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In the dream, it seems that subconsciously returning to that sunny summer day again:

Ji'an City, the place that holds all my childhood memories

Walking on the green path home, the sun warmly casts long or mottled shadows from the trees and leaves, which is both warm and cool.

Shuttling in the light and shadow, like the mountain breeze in the forest, casual, casual, happy, and casually...... My heart fluttered comfortably, and I couldn't help but close my eyes and breathe affectionately, the sun, the blue sky, the white clouds,...... It seems to have been sucked into my heart by all, so beautiful! I sighed softly from the bottom of my heart!

Quietly opened the wooden fence door of the house, tiptoed in, this is the third time I sneaked out to play, since the last time I went home on sick leave, grandpa has not let me go out, so that I stay at home and am almost moldy, if it is not for grandpa to go out, there is a chance to sneak out.

Passing by Grandpa's study full of the smell of sandalwood, I glanced left and right, but I was not there, hehe, I haven't been able to live in my heart Xiao Jiujiu, but what surprised me was that the study was full of waste paper, yellowed and crumpled medical books, and the dozen folded and folded lists on the sandalwood table, I couldn't suppress my curiosity and took a look:

Life: Shi Mo Nian

Age: 18 years old

Symptoms: Intermittent convulsions, intermittent syncope, unsteady pace or dystonia, and headaches and other symptoms, the initial diagnosis of Wilson's disease......

I didn't have the courage to look at it anymore, my heart was sad, tears secretly swallowed into my stomach, and in the silent days, I licked my invisible wounds alone in a dark corner, and the pain became numb and numb.

"Mo Nian, Mo Nian, don't miss it anymore, God, I don't think about it, where did I offend your master, is it really good to torture me like this?"

I looked helplessly at the crumpled case list in front of me, and there were even some small wrinkled spots with dull yellow on it, scratched the ends of my hair, and sighed helplessly.

Today, grandpa said that he was going out to run errands, and when he passed by his grandfather's study, he saw a mess of materials on the ground, all of which were a large number of books about Wilson's syndrome.

This was half a year ago, a few months before the college entrance examination, she suddenly had symptoms of hand trembling and stiff lower limbs, and then fainted in the classroom, and was hospitalized for a month at that time.

At that time, her grandfather just told her that it was just a common cold, telling her not to worry, and it was not until today that she learned that after she was discharged from the hospital, her grandfather often locked himself in the study, reading these types of books, and sometimes even closed the door for several days.

I don't want to burden my grandfather because of this, when he knew my condition, why didn't he chew the pain in his heart silently alone, the bitterness was as hard to swallow as Coptis chinensis, but he could only endure this sadness alone, never showed a single bit in front of me, I shook my head, afraid to pat my forehead to make myself sober.

"What do you think, at least the case says that I still have more than three months to live, at least God has let me live for more than 100 days, and I am content."

I smiled indifferently.

I was startled by the sound of bottles breaking in my bedroom and immediately ran over.

"Shi Mo Nian, give me the last money that man left for you." It was a familiar voice that I hated.

I turned around to look, and sure enough, what caught my eye was the ruffian's familiar and hateful smiling face, which gave people an uninhibited feeling, and the two thick eyebrows rippled slightly, as if he had been smiling on his face from just now now, the eyebrows were curved, and under the eyebrows were a pair of clear and transparent eyes with a light brown color, and if you looked closely, those two beautiful eyes had some childishness.

He's still wearing a black top and skinny jeans, oh it, why is this guy here again, I said as I looked at him in annoyance

"Shi Moxi, you are really insatiable, what's the matter, where did you lose the gambling money this time?"

He is Shi Moxi, my half-brother, because of a change in the family, the whole person has become unbearable, gambling, smoking, drinking, fighting, everything, he is simply my grandfather and I eternal nightmare.

I saw him come over angrily, his eyes were still so fierce, he grabbed me by the neck, and threatened:

"Shi Mo Nian, don't think that if you rely on your grandfather to spoil you, you can do whatever you want in our Shi family, don't forget, I am the only one in the future of the Shi family, give me the inheritance that man left to you."

I suddenly turned red-eyed, forcibly suppressed the anger in my heart, and said to him:

"You pinch, if you strangle me to death, you will never want to get that money, you can ask for money, go to Light Blue City with me, and don't disturb grandpa's life in the future."

Although I know this is just a delaying tactic, I don't want this to involve my grandfather too much, grandpa is not in good health, and I don't want to see the scene of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person.

In the past few days, I finally adapted to the life in Ji'an University, but I didn't expect to go through the procedures for suspension, I am a freshman at Ji'an University, and my grandfather is also a university professor in it, and our family is also a scholarly family, my father and mother died in a plane crash when I was very young.

At that time, Mo Yan's mother was my father's first wife, and she married my mother after divorcing my father, when Mo Yan was only one year old, and then my father married my mother, and then gave birth to me.

After that, I was the only one who lived with my grandfather, and he was the one who brought me and Shi Moxi with him.

"Okay, Shi Mo Nian, I believe what you said for the time being, don't play any tricks on me, otherwise your legs will be broken for you." Shi Moxi grabbed my hand tightly and threatened again.

His arm strength was unusually large, and the wrist that was grabbed suddenly felt painful, and I tried to withdraw my hand, but I couldn't break free at all.

"Okay, good, talk counts, but you have to promise me that I gave you this money, and you are not allowed to use grandpa's pension to gamble and borrow money in the future, and you must not disturb the normal life of his old man."

I looked at him seriously and said, the inheritance left by my father can at least let him squander it in Ji'an City for another ten years, so that it can at least exchange for ten years of purity for my grandfather.

"It's a word, don't play any tricks on me." After the fierce god finished speaking, he left.

However, I found out that I was completely wrong, after I came to Light Blue City with him, after I deposited the inheritance left by my father to him, I didn't expect him to take away my remaining tens of thousands of living expenses.

The sun was about to set, and I helplessly looked at the scenery of the light blue city in front of me, and slowly, I had a new feeling when I watched the sunset. The moment the sun sets, there is a sense of loss in my heart.

So, I reverently stretched out my hands, wanting to embrace it, wanting to keep it, and when rejected by the merciless time, there was only one hand to shake hands with the last red glow and say goodbye.

Slowly, the sky began to get darker.

The sky was unduly raining, and pedestrians on the road hurriedly opened their umbrellas or quickly looked for a place to hide from the rain.

I was helpless and looked down at the wet tiles.

Jingle bell~

A message of particular concern appeared, and I clicked on it, and it was the familiar and deep voice.

"Nian Nian, how are you and Ah Xi in Light Blue City now? Pay attention to safety, and the weather has been cold recently, you have to wear more clothes, and remember to tell grandpa if you have uncomfortable symptoms, do you know? ”

After listening, my tears seemed to be unable to suppress the flow all the time, I couldn't hold it back if I wanted to, I eased up for a while, calmed down a little, I tried hard to tell myself that I must stabilize my emotions and not let my grandfather worry.

So, I sent a few pictures of the dinner party at Ji'an University to my grandfather.

And recorded a voice into the mobile phone and said:

"Don't worry, my brother and I are at a class reunion, but I'm happy, grandpa, we ate a lot of delicious food today, and fun, you too, remember to take medicine and eat on time, Niannian is not by your side, take good care of yourself."

After the recording, I slowly squatted down, and the feeling of loneliness in my heart became stronger and stronger, as if walking alone in the dark night, danger was like an invisible beast, ready to pounce from the darkness, a heart throbbing, and falling into deep fear.

No way!

What should come will always come, and if it comes, it will be safe, so I put away my phone, pulled my suitcase, and was about to leave the station.

Suddenly, I saw an old woman wearing a velvet hat, a new black tweed coat and a pair of blended trousers, and a pair of shiny flat leather shoes on her feet.

She asked, leaning on crutches and her face beaming with joy and holding a small map in her hand

"Little girl, look at you dazed, you know Daw

Is it? It might help you. ”

“Daw

? What's that?" I asked, confused.