Chapter 103: Suspicion

Zhong Lishuo stared at Jin Se with blank eyes, and a smile suddenly bloomed on the corner of his mouth, but that smile was as terrifying as a ghost in Jin Se's eyes, Jin Se's breathing gradually became heavy, and she couldn't even think of what would happen next. Her hand holding the broken piece of porcelain was shaking, a sensation she had never felt before. A sudden and resolute attack on Jin Se's heart, she secretly told herself that if Zhong Lishuo took another step, she would die here.

Isn't it possible to reunite with Xuan Ming? It's just that it's a ghost, and it's good to be able to accompany Xuan Ming later. Just thinking about it lightly, Jin Se's eyes were also cold for a moment.

"You still can't forget him." Zhong Lishuo suddenly spoke, but said this sentence lightly, Jin Se stared at Zhong Lishuo and did not answer. In fact, there is no difference between the answer and the no, the answer is there, even exposed to the sun, but some people have never wanted to believe it. Zhong Lishuo became depressed for a moment, he turned around, and sat back on the couch with some stumbling, his eyes no longer showing the anger of the past.

Maybe at this moment, Zhong Lishuo is even more uncomfortable than Jinse. What Jin Se wanted was to be with Xuan Ming, and Zhong Lishuo wanted more, but neither Zhong Li Dynasty nor Jin Se had ever gotten it. Failure, maybe that's it, all the wants slipped through his fingers, and he wasn't even allowed to say a word.

"Yes, I forgot, your martial arts are not low." Zhong Lishuo suddenly opened his mouth and said such a sentence slowly, Jin Se was startled at first, but he couldn't understand the meaning of Zhong Lishuo's words. Zhong Lishuo raised his head to look at her, there was a shadow of tears in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were smiling, but that smile must be a more compassionate expression than pain in the eyes of others.

"You're a killer. You have no feelings for me. Zhong Lishuo looked at Jin Se and muttered, "I want to be like you, I have no feelings." At least then, I can calmly face the disgust of the woman I like and be unmoved, I can also watch my country be handed over to others, and I can •••••• let others slaughter, and even allow palace maids and palace people to bully. Jin Se was a little moved, although she didn't understand why Zhong Lishuo wanted to say this to her, but she knew that Zhong Lishuo really had something that could not be spoken. Zhong Lishuo leaned back, he looked at the top of the tent, his eyes were confused:

"How I want to be a wicked person." He suddenly turned his head to look at Jinse, "If I were a wicked person, I would have been completely ignorant of your thoughts, I would have done whatever I wanted, and I wouldn't have to endure humiliation for so many years••••••" He suddenly grinned, "Maybe I should have died a long time ago." If I died, I wouldn't be so sad. ”

Jin Se was moved at this moment. It seems that from this moment on, Zhong Lishuo is not so heinous in the eyes of Jin Se, although she still has no good feelings, but from this moment on, she seems to understand Zhong Lishuo a little.

If, as Zhong Lishuo said, his previous life was not too different from that of Jin Se and the others living in the Phantom Pavilion, but his place was different, in fact, if he talked about the hardships of life in it, it must not be much better than being a killer. In fact, to put it more calmly, Zhong Lishuo's thinking is somewhat similar to Jin Se, Jin Se is only for survival, but while trying to survive, there is also the existence of Xuan Ming, so Zhong Lishuo is the same, what he wants is just the country, in addition to the country, he wants Jin Se, but only that, this last expectation also makes Jin Se feel disgusted. However, Jin Se didn't want to reason with Zhong Lishuo anymore after all, because she knew very well how difficult it was to want a person to give up the obsession in her heart, and even sad about life and death, so she never went far to bring up such a thing again, but she was afraid that the person who heard about it would be even more sad.

So what about Zhong Lishuo, is his sadness because of Jinse's indifference or because of the loss of the country? Jin Se suddenly felt funny, how could she use such a vain thing to measure her position in Zhong Lishuo's heart. She is just a woman, if she becomes an emperor, if he likes a woman in the world, he can embrace her. There are so many women, the more you know it, the more cold it is. It's better to be on this point, without going through the world, and maybe it has not been contaminated with the slightest relationship.

Jin Se finally made a decision, she suddenly thought of Wen Shumei, and there was a trace of pity in vain in this decision. She is also a woman, Wen Shumei did not treat Zhong Lishuo like she treated Xuan Ming, you know, it is precisely because she cares that she wants to hold him firmly in her hands, and she will be hostile to the other women who appear around him. It's a pity that Zhong Lishuo doesn't know.

Xu only after Xuan Ming left, Jin Se thought about this truth, if it wasn't for the thorough wound of his heart, how could Xuan Ming be so decisive. She could even think that Xuan Ming had also thought about asking her to be by Zhong Lishuo's side, after all, what Zhong Lishuo had was beyond Xuan Ming's reach in this life. But there is such a possession, but Jin Se doesn't care at all. It is precisely because of this kind of indifference that I want the other party to live better, so I choose to let go of the pain. Is this the greatness that posterity claims to be?

Funny. This is what mediocrity needs to disturb itself. If Jin Se could see such a fact clearly in the morning, there would be no time to sigh for such a thing in the future. But who would have known sooner? In this world, there are clouds between the hands, but there is rain between the hands, who can think of where they will be in the future. In this case, it is just a sigh.

Jin Se exhaled deeply and took a step forward, his voice was cold to the bone, but there was no lack of warmth:

"Does the eldest prince have to be uncomfortable with such a vain thing? Think of the princess, who has your blood in her belly. Even if the eldest prince doesn't think about himself, should he think about your children? Jin Se was stunned suddenly, Zhong Lishuo raised his head to look at her, the blankness in his eyes was better than everything, but there was still a bright light in the depths of his pupils. Jin Se's gaze was not as cold as Fang Cai, and she sighed lightly, "Jin Se knows the eldest prince's thoughts, but the eldest prince also understands my thoughts. Why should the eldest prince be strong, now that the general trend is like this, please ask the eldest prince to focus on the general trend. Since I just said that it was not easy to be a child, I don't want my children to suffer this. Zhong Lishuo's gaze began to change, and there was love looming in her eyes, but the corners of his mouth raised a cruel smile:

"Kid?" Jin Se frowned, but she didn't want what Zhong Lishuo said next was a curse that she couldn't forget in her life.

"It was a child born to the Wen family, and it would not have been born in this world."

It was as if a thunderbolt struck Jin Se in the air, causing her to tremble.