Chapter 320: Pain

Hearing the rare out-of-control roar of the man in front of him, Tao Yao snorted and laughed angrily.

She finally understood what she cared about, and finally understood that Tang Ziye would never give her anything. Until this moment, he kept emphasizing his child, in his heart, there has never been a place for him to be Taoyao, the most important thing in his heart seems to be just a child, and she is just a container, a carrier, a tool for this child to come to the world.

Yes, how can people have any feelings for tools?

"Your child?" Tao Yao smiled coldly, "Do you think that by saying these words, you can make me have simple feelings for him?" You are wrong Tang Ziye, you keep saying that he is your child, you just want to threaten me. ”

"But I tell you, precisely because he is your child, I cannot raise half of my affection for him. Maybe you think that I am his mother, and I am born to be responsible for him, but you are wrong, and the greatest responsibility I can do to him is to make him not realize that it was born completely wrong. Since it is a mistake, it should not exist from beginning to end, and since it is a mistake, it should be erased before it happens. ”

"Tao Yao, how dare you-" In the middle of his words, Tang Ziye was suddenly speechless, and he suddenly realized that he didn't know what to say.

He wanted to roar and threaten Tao Yao, telling her that if she dared to touch a cold hair of her child, he would ask Chen Zhiluo to return it a thousand times. But there was a faint thought in his heart that this was such a sad thing, and it was not just something that made him angry. This matter is not as simple as it seems on the surface, the essence of this matter, the most painful thing in the original, is only one point, Tao Yao did not regard this child as his own child.

He wanted to say, "That's our child," but he couldn't. His dignity, his majesty, the image he had accumulated in front of Tao Yao, the power of his intimidation against Tao Yao, told him that he couldn't do this. If this sentence is spoken, Tao Yao will find that he also has a soft place in his heart. If she found the soft spot in his heart, how she would hurt him, he could not predict.

He didn't allow anyone to find out, there was a trace of softness in his heart, which was his fatal weakness for him, and no one could touch it, not Tao Yao.

Tao Yao didn't notice that under the man's seemingly roaring and furious tone, there was a slight trembling, but so what, even if she found out, there was only sadness left between them.

After being silent for a while, Tao Yao barely configured out a sneer, and she whispered, is that all? Then we'll decide.

No, you can't. Tang Ziye held her wrist tightly and looked at the woman in front of her who didn't seem to care much. He was amazed at her indifference and her indifference.

Didn't you just question me with a good reason? Tang Ziye increased the strength of his hand, looking at Tao Yao's painful expression, he didn't know whether his heart was more painful or more enigmatic and satisfied.

Didn't you just ask me if I had a heart? What about you? Where is your heart?

He opened his mouth, and finally said that sentence, don't you think that he is also your child?

"Of course this is my child," Tao Yao replied, "and because of this, I also have the power to make decisions about his fate." ”

"Tang Ziye, you are too self-righteous, do you think that if you give half of his blood and bones, you have the right to decide his life and death? I tell you, I am the one who really decides whether this child will come into the world or not. ”

Tao Yao's words completely destroyed Tang Ziye's stamina, he clenched the hand of the little woman in front of him angrily, and told her word by word: "Don't even think about it, Tao Yao, don't say whether I can control this child, even you are just in my hands, do you think you can escape from my palm?" Since you said it's okay, it's good, I'll let you have a relationship from today onwards. Do you think I'm going to take you out of my sight before this child is born? I'll tell you what it means to be unable to die. ”

Hearing his threatening cold words, Tao Yao's heart was empty, she didn't know what expression to put on her face, maybe she was smiling more ugly than crying at the moment.

"You're so funny," Tao Yao said, "when I begged you, when I thought there was love between us, you never treated me like that, but now? But you poured so much effort and so much emotion into your child, and even threatened me with this, you really value him enough. ”

"Or maybe all you value is him, oh no, I forgot, you've always been like this, you will never give anything else to live except for what you have chosen, even if this thing is the most convenient toy you have ever had, she is just a toy, a tool."

Tang Ziye couldn't refute it, he really wanted to tell the little woman in front of him that his heart would hurt, but he couldn't say that his man's self-esteem didn't allow him to do this.

"You threaten me, that's good," Tao Jianing silently made a decision, she raised her head and said softly, "Don't you want this child?" I can let him survive safely, but I want to make a deal with you and exchange his life for Chen Zhiluo's life, what do you think? Is it fair? ”

She actually put forward such a condition, she actually negotiated terms with him, and she actually exchanged him and her child for a man's life.

How could she bear it? Is that man that important?

The indescribable anger and unspeakable grief carved a deep mark in Tang Ziye's heart, and he tried to restrain his eyes and expressions, so that his voice was as calm as a blade.

He suppressed his anger and said indifferently: "This is what you said, if you also want to repent, you know my methods." ”

"I know enough of your methods," Tao Yao's voice was light, as if she had no soul, she broke open the door downstairs, and tried to get here. But it's not the current situation.

If at this moment, she did not experience such an absurd pregnancy, perhaps she could become a more independent, complete, strong and brave person, and start a new life. And now, the life in her womb is tied to her, Chen Zhiluo's life is tied to her, Tao Yao only feels that she is not living for herself, who is this for?

For the child in the womb? For Chen Zhiluo? For the heartless, indifferent and ruthless Tang Ziye in front of him?

She thought about it, her life had never been in her hands, and her fate was in the hands of the man in front of her. He's right, he can control not only her children, but also her, but when will these days end?

There was an absurd silence between them, until Tang Ziye called the secretary and asked him to arrange a lot of affairs, and then took Tao Yao down to rest. Tao Yao was manipulated by those people like a puppet, stuffed into a luxury car, and sent to a comfortable retreat, a huge villa.

She is the only one in this huge villa at the moment. originally thought that Tang Ziye relaxed her vigilance and would give her the opportunity to hurt the child in her womb, but after thinking about it, she found that Tang Ziye was still the same Tang Ziye who would never make mistakes, and he knew that as long as she still wanted Chen Zhiluo's life, she would not dare to risk the child in her womb.

Tao Yao sighed softly and smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, who made that person a heartless person, but he was a loving and righteous person. As long as your heart is not able to bear the pain of being trusted by the person you like and those close to you, you will not be able to compete with that person.

After all, with love, there is a bond, and ruthless people are fearless in this world.

She stared gloomily at the richly decorated ceiling.

Maybe you can't escape his hand in this life, if you love each other, then it's nothing if you can't escape, but now? He wasn't even a complete person in his eyes, she was now nothing more than a tool in his eyes, and the thought of it made his heart throb, as if a knife was cutting it.

What if a knife did cut her heart? She thought to herself that maybe she was dead, and it would be more satisfying than the current situation.

Tao Yao thought about it, he didn't seem to be such a person before, and he never seemed to have such negative thoughts in his heart before. But now, it seems that he has really lost any hope, Chen Zhiluo's matter is like a responsibility pressing on his heart, and the child in his womb is also her blood and bones, no matter how indifferent he is, isn't his heart soft?

I was so stupid, but in the end I was bewitched by my affection, Tao Yao muttered. Perhaps, what is my heart still looking forward to, looking forward to?

Even if she was talking to herself, she didn't say it, she would have an answer in her heart, but she didn't dare to say it. She knew that she vaguely had a little bit of extravagant hope. Even if this extravagant hope has been extinguished by the cold heart just now, when she is alone, it has faintly grown.

Who doesn't crave warmth? Who doesn't care about the love they've given? She once loved Chen Zhiluo, what was the result? She once loved Tang Ziye, what was the result?

Now, what is the bond between these two people on her? Today, does the heart with a lot of holes still have the power to feel warmth?

She was alone, caressing her flat lower abdomen, but she vaguely felt that there was a life inside, and she wondered who could answer her question? Who can carry the meaning of her life? Who can receive her love and give her the same love in return?

If you weren't that person's son, how nice would it be, she whispered to the baby in her womb, if you weren't that person's son, how could your mother not love you? What he didn't say was that even if you are that person's son, your mother still loves you so much, but this love makes your mother hurt so much.