Chapter 33: Born to be a Man

"Yuan Xiaogongzi, what are you angry about?" Yang Sigui stood in front of Yuan Shiyi, looked at his chubby face full of tears, and asked calmly.

"When...... Of course it's ......" Yuan Shiyi then replied, but when he said it, he somehow swallowed the word "untouchable".

"Think about it carefully, what has your anger been for?" Yang Sigui took a step forward and got closer to Yuan Shiyi, she was taller than Yuan Shiyi, plus she was now deliberately releasing the momentum of her Sage Realm Spirit Master, which made Yuan Shiyi feel a sense of oppression.

"I'm here to ......," Yuan Shiyi opened his mouth, but the memory of being four years old came to mind......

His father, with a look of anger and sadness that he had never seen before, the sword in his father's hand was soaked in blood, and the black blood stains made him feel panic that he had never felt before.

His father's words were deeply imprinted in his heart, and although he was only four years old at the time, he somehow understood the meaning of his father's words.

His father didn't love him anymore.

Father didn't want him anymore.

Father...... I hate him a lot.

Why is that?

He didn't understand the answer his father gave. Father, don't you like my eyes the most? My eyes are exactly the same as those of my mother.

In the end, his father fell in a pool of blood, and his uncle who desperately protected himself from seeing his father's body.

From that day on, he had no father, and he ...... There is no mother's kiss anymore.

Later, he learned his father's answer that day. It turned out that it was because of the betrayal of his mother.

Untouchables? Untouchables? Untouchables!

It was the mother who ruined it all! It was the man who came from the same background as his mother who ruined it all!

He hates! They all have one thing in common, and that is where they come from! Civilians? Hmph, that's a pariah!

So he was angry, he resented those who were born like his mother, he resented his pair of phoenix eyes that were exactly the same as his mother, and he resented ...... Father's Abandonment......

"You don't understand! I...... I ......" Yuan Shiyi choked up, his heart was sour, and his expression wanted to deliberately keep his anger, but he couldn't stand up because of Yang Sigui's arrogance.

Yang Sigui sighed softly, "Yuan Shiyi, how old are you this year?" ”

"Twelve." The barely audible sound was oppressive.

"Well, if you have cultivated spiritual power, then you should know that after the spirit master reaches a certain realm, his lifespan will also be extended." Yang Sigui said slowly, "You are now in the realm of high people, and your lifespan should be ninety years old according to normal." Your Yuan family's talent is not bad, you are the Yuan family's bloodline, you should reach the saint realm in the future, and your lifespan is one hundred and fifty years old. ”

"You're twelve years old now. Are you going to be angry for the next 138 years? After speaking, Yang Sigui raised his eyebrows, "Of course, you don't have so much time to be angry. As a result of these negative emotions of yours, your five internal organs have already been damaged, and you will not make much progress in cultivating spiritual power in the future. Not only that, but your body will get worse and worse. ”

"So, you probably won't live to be fifty years old." Yang Sigui nodded thoughtfully.

"When you're dead, people will say: That grumpy fat man is finally dead." Yang Sigui paused, and looked at Yuan Shiyi, whose expression became distorted after listening to her words.

"Are you cursing me?!" Yuan Shiyi glared at Yang Sigui fiercely.

"No, no, no." Yang Sigui shook his finger, "I'm talking about the facts." As I said, I'm a doctor. ”

Yuan Shiyi snorted coldly and turned his head.

"What, don't you want to hear it?" Yang Sigui didn't care whether Yuan Shiyi wanted to hear it or not, he slowly paced in front of Yuan Shiyi, and continued, "Anger hurts the liver, sadness hurts the lungs, and if the five ambitions are excessive, the five organs will be hurt." Your own body, you should be able to feel the unbearable swelling of your head, the redness of your eyes, the pain in your flanks, the bitterness of your mouth, I think, you have coughed up blood after you were angry, in the past two or three years, and more and more often. ”

"You...... How do you know? "It is undeniable that Yuan Shiyi is indeed a little panicked, Yang Sigui's medical skills, they all saw it yesterday, it is really powerful. Now he says the symptoms...... are all in line with each other.

So, his lifespan, is ......

"Yuan Xiaogongzi, say something you don't like to hear. No matter how much you resent your father, mother, and man, what can you do? They all died eight years ago. What punishment they will have, that's the afterlife, we can't control it, we don't know. Do you want to let all this anger from them hurt you all the time? Yang Sigui looked directly into Yuan Shiyi's eyes and said word by word.

"Don't say one hundred and thirty-eight years, just say the thirty-eight years you have left, do you want to live for yourself, or do you want to live for their faults?"

Hearing this, Yuan Shiyi lowered his head and was silent for a while.

After a while, he clenched his fat fist tightly, and his voice trembled, "But...... I can't forgive them! ”

"Didn't I say I want you to forgive them?"

"Huh?" Yuan Shiyi was puzzled.

"You can resent them, this is human nature, whoever encounters such a thing will not simply pass it by, and then there is no trace in your heart. So, you can resent them. Yang Sigui explained to Yuan Shiyi.

"But resentment only needs to occupy a very, very small part of your life. The rest of the time, you are still your own, you have to live for yourself, you have to create your own life. ”

"The only way to cut off the past is to start a stronger life."

"Don't say that you don't want to be a powerful spirit master, if you want to die like this, you can't cultivate to the point of being a superior person."

"Admit it, in your heart, on the one hand, you are angry at the faults that have been inflicted on you, but on the other hand, you don't want to make a change?"

Yang Sigui's words fell on Yuan Shiyi's heart sentence by sentence, and gradually, his mind began to become calm.

Yang Sigui looked at the changes in Yuan Shiyi, and knew that these words were heard by him in his heart.

"When I was in Linjiao Town, I also heard a lot about your deeds. You are indeed beating and scolding innocent civilians, but in the past eight years, those people who have been bullied by you have lived well and have not lost their lives. These people all said that they were compensated by the Yuan family afterwards. ”

"You don't have a heavy hand. Every time the Yuan family gives compensation, you will refuse to receive your own share of the monthly allowance that month. ”

"Scolding is the unreasonable venting of your anger; When you start, you control the strength because you still have good thoughts in your heart, but you always hide them; Refusing to receive a monthly example is a disguised punishment for yourself. ”

"I'm a doctor, but I'm not a nosy person. It's just because I saw these contradictions of yours and felt that you could still screw it back, so I wanted to give it a try. ”

"Yuan Shiyi, now, can you let go of your anger?" Finally, Yang Sigui asked.

Yuan Shiyi slowly raised his head, and when he looked at Yang Sigui's sincere and expectant eyes, he felt a little overwhelmed.

The unique affinity of the person opposite "I ......", as well as the faint fragrance of herbs, smoothed his impetuous heart.

"You're right."

"I'll try."

After a long time, Yuan Shiyi responded to Yang Sigui's words.

As human beings, there are many things that we can't choose, and many things happen that are beyond our control.

But it's not like we're not in a position to make some changes.

Why do you dwell on the past? Why should you let a fault that is not yours torment yourself? Why do you choose to sink with those things that you don't want to face and don't want to endure?

Come out and look outside.

You need a transformation, the time has come, my life is up to me, only you can control your life.

Only you can decide what kind of person you are!

......

To complete this transformation, it will not be completed for a while. After years of combing his emotions, Yuan Shiyi still needs some time.

But this has already made Yuan Ziyao very satisfied, and she is looking forward to seeing a vigorous younger brother.

The guards of the Yuan family also hoped that their little master could wash away the gloom between his eyebrows.

Yang Sigui wanted to take advantage of this time to give Yuan Shiyi a physical cultivation.

To put it simply, that's ...... Weight loss.

Yuan Xiaochubby is really too fat and fat, even if he is not crushed by those garbage emotions, his fat body is his life-threatening talisman.

Look at these five layers of fat belly, look at these squeezed facial features.

Is this still what a twelve-year-old baby should look like? It's a ball!

However, fortunately, there is Dr. Yang in this team.

Dr. Yang is very professional and trusted by the Yuan family. Everyone unanimously supported Dr. Yang's decision.

Except for Yuan Shiyi.

But his opposition was of no avail.

Since then, Yuan Shiyi has lived a life of active exercise, diet control, and eating Dr. Yang's exclusive weight loss and anti-gunpowder.

Doctor Yang assured Yuan Shiyi that he would be able to rest easy, and that he would be able to end such days when he regained the size that a twelve-year-old boy should have.

However, after forming a habit, such a day, Yuan Shiyi will also maintain it by himself in the future.

Yuan Shiyi: ...... Hehe, you seem to be teasing me.