Chapter 3
Today, the renovation has been finalized, and construction can begin tomorrow. I was in a good mood, and I rarely went home to do housework, wash and collect, and cook for the first time.
Mr. Page called me when I was about to cook, calling out that I was hungry and asked me to order takeout for him.
"It's over, I haven't cared about his diet for a long time." The child said aggrievedly: "I ordered takeout by myself that day, and then told you what I wanted to eat tomorrow, but you forgot it, and you didn't care about me at all." I was afraid that he asked me what he wanted to eat that day, and flipped the chat record all the way up, it turned out that on the 26th, he told me that he wanted to eat medicinal oxtail, I really forgot everything, and was thinking about how to reply to him, but he asked me again: "Lele, I told you to give me some takeout, will you be angry." "I suspect this kid did it on purpose, because I feel even more guilty because he asked.
I asked him, "I haven't ordered you takeout for a long time, will you be angry?" He said no, and asked me why I said that.
Although he seemed to be flirtatious, and seemed to be pretending to be stupid and wronged to tell me that I didn't care about him, I thought that since he could say this, he must have some opinions in his heart, just
The "sensible" did not quarrel about it like others. I was a little wronged for him, after all, I was not good enough for him, and the oxtail that he wanted to eat on the 26th couldn't make up for him on the 30th.
"Because I used to be very good to you, but later it wasn't as good as before, and there will be a gap in people's hearts." I told him this, but he didn't reply.
He is a person who can't delve into feelings, several times we chatted seriously, and after chatting he always said let me stop talking, I think his heart is too soft, talking about the depths too emotional, and I am not good enough for him, his heart will hurt.
There was a time when I belittled him, after he brought it up, I apologized and reflected, this kind of reflection can not be maintained for a long time, saying that I am not too busy, I have time to drink, but I have no time to care about him, and after a long time together, I will inevitably start to belittle each other, which seems to be the root of ordinary people's inferiority, the kind that cannot be cured, and Mr. Page has always been like this to me
"Slimy" made me realize the gap between us, he has not changed, as always, even more and more
"Sensible". After a long time, the meals were properly handled, and he finally ordered takeout. Hesitation when ordering takeout is a common problem for many people, not to mention that no matter how long Page has worked in that place in Huzhou, he has ordered takeout near his room.
But every time I have a headache, I always have to urge him to play games and watch videos when he is always distracted, and then I realize that most of his strange little problems are to make people care.
Actually, I have times when I am impatient, and I am not the kind of gentle woman who is patient. However, what a delicate person he is, not to mention his higher IQ than mine, he can always perceive the impatience I inadvertently revealed, and he must feel uncomfortable when I am impatient, but he has never contradicted me for these things, and has never been a soft and aggrieved sentence I brought it when I was angry, and I just brought these things hastily, these things can't be said that I don't have enough emotional intelligence so I always can't handle them well, but he does it again and again
"Sensible" paralyzed me, and look, I'm actually not that good to him. I think I'm going to have to save myself three times a day.