and noisy in the community, the windows gradually lit up in the distance.
His eyes gradually became firm, although he was weak, Lin Yu had Lin Yu's persistence.
Besides, Lin Yu at this time is not without a choice.
He had another replacement, the skeleton in the bronze door!
Compared with directly devouring living beings, devouring dead and resurrecting undead souls are more likely to pass the level in their hearts.
The two are not the same!
Holding the safety bottle in his hand, he turned around and went back to the house, turned on the light and stood in front of the wine cabinet, carefully placing the safety bottle on it.
"If I could, I would return you to your family." Worthy of the bottle, he said softly.
Back on the windowsill, crouched down and looked down at a few flower pots on the balcony.
Seven sunflowers have survived, their thin shoots emerging from the soil, revealing a tenacious green hue.
Reach out and touch the delicate green shoots.
"This is life!"
"Full of contradictions!"
"I can cheat to get someone else's lifespan and give them a little money as compensation." Lin Yu muttered.
"You can also choose to give up in the face of true longevity."
"It's not that I don't want to live, but I should have a bottom line."
"For the sake of this bottom line, I gave up on her."
"For the sake of my life, I'm going to start fighting again."
"Take your life to survive! A future. The words fell, and he got up and walked into the utility room.