Chapter 6
After a few days of sunshine, Chongqing began to enter the cloudy mode again, and hurriedly went to the store in the afternoon to take a look, and the decoration matters were going smoothly.
I've always been in charge of my own affairs, and I don't know when I have the idea of opening a store, after all, I can't adapt to the 9-to-5 life, although I don't know what to sell after opening a store, but I still have some good ideas to run a part of my life. Whenever I talk about these, the guy next door who decorates me always says that I am having fun, and I don't know what to reply, so I can only smile and not speak.
Even if you live life like a game, there are troubles and worries, after all, the game is not 100% guaranteed to win. Sometimes when I think about it, I am still grateful for my parents' education, and many years of free-range life have allowed me to stabilize my life to a considerable extent after I become an adult, and I will not be so depressed.
At this time, I can't help but think of Page.
In the twenty-five years of experience that I can't say how bumpy, there was such an unlucky child as him.
At that time, I was in the most difficult place in my life, and when it was extremely difficult, I happened to get off the soul software and met him. There is nothing special at the beginning, but I feel more and more that he is a little similar to me before, so I have pity, but I know that poor people sometimes don't need you to be pitiful, if you just pass by, you just need to comfort him for a short time, if it is a long-term past, you have to spend more enthusiasm than ordinary people to love him, but many people don't quite understand this truth, it has caused a very tragic phenomenon, there are always people out of pity to start a relationship, not long after, was scared away by this depressed boy or girl, So the child had to indulge in some unspeakable emotions deeper and deeper, until he couldn't extricate himself. So, in a period of tug-of-war, I made a serious decision to be together, which is a very deliberate decision, and it is related to the future.
Mr. Page is a lonely child who is insecure, although he has a lot of games to play, and although he has three or five friends to drink with, he is in the world, loneliness is everywhere, it may be that there is no one to complain after the game is lost, no one to share when the victory is over, it may be the silence in the room after the friends disperse, it may be that after the frustration, he can't find the arms to cry safely. He is no different from ordinary people, what I want to give as much as I can, nothing more than companionship, and companionship is mutual, not who reluctantly does something that I don't love, it's two people who embrace each other shallowly, and I can also feel the temperature, just like I don't like to play games and will refuse, I won't mention things that make him embarrassed, day and night, this relationship can be long, and longer.
When this kid gets emotional, he will say that if he leaves, he will hang up. Although it is often said that no one in the world will die if they leave, I think this is not absolute, some people's lives are dead, some people's lives are dead, and some people's hearts are dead. Don't talk about dying, for me, he has a little bit of withering, and I can't bear it, he is such a good child, and he also has courage in the dark corners of society, and he doesn't give up his innocence, I can't see him lose his courage and smooth out his innocence, if there is such a day, it must be that I have died.
Paige kid, my next 18th birthday, I'm sure I'll do better.