Returning to the inn of the night market, Xiaobai cried from the beginning to a low sob, Feng Mi didn't understand all the way, what was she sad about?

But looking at Xiaobai's pitiful appearance, Feng Mi suddenly thought of an incident that happened a long time ago.

When he was seven years old, he liked a girl very much, but the girl was so good, and others liked it, and he knew it, so he went to ask her, obviously afraid that the girl would not want him, but she misunderstood what she meant, and thought that he was slandering her reputation, and cried for several days, and ignored him.

At that time, Feng Mi didn't figure out why the girl was crying, he felt that he should be the one who should cry the most, just like now, Xiaobai has nothing to be sad about, he should be sad, obviously helped her out of anger, and he was not left behind.

Xiaobai cried enough, felt dizzy, tired, she wiped away her tears, poured a glass of water and drank it, before she looked back at Feng Mi, she felt that it was a shame for her to cry in front of Feng Mi because of this little thing, but she couldn't control herself, and she didn't dare to drive him back, she couldn't figure it out, she cried her, what did he always do with him! I'm afraid she won't be able to open it?

"Are you alright?" Feng Mi asked.

Xiaobai sniffed, feeling that this sourness was surging up again, and said with a pout: "What can I do?" ”

"Why are you crying since it's okay? It's not a shame to cry like this in front of him, do you want to tell him that you are very aggrieved and sad, or you can't let go? ”

"I cry because I don't think it's worth it!" Xiaobai really can't listen to the words "can't let go" now, if Lin Wenjuan hadn't always misunderstood that she couldn't let go, they wouldn't have become like this at all, "Although people will change, I didn't expect them to become like this!" ”

"It's not your fault, I know if you're wronged, I'll help you get angry."

"Are we acquainted? Why do you think I'm wronged? Why should everyone feel that I am wronged! I'm not aggrieved! "She is not Guo Zhaoyang, and she didn't deliberately avoid those pains, she accepted and digested them, she can face them.

Feng Mi became cold again, and he repeated Xiao Bai's words just now over and over again in his mind: Are we very familiar? This sentence made him sad.

His stunned look made Xiaobai suddenly think that Feng Mi was pitiful for her, pitiful for her lonely situation, pitiful for her always pretending to be strong, she suddenly broke out and shouted: "Why do you think I am pitiful!" Who wants you to be nosy! If Chen Heng is an official and leaves, everything will not happen! You are noble! Can you trample on the fate of others casually! Why are you angry for me! Who do you think you are? ”

Feng Mi gradually became sad, could it be that what Xiaobai said to Chen Heng just now was false?

"I don't want you to care about me! I'm left alone! Do you have to make me homeless! ”

"But it's not your home...

"What if not? You also have a home, haven't you escaped? I just wish there was a place in this world that could accept me, and now because of you, I can't even go back to that only place. Xiaobai squatted on the ground and whimpered and cried, a grief that no one could understand.

Seeing her thin shoulders trembling constantly, Feng Mi reached out to calm her sadness, but she couldn't move. It would be nice if I could have known her earlier, but even if so, what could I change? Wasn't I suffering at that time?

Feng Mi walked out of the room gently, closed the door, did not leave, but leaned against the fence on the second floor, the air was foggy and could not see where the moon was, but there was a condensed moonlight through the clouds and fog sprinkled to the earth, I don't know how long later, the candle in the room was extinguished, he heard Xiaobai's steady breathing, and made sure that she had fallen asleep, before leaving quietly.

.........

At the end of April, two small and small things happened in Huicheng.

The first is Lin Dongyue, the magistrate of Hui County, and Chen Heng, the son-in-law of the Lin family, are going to the territory successively, and the second is that the huge night market in the city is going to be closed.

Today is the day when Chen Heng's family set off, Lin Zhang's family is a little unhappy, since Chen Heng is not considerate of Lin Wenjuan who has just given birth and is still in confinement, he insists on leaving, so why did Lin Wenjuan follow to take office?

Which of the daughters-in-law of other people's families should not be good to give birth to? Lin Wenjuan should go to meet them in the first half of the Lin Mansion, according to Lin Zhang's meaning, Chen Heng's future is bleak, and Lin Wenjuan should make peace with him.

But Lin Wenjuan refused, she is Chen Heng's wife, not to mention life and death, it is also appropriate to share hardships, anyway, things are ready, and it is not troublesome to leave temporarily.

Lin Zhang's persuasion was fruitless, so he had to arrange the most spacious and stable carriage in the house with tears in his eyes, spread more than a dozen bedding, prepare enough charcoal fire and stove, and was afraid that Ah Chun and Ah He would not serve well, so he thought about the subtleties for a long time before crying and sending the mother and daughter to the carriage.

If you are still in confinement, you have to travel a long distance, what if you fall ill? The child has just been born, if there is anything bad about Lin Wenjuan on the road, this child can't even eat milk, thinking about this, Lin Zhang's tears wet the handkerchief one after another, and he can't stop it.

Lin Wenhai is his brother anyway, he thought about it, stopped the carriage that had just left, and said to Lin Wenjuan: "Don't go, if you get sick on the road, the poor one is still my niece, just live at home, and when you get well, I will let someone send you over." ”

When Lin Zhang heard this, he couldn't help but hold Lin Wenjuan's hand and cried: "Your brother is right, Wenjuan, think about the child." ”

But Lin Wenjuan shook her head, if she didn't follow at this moment, half a year later, Chen Heng would never have a place next to her, not to mention that the child she had just given birth to, Chen Heng hadn't even chosen a name, she didn't want their mother and daughter to be completely forgotten by Chen Heng.

Besides, the Lin family can no longer be regarded as Chen Heng's backer, her father can't help, and her brother... She and Shang Ting have already fallen out, and she can't make trouble for her brother.

She couldn't say these words, "How can the two biological fathers and daughters be away for so long?" Mother, I'm fine, but I can't be filial by your side from now on, my daughter is ashamed, and my brother, on the day of your wedding, I... I can't catch up, you and your sister-in-law have to be good, she likes you so much, she will definitely help you. ”

Lin Wenhai couldn't help but feel a little sad, it seemed that his sister, who was still dissatisfied a moment ago, grew up in an instant, "Father and mother will leave tomorrow, you are not here, I am in the filial piety period, what kind of relatives will I become!" It's just that the two sides have changed Geng posts, and it's still early! ”

"It's not that you want to take advantage of the filial piety... Lin Zhang was a little afraid that Lin Wenhai would regret it, if he repented, but even the support of the merchant would be missed.

Lin Wenhai didn't answer, turned around and asked Geely to lead a horse, turned over, and said, "I'll send Wenjuan out of Wulian Mountain and come back." ”

Since Lin Wenhai wanted to send it, Lin Zhang's family naturally had to follow, so he hurriedly asked Guo'er to prepare another carriage for the return trip, took Lin Wenjuan's hand and sat beside her, and picked up the child on the side, very reluctant.

Lin Dongyue saw that things suddenly became like this, so he could only follow, he was very willing to leave the idea, but his daughter didn't agree, and he couldn't help it.

The group met with the carriage of the Chen family at the gate of the city, and then set off on the road, and it was not until the evening that they arrived at the foot of Wulian Mountain.