After eating, Ji Yu left Hu Ximei to talk again.

In fact, she had already discovered that whether it was going to the town to set up a stall, or the warm house banquet some time ago, or even earlier, the Hu family had formed a fixed pattern, that is, it was always Hu Ximei who stayed behind.

In the past, she was responsible for taking her little nephew and niece, and she was also responsible for housework, but when she was always a little free, if she wanted to play outside, she just had to take Xiao'an Xiaohua with her.

Since I brought Grandma Xie here, I don't even have this time.

Grandma Xie was paralyzed in bed, eating, drinking, and Lazar couldn't take care of herself, unless someone at home replaced, Hu Ximei couldn't go anywhere.

Whenever she came back from the town and danced to describe how fun and lively it was to her, she could always see the loss and gloom on Hu Ximei's face.

Do not suffer from few, but suffer from unevenness.

In particular, most sensible children are sensitive, and it can also be said that they are heavy-minded, and if they are not explained in time, it may even affect her later life.

"Little sister, your mother and your brother, they don't care about you, they are just used to this form of getting along, and they think more about how to support the family, and it is inevitable that there will be places where they can't do well in caring for their families...... But they all love you, and I'm sure you feel it, right? ”

Hu Ximei nodded, her expression relaxed.

The hard work of her mother and her two brothers, she really sees it.

Ji Yu's words changed: "But you also have something you can't do properly." ”

Hu Ximei was stunned, and her first reaction was to blame herself, "I really shouldn't envy my brother and their ......"

"You're even more wrong to think that way." Ji Yu interrupted her.

"You're not happy, but you tell them to be happy. You want it, but you tell them you don't. You don't have enough to eat, but you tell them they're full. Your mother and Dacheng's temperament is relatively rough, although Brother Liangzi is more careful, but he is too busy making money to think deeply, so naturally they will believe what you say, and in turn you will be sad because of their neglect. ”

Hu Ximei lowered her head and said, "It's me who is not good......"

Ji Yu patted her on the shoulder, "You just want to get the attention of your family, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just that you don't use the right method." Actually, you can try it another way. Express what you want directly, take the initiative to fight for what you want, and occasionally you can be 'not so sensible' in front of your family. ”

It's not that I don't know a lot of truths, but it's still hard to settle.

Someone has to try to take a step and make a change, otherwise sooner or later the knot will become a dead knot that cannot be untied.

"But, is that okay?" Hu Ximei's eyes widened.

Sister Xiao Yu is teaching herself not to be so sensible...... She felt that Sister Xiaoyu's words were a little strange, but she couldn't help but be moved.

"How do you know if you don't try? The sense of presence is to be brushed by oneself. But let's talk ahead, your expression and struggle must be within the scope of your family's ability, understand? You can't take it without limits, and you can't base your happiness on the pain of others. You get what you want, but you also give them the same amount in return. Loving and being loved is just as important and makes people happy. ”

Hu Ximei nodded heavily, "Well, I listen to you, next time if I think something in my heart, I will tell my mother and second brother directly." ”

"That's right, but whatever they can do, they will agree."

Hu Ximei was a little embarrassed, "Sister Xiaoyu, how do you know so much, no wonder everyone likes you so much." ”

Ji Yu said in her heart, this family, the scope is estimated to be limited to the Hu family.

And what she said was just personal words.

In fact, when she was an adolescent, she was also like Hu Ximei, especially obsessed with getting the attention of her parents.

In the first few years when she was taken back, her mother was tired of her accent, and even more thought that she had learned bad habits in the countryside, so she ordered her to change it and gave her a cold look.

The gap between the junior high school in the countryside and the junior high school in the big city is too big, she tremblingly took the failed test paper home to sign, and was greeted with a heavy slap, and the sentence "How could we give birth to such a stupid thing as you"!

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of cram schools, training courses.

For six years, she had no friends, no free time, no time for herself.

She tried hard to listen to the radio to change her accent, she took the first place in her homework, she drew and practiced calligraphy day and night, and practiced until she had severe myovovitis...... All she thinks about is to hear their praise, to get recognition from them, and she will do whatever it takes to do so.

I don't like to study medicine and was forced to change my will, and I don't like to be a doctor and be arranged in the hospital. She never fought and felt that as long as she was good enough, she would one day become their pride.

It wasn't until later that they knew that the family existed in name only, and the two had already built their own love nests outside, and even one party had another crystallization of love with others, but they couldn't divorce for some reason.

And she, a child who didn't grow up under her knees, became completely redundant.

After work, she rented an apartment and moved out of the house, which they didn't find out until six months later.

It was at that time that the obsession in my heart suddenly disappeared.

I don't know if it's because she's dead, or if she's grown up.

Ji Yu came back to her senses from her memories and smiled at Hu Ximei, "Because I like it."

Your people will like you no matter what, and people who don't like you, no matter what you do, will still not like you. ”

This is the biggest difference between her and Hu Ximei.

The Hu family loves their younger sister, but they are not good at expressing it.

And she has been begging for fish from beginning to end.

Fortunately, what she couldn't get after working hard for so long is now not rare.

After some heart-to-heart talk, although Hu Ximei's heart knot was not immediately untied, it could be seen that the whole person was a lot more relaxed and returned to her previous cheerfulness.

"Sister Xiaoyu, don't you know, Uncle Li Zheng came back this morning and beat up his mother-in-law!"

Gossip is a woman's nature, although Hu Ximei is still a girl, her talent in this area has awakened.

Ji Yu felt a little incredible, just the old wife slave in Lizheng, and the day when the serf turned over and sang?

I heard that even if Hong's cough sounded, it could make his legs tremble, and he would twist his ears and kneel at every turn at home on weekdays.

At the beginning, the Hong family did not agree to take in Meng Shi and Song Jing, and Li Zheng didn't dare to disobey her, so what else could make him pull out the whiskers on the tiger's head, could it be that he drank too much?

"Is it the other way around, isn't it all Lizheng who has been beaten?"

"Maybe it's wrong, a lot of people went to see it. The two of them fought from the hall to the courtyard, and from the courtyard to the outside of the courtyard. I went to see it too. ”

Hu Ximei didn't know what to think of, so she covered her mouth and laughed.

"Uncle Lizheng's padded jacket was torn and torn, and his face was scratched with blood......"

Ji Yu was not interested in listening to it.

Isn't this a regular thing, what's so unusual?

"Listen to me, Sister Xiaoyu, Uncle Li Zheng was so powerful that he pressed his mother-in-law to the ground and swollen her face with the soles of his shoes."

Ji Yu hissed, and her face hurt just by hearing it.

Li Zheng is afraid that he didn't drink alcohol, but drank alcohol! Don't want to live your life?

"Why are they fighting?"

"What else?" Hu Ximei leaned into her ear, "It seems that the magistrate said that we want to stabilize our hearts or something...... Then Li Zhengyi came back and saw that the men in the whole village were gone, and when he asked clearly, the news of the arrest of the strong man came from his family......"

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Chapter 119: Obsession and Enlightenment