Chapter Seventy-Two: Good Suffering

The night has never been so long, and time seems to stand still, making people feel a little uneasy in the dark. And this uneasiness is invisibly transmitting a sense of tension as people fall asleep.

Jinse's breathing was heavy and steady, her eyes were tightly closed, and the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, as if she had some nightmare. Xuan Ming looked at Jin Se's gaze as gentle as ever, but at this time, there was a trace of imperceptible forbearance in his eyes, deeply buried under his resolute appearance.

The night was quiet and a little scary, and fear began to rage at this time. Xuan Ming sighed softly, stretched out his hand to touch the side face of the sleeping Jinse, but stopped at a short distance from Jinse, and withdrew his hand with some hesitation for a while.

Jin Se was not a very sleepy person, but the slightest sound could make her immediately vigilant. And she can sleep so deeply now because Xuan Ming added some ** to a cup of tea before Jin Se went to bed. Xuan Ming knew that Jin Se was not wary of himself, so Jin Se drank all the tea with **. A small amount of ** will only make Jin Se sleep very deeply, it is nothing more than getting up later than usual, and the reason why Xuan Ming wants to do this is just to prevent Jin Se from going to Kyoto with him.

As for the reason, Xuan Ming cannot be said, nor can it be said.

Xuan Ming knew that it was more auspicious to go this time, and he also knew that he didn't have to rush to see Shangguan Hong for the last time, and he also knew that the eldest prince was very likely to have expected him to go, and prepared his troops. However, Xuan Ming can't be ruthless after all, the cause of his mother's death is Shangguan Hong's reason, but the reason has nothing to do with Shangguan Hong, and now Shangguan Hong is imprisoned in the prison, his well-known son, who is also Xuan Ming's eldest brother, has been exiled, for Xuan Ming, what role does the way of nature play.

When I went to see Shangguan Hong this time, I didn't tell him about the pain of separation, let alone laugh at him for being defeated in the end, but I wanted to dismantle my relationship with him clearly. Let Shangguan Hong know that although Xuan Ming is his son, he wants to cut himself off from his mother and Shangguan Hong.

Not cruelty. But Xuan Ming has never been able to be with Jin Se in such a name. Some heart knots, once they exist, will sting people's hearts for a long time. Xuan Ming knew this very well, so he decided to go to Shangguan Hong at the end.

As for the result, Xuan Ming didn't think about it, and he didn't dare to think about it. He couldn't imagine what would happen to Jinse if he didn't come back, it was too painful to imagine that his heart was like a knife, but there were some things that he couldn't do if it didn't hurt.

So, Xuan Ming decided to go alone. He knows his selfishness. Jin Se has already made the eldest prince mistakenly think that she is dead, and if she appears now, she will definitely not let it go easily.

Xuan Ming is a man, and he naturally understands men's thoughts. Therefore, he didn't even have the courage to leave a letter to Jinse, and he didn't even dare to imagine what Jinse would do if he couldn't come back alive.

This thought made him miserable. Xuan Ming looked at the sleeping Jinse, with a lot of thoughts. However, at this moment, he still believes that what he left to Jinse is the only future he can give her.

Xuan Ming had never experienced such a long night, and it was even more worrying to him than the time he waited for dark when he was on his first mission. He wanted to say something to Jinse, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't say anything. His mind was so complicated at this time that he didn't even know what he was thinking.

In the long dark night, Xuan Ming only noticed that a piece of moonlight sprinkled on the ground was like a cold light refracted by a weapon, cold and seeping people. After a long time, Xuan Ming realized that if he wasted time like this, the sky might be about to dawn, so he decided to leave.

He has too many reluctances and difficulties, and there are some things that he doesn't want to be exposed to the sun in his life.

"Jinse, when you wake up in a while, I'll be gone. Don't chase me, it's my business. Xuan Ming felt that he had some difficulty speaking, he took a deep breath, eased his emotions, raised a awkward smile on the corner of his mouth, and continued, "Since you were injured, I have lived the easiest and happiest life so far. There is no Phantom Pavilion, no fighting, no killing, and no threat from the Great Prince. You know, I've even begun to envy those rural villagers, who are free and free to be free, and having a caring person by their side is better than having a killer today and tomorrow. ”

Xuan Ming suddenly fell silent, as if thinking about how to say the next words:

"Jinse, I heard you say that you want to retreat in this countryside, although I didn't have much reaction on the surface, but I was always grateful in my heart. Thinking about this life, it is extremely gratifying to be able to live with you for the rest of my life and watch you every day. A few days ago, you discussed with me whether to hold a happy event for Qingyan and Minglong, and I thought that I could prepare a beautiful wedding for you, but I didn't expect this to happen before. Maybe I can't go, but the details of this are not clear in a day or two. ”

Xuan Ming stretched out his hand to hold Jin Se's hand, looked up at Jin Se with a faint warmth in his eyes, and he raised a smile that felt a little relaxed:

"I want to marry you now, and I want you to get along with me in such an capacity. I know you don't care about status, but I'm going to give you a name. Xuan Ming paused, "Jin Se, I will definitely come back." ”

In just one sentence, it is loud. As if he had made a lot of determination, Xuan Ming shook Jin Se's hand vigorously, then suddenly got up, walked towards the door, and walked out of the door in a flash.

The sky had not yet dawned, and Jin Se was still sleeping quietly, and the moonlight on the ground tore out a long strip, leaving a place of silver white. The night was even cooler, and Jin Se shivered inadvertently, and pulled the hand that was placed outside back into the quilt. The warmth gradually penetrated into his skin, and Jin Se's brows were a little furrowed, as if he was having a bad dream.

The next moment, Jin Se turned over lazily, faced the inside of the bed, and fell asleep. There was only a room of silence, and for a moment, I felt that everything was just imagination.

The wind blew quietly outside, and the country cottage returned to its former calm.