Today is the death day of my father and mother, and every year at this time, I think of different things to bring to them, and every few days every year, I feel very uncomfortable.

Du Liunian specially took me out to relax, just over to the small cabin near their house, the winter solstice was approaching, and the temperature was getting lower and lower.

Outside the window, there were a lot of snowflakes, and the white gas that was as light as a feather fluttered in the air.

It looked like reading a beautiful fairy tale, and I was still staring at it blankly, motionless.

Squeak~

In a trance, I felt that someone was coming.

Sure enough, Du Liunian walked up to my side and looked at me, and I found that there was a little tenderness in his indifferent expression.

"I'll send you back!"

I didn't hear it, my eyes were still looking out in distraction.

"I'll take you home!"

Du Liunian's eyes wrinkled slightly, but he still said so.

"Degree si

I'd like to sit a little longer! ”

"But you've been sitting all morning!"

"But I just want to sit a little longer!"

Du Liunian didn't say anything anymore, put down his briefcase, and sat next to me.

The temperature in the air in the cabin is dropping little by little, and then rising little by little.

It's as if the mood of the passing year is like, and the temperature in the air changes accordingly.

Sometimes there is someone by my side who is with me, and I don't even have the heart to look outside.

I turned around to look at Du Liunian, there was still a touch of melancholy in my glass-like eyes, and the beautiful arc on the side reminded me of a little like the current popular idol Yi Yang Qianxi.

And for the past few days, I have been staying by my side quietly like this, and I am grateful, but now I don't have the heart to be grateful.

"It's time for Moshi to send it to the city!" Maybe he saw me looking at him, Du Liunian said.

My heart hurts inexplicably, and now I don't want to hear this name, not at all.

"It's okay, I know it all!"

I don't look at Du Liunian anymore, Du Liunian can feel that this Shi Moxi, who brought me a lot of pain, I don't want to mention it, and I don't want to hear others talk about it.

"Degree si

！ I called him softly.

Du Liunian looked at me with an inquiring look.

"Today, I want to go back alone!"

Du Liunian looked out the window, then looked at the time on his phone, and said:

"Then, I'll go first, you be careful alone!"

"Good!"

I nodded gently.

Du Liunian glanced at me again, with some worry in his eyes, but he still picked up his briefcase and walked out.

I looked out the window again, and it seemed that the longer I looked, the more my parents would come to mind.

Time passed more and more late, when the sun and the western surface seemed to be attached.

I slowly stood up, packed up my books, and then walked out slowly and locked the door.

When I came out of the wooden house, I didn't go to the bus stop to wait for the bus, but walked aimlessly, passing by one place at a time.

I would stop and stare at the store for a few minutes, and passers-by would always look me at me strangely.

All I have in my head is the smiles of my parents, and my parents' every move, everything about them, and I can't breathe from those pictures.

I didn't want to think about it, but when I thought about not knowing anything about them, my mind couldn't help but think about everything about my parents.

I feel like I'm not good anymore, this day down, I feel like I really can't be strong, I've always been the timid and afraid that when things happen, I will hide behind others.

However, what really scares me is that if I pass away one day, the people who care about me will feel the same way, and I don't want them to experience this feeling at all.

"Huh? Little girl, you're in a bad mood, aren't you? An old man walked over with a warm smile and asked.

I looked at him and continued to drag my legs forward.

"I have stars here, as long as you fold them sincerely every day, and when you stack them to 500, your wish will come true, isn't it? Do you want 500 of them? ”

I seem to have been moved by this old man's words. He looked at the colorful star tubes and asked, "Is it really possible to make a wish for five hundred?" ”

"It's amazing, my son is about the same age as you, a few years ago when I was very seriously ill, he saved me with a hundred stars a day, so, you can rest assured, little girl, I won't lie to you!"

My eyes lit up, and although I knew that it was absolutely impossible, I asked:

"And how much is 500?"

"Ha, five dollars! Pretty cost-effective, isn't it? ”

Five bucks? I looked at the tubes, and the light in my eyes brightened.

"Do you want 500?"

"Yes!" I replied without hesitation.

"And what color do you want?"

"Yes, I want it!"

"Okay! Wait a minute! "The old man happily took out a bunch of star tubes from a canvas bag, and counted them for a long time before he counted out 500 and handed them to me.

I took it and handed it five dollars to the grandfather.

"Little girl, you don't know how to stack stars, do you? Then I'll teach you to fold one first! As he spoke, the old man began to teach me like a child.

I seemed to have something to lean back on, and even the pace of going home began to quicken.

At the end of the day, as long as I have free time, I will sit there with my head bored, and fold seriously, every time I see me folding, he actually comes to accompany me to fold quietly.

This is something I never expected, compared to someone as arrogant as him, he is willing to accompany me to be such a delicate guy.

I stood in front of Du Liunian with the bottle containing a star and said hello.

"Degree si

This is for you! ”

The leaves rattled in the wind, and the sunlight poured into the room in small pieces through the leaves.

Du Liunian's thin eyes like cicada wings drooped down, as if he was thinking about something, and his eyes were also looking at me.

"I stacked 500 stars, just a few days ago, I met an old man on the side of the road, he recommended me to fold this for you, he said that as long as you stack 500 stars, make a wish, this wish will come true, my wish is, if one day, I am gone, please don't be sad, sad, because I can experience that feeling, okay."

Over the years, the straight nose seems to be Mount Fuji in Japan, the corners of the mouth are gently upturned, and the quiet and beautiful temperament like moonlight is still unmistakable.

I saw that the person in front of me didn't pay attention to me, and I didn't feel unhappy, I just pursed my lips and said, "Du si."

It's not like you! Usually, you will always respond to me when I need it most and protect me, but now you are really not well-behaved! But, well, since you don't want to do this, then I won't force you, yes, this, for you! ”

I handed the star I was holding in my hand to the front of the passing year.

"Isn't it pretty?! Tell you, degree si

Ah, when I folded these stars, both thumbs were broken! Now there are still some swollen and painful, so don't let down our hard work! ”

"By the way, shall I put it on your desk?" With that, I walked over to the table to the left of the bed.

"Huh? This table looks very high-end! Is it what you usually use for the office? The white writing desk is really suitable for you! Hehe, then I'll put my star in the middle so you can see it as soon as you look up, and then remember my wishes. ”

Through the mirror, I saw that my face was flushed, and Du Liunian, who was standing on the other side, felt funny, but maybe he was used to the stupid things I liked to say, but he was always indifferent, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised.

"Stupid, no, you will always stay by my side, even at the end of time, I will be with you!"