Ji Yu, who was serious for only three seconds, suddenly laughed muffledly.

"So you plotted against me so early." Ji Yu leaned on Guan Shan's ear, "Should I say scheming, or should I say that you are sullen." ”

Because of the proximity, his lips almost touched Guan Shan's earlobe, so he could most intuitively feel his instantaneous surge in body temperature.

Ji Yu tilted his head to look at him, and he turned his head to the outside.

Ji Yu sighed repeatedly, "Don't be embarrassed, in the end, I'm too charming, and you can't extricate yourself." ”

Guan Shan turned his gaze again.

"Ji Yu ......"

"What to do? Do you want me to be more reserved? ”

Guan Shan's eyes faintly glowed, "Don't be reserved, you're telling the truth." ”

Ji Yu couldn't help but curl the corners of her lips. But halfway through it, it fell again.

"I'm so charismatic, you don't want to leave. And he won't say it explicitly, I have to guess everything. ”

Speaking of this, Ji Yu is angry.

She was not angry that Guan Shan had given up using herself, but she had not given up revenge.

Because she figured it out after the first suspicion as early as July, if Guan Shan really couldn't let go of her hatred, then she was willing to give Guan Shan a chance to completely break off the past, let him finish what he wanted to do, solve all the people he wanted to solve, and then come back to reunite with him.

Guan Shan later left without saying a word, and she didn't care.

"Do you know what I'm most angry about? Every time I ask you about the past, you're always tight-lipped. Well, it's your freedom to say it or not to say it, especially when we weren't familiar with it yet. And then? Later, I asked you by name if you were Kou Changqing, what did you say? You say no. ”

Guan Shan moved his lips, "I ......"

"You are indeed not Kou Changqing, so you don't lie to me, but you know in your heart that I don't just care about the name Kou Changqing. You are not Kou Changqing, but you are a genuine General Kou, you are not lying to me, but you are indeed avoiding the important and trivial. ”

Guan Shan was about to speak, but Ji Yu reached out and covered his mouth.

"You don't know how afraid I am of you Kou Changqing.

Who is Kou Changqing, the world-famous god of war, to me, he is a figure who lives in legends, and he can only be watched from a distance and cannot be blasphemed.

If you were him, the grudges behind you, the enemies you provoked, these are all things that I can't compete with.

Even if I don't have to worry about all this, you can solve it yourself, but what about the side?

General Shenwu marrying a peasant girl, a big joke, your family, your parents, and public opinion in the market, these will become obstacles between you and me.

Don't say that the husband and wife are united in their interests and break the money, no matter how loving the husband and wife, they don't have the same life background, they can't understand each other, they can't get the blessings of relatives and friends, and then they are looked at by the world, how long can you think it last?

I don't feel that I am low, but I also don't want to challenge the world's prejudices, 'high climbing' is not terrible, what is terrible is that after climbing into the high gate, the life is a house fight.

I'm dead...... I picked up a life to live a good life, not to be poor.

Besides, who knows if you will become Chen Shimei after you make a comeback. ”

Guan Shan heard Ji Yu tell Chen Shimei's allusions, but today he realized that he had brought her such a big burden.

"I'm not him, I won't be Chen Shimei."

"Although you are not Kou Changqing, there is no shortage of trouble, you are all from the Kou family."

Ji Yu sighed after complaining.

"But what can be done? Now that he has boarded the thief ship, he can only go all the way to the dark. ”

Guan Shan hugged her.

"I won't tell you this, because at first there was an element of distrust, and then I was afraid that you would be involved. If I can return alive from the capital, I will tell you everything, and then I will make good reparations to you. If I don't come back...... You should be without me, forget me, and continue to live your life. ”

He has always planned to do so, and after exchanging hearts with Ji Yu after marriage, he still endures it, except because of Ji Yu's body, and then because of this.

He had thought about leaving a way back for Ji Yu, but he couldn't resist it after all.

After passing that threshold, the selfish thoughts became more and more determined - in Ji Yu's life, life is his, death is his, and sooner or later it will be his.

So in his selfish heart, he didn't want her to get into danger even more.

After Ji Yu heard this, she was both happy and unhappy.

"Husband and wife originally flew separately with the forest birds, so what do you think of me? Or do you think I can only be a silk flower in the backyard, and I can't stand the wind and rain at all?

I don't want to be angry with you, you want to protect me, and I know that. And the secrets you are hiding are appalling, and they really shouldn't be told lightly.

If you and I are really just a contract couple, the kind that can go our separate ways at any time, you are absolutely right to do so, and I will never be nosy.

But then we weren't...... I thought we were a real husband and wife, you were my father-in-law, and I was your wife. ”

Guan Shan lowered his eyes and stroked her cheek with his thumb, "It's true." ”

Ji Yu nodded, "It's really good, since they are a real husband and wife, the road must be walked together, and the wind and rain should also be borne together." We should be shoulder to shoulder, not one after the other, let alone the relationship between you and me, do you know what I mean? ”

Guan Shan looked at her deeply, "Understood." ”

"Then you can listen to me. In order to build a harmonious and long-term relationship between husband and wife, there can be no malicious deception, and there can be no so-called good concealment. No matter what happens, you have to be discussed, and then be as self-righteous as before......"

Ji Yu waved her fist at him.

"I made a note of it. But—"

Guan Shan wrapped her fist and rubbed it unconsciously.

"I refuse to admit that I am Kou Changqing, not because of self-righteousness, but on the contrary."

Ji Yu looked puzzled.

"Everyone in the world regards me as Kou Changqing, and after being like this for more than ten years, I don't know who I am anymore, a person who lives for others, and the final result is that there is no self."

Guan Shan looked at Ji Yu, "You show great respect and interest in Kou Changqing, I will have a strange feeling in my eyes." Reason tells me that the person you praise is me, but in fact, I am what you call 'Kou Changqing'. ”

If she hadn't understood the original story, Ji Yu would definitely be dizzy.

"You are you, and the one I revere is you."

"A person who can't even have a name above board can't face himself, let alone face his beloved."

During the period before returning to Beijing, Guan Shan wanted to have a showdown with Ji Yu several times, but he never succeeded, but he didn't know how to speak.

Ji Yu deserves the best, and he also wants to give Ji Yu the best.

But how can someone else's shadow, a rat in the gutter, or a person who can't see the light give her the best?

In the dead of night, he often thinks-

Is Ji Yu revering Kou Changqing, who has the title of Shenwu General, or the 'Kou Changqing' on the battlefield?

If you choose between Kou Changqing and him, who will Ji Yu choose?

Will Ji Yu dislike him? Will......

If you repeat it, you will not have the strength to speak.

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