When the night fell again, Ji Yu suddenly sat up from the bed, she opened the side of the curtain, as if she wanted to call someone.

For some reason, he hesitated again, his mouth opened and opened, and he never made a sound.

Finally, the curtain was lowered again.

After lying down again, place one hand on your lower abdomen.

It's too late to drink medicine now...... Forget it, let it be.

The chaotic thoughts gradually became firm.

She likes to follow the rules and be steady, and she doesn't like unplanned things, but many times it is up to her.

Unplanned before, she was mostly passive, but this time, she took the initiative.

Turning to the side, her ears habitually listening to the movement outside, even though she knew in her heart that no one would enter through the window again this time.

Guan Shan is on the road, on the way to Liaodong.

Ji Yu opened her eyes, and there was gunsmoke and blood splashing in front of her; When you close your eyes, you can see flags hunting and war drums rumbling in your ears.

She clutched her neckline tightly, and her heart palpitated, panicked, tossing and turning, and she seemed to be unable to find a suitable position to sleep.

Poor and uncertain riverside bones, like a person in a spring boudoir dream.

I never thought that this sentence would have anything to do with her

War and death have always gone hand in hand, whether they win or lose, they will leave behind a lot of white bones, some of which can be returned to their families, and some of which are ......

Ji Yu shook her head, as if she wanted to get rid of all these bad thoughts.

She suddenly became superstitious, and she was deeply afraid of the good and not the bad spirits, so she could only pray in her heart over and over again.

In the past, her wish would be world peace, but now, after becoming an insider, her mood is completely different.

She hoped that Da Zhou would win, and that the soldiers would suffer as few casualties as possible, but her greatest wish was that person would come back safely.

Human nature is indeed selfish.

Ji Yu sighed and stared at the top of the tent.

She and Guan Shan didn't actually say much about their relationship last night.

Guan Shan was probably afraid that she would worry, and Ji Yu also wanted to pretend that this was just an ordinary parting, so she chattered a lot, but what she wanted to say most was never spoken.

"I'm scared ......"

"You have to protect yourself and don't get hurt again......"

"No matter what the outcome is, you must come back alive......"

These words rolled over and over again in her heart, and she never could say them to Guan Shan. Because then you will appear to be very unconscious, and you will not be righteous enough.

As a soldier's family, what she needs to do when her husband goes out on the war is to support, believe, and let him have no worries, instead of saying some words about his children on the eve of parting to make him worry.

Obviously think so, why do you regret it so much now?

What can't be said? Why leave regrets in vain? In case of......

Finding that her thoughts began to drift in a pessimistic direction again, Ji Yu hurriedly stopped, trying to think of something happy.

She recalled the bits and pieces after meeting Guan Shan, sometimes her angry teeth itched, sometimes she couldn't help laughing, no matter what, her mood finally changed.

In fact, when she was alone in private, Ji Yu thought about these more than once, and took the opportunity to analyze herself more than once.

She had always known that Guan Shan had secrets, and at first, when she first got married, she really didn't care about this, as long as she was sure that he was harmless to her and could help solve her urgent needs.

So she has no heart and lungs, and often angers Guan Shan because she "doesn't know it".

Because deep down in her heart, she didn't think she was really married, and Guan Shan at that time was a personal standing card for her.

But even so, she still made concessions, pulled her hair, and ...... Try to be considerate of his feelings.

As time passed, she couldn't resist trying to know more about him and the secret he was hiding.

Every time I faced Guan Shan's silence, I was also angry, but my temperament was only for a short time, and he never stayed overnight, let alone had a cold war with him.

Inexplicable quarrels, inexplicable reconciliations - always.

Her tolerance for Guan Shan made her think that her mind could accommodate all over the world.

Thinking about it later, if she changed to a man, she would have been slapped to death by her.

But then again, if you change to a man, she may not have the urge to understand.

When did it all start? Guan Shan was earlier than she thought, and she wasn't necessarily as late as she thought.

When did everything become clear? It's the kiss of the big Chinese New Year's Eve......

Since then, she has been hiding her ears and stealing bells.

He doesn't want to say it, so let's not say it. He doesn't say when he's leaving, he's all with him.

Maybe he'll leave at any time, but maybe, he'll stay there.

Ji Yu made a lot of preparations, but she didn't expect Guan Shan to leave quietly.

This time is also the biggest crisis after the two got married, Ji Yu once thought that his fate with him had come to an end.

mistakenly thought that he had married another woman, the kind of contradiction tearing and chilling heart...... It's a little ridiculous in retrospect, but it once again helped her recognize her heart.

Fortunately, Guan Shan is not Kou Changqing, he has nothing to do with Zheng Huarui, there is no red face, no peach blossoms, and no emotional involvement.

As for the rest? That's not a problem.

So in her eyes, the behavior that was enough to shoot eight hundred times to death was gently uncovered again.

It is said that one thing descends one thing in this world, and Ji Yu feels that Guan Shan was sent by God to descend to her.

Originally, she didn't plan to forgive so easily, but blamed this person for being too good at choosing the right time to pour all the past brains into her, she was distressed before it was too late, where was she still angry.

I still remember hearing that he was fostered in a small mountain village, she hugged Guan Shan tightly and said: "If only I could meet you earlier, I will definitely protect you like a big treasure." ”

Dabao was locked up in an earthen house by his "grandfather" and didn't see the light of day, when Ji Yu first adopted him, he was skinny and skinny, but in fact, his "grandfather" was even thinner, just a skeleton.

I learned from the people in the village that "grandpa" had never abused him, and often exchanged chickens and eggs with the villagers, but it seemed that there was no money in the next two years, and life became hard.

From this point of view, Dabao is hurt by someone...... It can't be said that it hurts, Guan Shan said that Dabao's "grandfather" is a eunuch in King Min's mansion, and he should be more of a slave's "respect" to his master.

With this way of getting along, it is no wonder that Dabao at that time had almost no knowledge of family affection.

Guan Shan has cognition, and because of this, he will be willing to be used by his relatives.

It is precisely because of this that when he longs to be disappointed, Ji Yu will feel sorry for him.

I couldn't help but think that if she woke up not in Dafeng Village, but more than twenty years ago, she would go to the small mountain village where Guanshan was located......

For this assumption of meeting earlier, Guan Shan refused.

Ji Yu asked him why.

He refused to speak, and finally spat under Ji Yu's perseverance.

"If you meet like that, you may not marry me. I don't need a sister, you can only be my lady. ”

Ji Yu couldn't stop laughing, and suddenly fell silent with a smile.

Guan Shan held her face and said word by word: "Use this injury to exchange for you, this is the mercy of fate to me." ”

A crystal liquid slid down the corners of her eyes, and in the dark, Ji Yu grinned silently.

When she met Guan Shan, it wasn't fate that was kind to her.