Chapter 265
When a woman gives birth, it is a ghost gate.
The reason why Chu Qi's mother chose to give birth to him was because the two countries were married, and she needed an undoubted trump card in her hand, a legitimate heir.
"She didn't want to experience the pain of childbirth again, but she knew that one son was not enough, so she let go, so that the concubine could get pregnant, and Ah Rush could be born."
Chu Qi's expression was calm, as if he was telling someone else's story.
"The biological son may still be disobedient, let alone the concubine? For this reason, she asked me to eat and live with Ah Kui, and if I didn't want to eat, Ah Kui would have nothing to eat; If I'm thirsty, I don't even have water to drink. ”
"It's not raising a son."
In Chu Qi's eyes, deep hatred appeared: "This is raising a dog." ”
Yin Ji didn't know what to say.
Chu Qi can blame her biological mother for not, but as an outsider, it is definitely not appropriate for her to follow the criticism, but she can persuade her, she really can't do it.
This kind of behavior is indeed excessive.
Although Chu Qi only said how his biological mother treated his younger brother, and did not mention how his biological mother treated him, he also knew that this woman would never let go of her biological son.
"I originally thought that her early death would allow Ah Yu to get out of her control, but I was wrong."
Chu Qi stared into the distance, his expression was a little empty: "At that time, I was also young, my father ran away, my mother died unexplained, and there was a lot of bustling around, but there was no one to rely on. Although there are a few sisters, who can compare to Ah Urgent, who eats and sleeps with me? I was afraid of losing this brother, so I took him with me every day, and I didn't leave him, but over time, I found ......"
"Ah Rush has become my puppet."
"Although he has his own ideas and will, he never dares to make me angry, and he is even more afraid that I don't want him. Even if he thinks something is wrong in his heart, as long as I say it is right, he will accept it and remorse himself for his mistakes. ”
Hearing this, Yin Ji couldn't help but sigh.
Chu Qi's biological mother is really a sinful woman.
She has no sincerity, kindness and kindness, only means, use and control.
Chu Qi was impressed, and without knowing it, she inherited her high-pressure control over Chu Slow's airtightness, and achieved what she originally wanted to do to Chu Chuan - destroy Chu Slow's independent personality and make him completely dependent on another person.
Over time, in Chu Xuan's world, only his brother was left.
He was afraid of losing this brother and was willing to give everything for Chu Qi.
Including their own lives.
"By the time I found out, it was too late." Chu Qi's body trembled slightly, "I have thought of countless methods, but to no avail." ”
It is too difficult for a person whose personality has been completely dependent on others since childhood, to stand up on his own.
Although Chu Qi did not put shackles and ropes on Chu Huan, he really controlled Chu Huan's thoughts, spirit and life.
Yin Ji stared into Chu Qi's eyes and asked gently, "So, Le Pingjun doesn't want to return to Zhuguo?" ”
Chu Qi suppressed the sadness in his heart and regained his apparent calm: "Ah Jian has always had a knot in his heart - if it weren't for the sake of wishing the throne, Chu Wan would not have abandoned his mother, and his mother would not have 'died of depression'." Therefore, he hated Zhu Guo in his heart, but he was too pure and kind, and he couldn't personally lead troops to level his homeland. ”
Although Chu Qiruo asked for it, Chu Chu would definitely give up everything and follow his brother back to Shoucheng to defend the royal dignity that his brother was willing to maintain with his life.
But that was not Chu Xuan's own will.
"I don't want him to be my puppet, I want him to live for himself once!" Chu Qi's voice was a little choked, "I was in the study, writing down my whereabouts and inciting King Wei to rebel. It is because of the chaos of King Wei, there will be a gap in the garrison of Lulong City, and if Ah Jian wants to find me, he can take this opportunity to come to Zhuguo. ”
"But he didn't come."
Speaking of this, Chu Qi actually smiled and said from the bottom of his heart: "I'm proud of him." ”
Ah Kui, who had always obeyed his will and never dared to really oppose him, finally got rid of his will and chose the path diametrically opposed to him.
Merely......
He regretted it.
I regret why I taught my brother so well.
He would rather his younger brother be a treacherous person, betray his brother calmly, enjoy the high officials, have a beautiful wife and concubine, and live this life without burden, rather than his younger brother going to a dead end.
"Betrayed me, he couldn't have survived."
"I know this, but if you follow me to Zhuguo, it is even more impossible for Ah Yi to survive."
"I just want to find a way out for Ah Yi in the midst of countless dead ends."
People are like this, even if they know that the hope is very slim, they will still bet on that one in 10,000, insignificant chance.
Chu Qi looked at Yin Ji and said calmly: "The 500,000 lives are the money I gave to Ah Yi to buy his life." ”
Of course, he knew that it was an extremely advantageous thing to kill those 500,000 people or force them to surrender and serve the country.
But he didn't.
Because he was worried about Ah Rush in the distance, he didn't know how Ah Rush would choose.
Although Chu Qi knew very well that Yin Changying would never be angry because of unwarranted implication. But he understands his brother's temperament, and he must be prepared for the possibility that his younger brother will break the law in an emergency, and Yin Changying will be imprisoned.
Looking at the entire Zhao Kingdom, who has the most ability to influence Yin Changying?
Yin Ji didn't say anything like "If you don't betray Zhaoguo, Chu Chu won't die", because she understands better than anyone else that if the country is ruined, Chu Qi is high up, and being the prime minister of Zhaoguo, even if he is alive, it is no different from dead.
"Where do you like?" Yin Ji asked softly, "Shoucheng, or Jiangling?" ”
Chu Qi thought for a moment before he said, "Shoucheng!" ”
He was buried in Gangneung without a face.
Yin Cheng smiled slightly: "It's okay, no matter what, I finally have a home." ”
Chu Qi also laughed, his eyebrows stretched, and his gloomy color disappeared: "It is indeed a good thing." ”
He was a man without a home.
Zhaoguo's kindness to his high-ranking officials comes from his paternal identity;
Zhu Guo's vigilance against him comes from his maternal identity.
Whether it is treated favorably or ignored, the outside is different, but the inside is the same way.
These two countries, from beginning to end, did not really, completely, and thoroughly accept him as "their own".
Even if he has a family, a job, a wife and children, he still feels like a wanderer.
Until the moment when he was about to die, Chu Qi finally gained unprecedented peace.
"Wu, do you know what happened before and after death?"
"If you want to ask, whether you can meet Le Pingjun after death, I'm not sure." Yin Ji stared at Chu Qi with a very gentle expression, "But in the world of 'witches', the death of the body is not the end of everything. ”
Chu Qi was not surprised, but he sighed with some emotion: "I really don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing." ”
"Perhaps, you know, maybe you know."
Seeing Chu Qi's surprised gaze, Yin Qi's eyes were clear, but her expression was very firm: "I want to make an appointment with you." ”