The first time I saw him cry
I still remember that day Daw
A phone call came from the hospital, saying that the mental patient who had been in the hospital's focus had committed suicide because he couldn't bear the spread of the disease.
At home, Du Liunian was still locked up in the house, and he hadn't eaten for a day.
The housekeeping aunt had already brought the food to Du Liunian's room, but he didn't touch it.
When I went in, I saw the food on the bedside table, and I had to sit on the edge of the bed and lose my soul.
"Degree si
。 I called softly.
Du Liunian looked ahead in a daze, ignoring me, maybe, this is also the first time he has encountered powerlessness as a doctor.
How could Du Liunian not make me uncomfortable like this, I squatted in front of him and stretched out my hand to hold Du Liunian's face.
"Degree si
Are you hungry? I asked softly.
Du Liunian didn't speak, and his beautiful eyes looked at me gloomily.
The way I spent the years made my heart ache.
"Okay, eat something, okay?" I said again.
"If you continue like this, you'll break yourself!"
My words, let Du Liunian raise his eyelids to look at me.
All he wants is to bring himself down.
I got up and brought the food on the bedside table and handed it to Du Liunian, who didn't even look at it.
I sighed and fed him myself.
"Degree si
, shall I feed you? I persuaded, "How much do you eat?" ”
I fed him the food in his mouth, and he didn't chew it.
I watched, and my eyes turned red.
"I know it's going to hit you hard, but you need to eat, you have to cheer up!"
"Spend the passing years, you still have me!"
I said with tears in my eyes.
Only then did he have a slight reaction, and he listened to me begging for himself.
"Eat some, okay?"
I stared at Du Liunian's face, and he moved his mouth like a machine.
Du Liunian listened to me and was eating.
I immediately smiled and fed the new year more seriously.
However, I didn't speak, and I tossed through the years, which was very well-behaved, but it also made me look very uncomfortable.
The death of the first time because he couldn't save the patient hit him too hard, and I think that after a while, the mood of the passing year will be eased.
I'm helping with the matter at hand, and I'm going to spend the year with me.
I've thought about it, I let Shuang'er be responsible for the affairs of the training institution, and I only have one thing after that, which is to take care of the flow of the year and let the mood of the flow of the year recover.
I was looking at the lack of rice in my bowl, and a smile appeared on my lips.
It's good to be able to eat in the new year.
I said to him again, "Degree."
, you go take a shower. ”
"Sleep here tonight."
I cared, reached out to unbutton the shirt of the passing year, and the passing year was also up to me.
"Look, smell, you're the smell of smoke." I deliberately smiled and teased the passing years.
Du Liunian didn't answer, and after all the buttons on his shirt were unbuttoned, he was pulled up by me.
"Take a shower, good." I said in a gentle voice.
Du Liunian looked up at me and smiled, and he reached out and touched my cheek.
I thought he was going to say something, but Du Liunian pulled me into his arms and kissed me.
The strength of the kiss is very heavy, and the strength of hugging me is also heavy.
I know, he kissed so roughly, he wanted to find an outlet to vent.
Even though I was hurt in my waist and I was bitten by him, I didn't push him away.
As long as he can vent it out and let himself feel better.
The two of us fell on the bed, and I thought that Du Liunian was going to continue the following action, however, he didn't.
Du Liunian, who was pressed on me, suddenly buried his head in my neck.
After a while, I heard the cries of the past few years.
My heart ached because of his weeping.
He's so uncomfortable, it's a good thing to cry.
"What should I do if I can't save you?"
"It's okay." My hand touched the back of the year. "It will pass, everything will pass."
I comforted Du Liunian softly, but Du Liunian didn't stop crying because of my voice, but he cried even harder.
My eyes grew redder, and tears slid out of my eyes.
Du Liunian was still crying in my neck, his voice was silent, like a child who had done something wrong and was crying.
However, crying to the back, he didn't take a bath for the past few years, and he fell asleep directly.
I gently pushed Du Liunian onto the bed and covered him with the quilt.
I did all this, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the sleeping Du Liunian with a smile.
It's only half a day's work, and he looks very depressed, and his jaw actually grows stubble.
I rested my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat again and again.
"Degree si
It's okay. ”
"No matter what happens, even if I really can't live in the end, I will be with you." I said in a soft voice.
"I know you're having a hard time."
Shuang'er's phone called, and I was worried about the noisy New Year, so I went to the bathroom to pick it up......