73. Humble love
Meng Fei's attitude completely shattered all her beautiful fantasies about love. If it is said that after Xiaomeng and Meng Fei registered their marriage. Her fantasies are still alive and well. Now even this last glimmer of hope is drifting away with the wind. She used to think that having a husband and wife could make each other closer. At least there can be some kind of dissociating connection between them. But he didn't expect it to be cut even more severely.
"Shameless ......" was his last evaluation of her. Every time I think of these two words. No matter what she's doing. will suddenly laugh out loud desolately. That kind of lost soul, despair, and sadness will make the people around you feel ashamed. Everyone felt that Han Xue had changed. Become silent. Lose the liveliness and sweetness of the past. Instead, only words are left to cherish the words like gold. Cynicism.
She couldn't help but miss Meng Fei every moment. Although she was very resistant to torturing herself like this. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible, but it doesn't work. She just missed him. I think he seems to be smiling but not smiling. I want him to break up and look cold. I want him to be affectionate like a dream. Think of him as a smoker. Think of his graceful and free posture. Think of his handsome and flawless face. Think of his sometimes soft, sometimes majestic tone. Thinking about it. My heart is broken when I think about it. But she didn't dare to take the initiative to contact him. Countless fingers detoured over his name on the phone screen. I can't press that call button all the time. The only trace of conscience left in her heart told her. She was ashamed of the methods she used. Although that's for love.
Xiaomeng won't get better without a month or two. Countless times tossing and turning alone in the middle of the night. The fire of jealousy in her heart burned so that she couldn't sleep all night.
But. It's over now. Meng Fei walked away angrily. He wouldn't pay any more attention to her. She regrets it now. Why did she quarrel with him for her own dignity? It doesn't matter if it only happens once. Twice. No matter how clean she usually is. In the big dye vat of the entertainment industry, the mud is not stained. But the result is all the same. It's a fact. There is no denial. Why should she deny it? Why don't you explain it to him? He will understand the stupidity and naivety of his youth. Isn't it. If you can't make him cherish her. How could he expect him to love her unconditionally? The more Han Xue thought about it, the more she regretted it. The more I think about it, the more I regret not being at the beginning.
She even regretted what she had done to Xiaomeng. Could it be that with her Han Xue's charm. With Meng Fei's affection. As long as she is willing to put more effort into the right path. Shine a little more charm. Can't you take away his heart? She was devastated. Why do you have to ruin your image in front of your sweetheart? I have done something wrong and admit it openly. She's stupid, isn't she.
But two or three days. Girls' literature is updated for the first time Han Xue has tortured herself to the point of being emaciated. As a popular singer and actor. The image issues she cared about the most were completely ignored. I don't even know when the dark circles come out. A colleague in the company kindly reminded her. She looked dazed. This inevitably surprised the people around him. Whisper. Finger and point. Where to live is not gossip.
She fell into a state of chagrin and couldn't extricate herself. Finished. Finished. It's really over with Meng Fei. You can't even be a friend. She danced in a disgraced manner. But one stumbled and threw himself to the ground. She protected her ankles. He frowned in pain. Agents and dance partners flocked to the show. The group surrounded and asked with concern.
"Nothing. It's about twisted. It's good to take a break. Han Xue broke free from the support of a male dance partner. The male partner's concerned gaze followed her. But he knew that Han Xue's was stronger. I can only hold back and not go forward. "I'm going to get the oil." He muttered and walked out.
Han Xue didn't bother to answer. Because the cell phone in her handbag rang. She pulled out her phone. One look at the screen. The whole person froze. The heart beats harder than it does when dancing. His face turned crimson all of a sudden. She was a little out of breath. How can it be. How could he possibly call himself. Tears glistened in the corners of his eyes. Crystal beating.
She shuddered and pressed the call button. Attached to the ear. "Hey..." Even his voice trembled violently.
"Can you come out now? To Room 502 of XX Hotel. I'll be waiting for you there. Meng Fei's voice was very calm. Can't hear any emotion.
。 Tears fell from the corners of her eyes. Yet she smiled happily. "Whew... What the.. What did you say. She couldn't believe it. He offered to ask himself. And also in the hotel room. Is this possible. She reflexively asked again.
"I'm waiting for you at the XX Hotel. Here you come. "This time. It's a commanding tone.
But Han Xue didn't mind. She really didn't mind. She was crazy with joy.
"Now."
"Now."
"Good. I'll be there right away. ”
She put her phone down. Jumping almost with joy. She grabbed her handbag. He said to everyone, "That's all for today." Let's rehearse another day. Then he rushed out with joy and without looking back.
。 Yelled at her back, "What are you doing?" Han Xue. The concert is just around the corner. You're going to have to take time out to film. If you don't hurry up and rehearse, it's too late. I don't hear it. Han Xue. ”
The male dance partner had just returned with the medicated oil. I heard the agent yelling. Han Xue has long since disappeared. I couldn't help but look confused.
Han Xue quickly ran home. Took a quick shower. Then bring out all the beautiful dresses in the closet. Pick and choose. Try and try. In the end, a plain flower dress was chosen. Cover it with a warm and luxurious mink coat. She also put on a delicate makeup look for herself. Sprinkle with perfume. Finally happily climb into high-heeled boots. Drive straight to the hotel.
She's so happy. Carried away with joy. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible and moves forward bravely. An ancient brain has forgotten all the golden rules in the entertainment industry on weekdays. Go to the hotel for an appointment. I even forgot to put on a big hat with sunglasses. She didn't hide herself. So as soon as you walk into the splendor. Brightly lit lobby. It was easy for the staff at the front desk to recognize it. They are stunning. Whisper. Incredibly, I quickly pointed it out to my colleague who was buried in work. Then let's make a review.
Han Xue quickly took the elevator to room 502. At the door of the room, I was nervous and dressed in a full dress. Then knock on the door. "Come in. The door is closed. "It's still that emotionless voice. But Han Xue didn't notice it.
The door was unlocked. Han Xue gently pushed open the door and went in. And then to avoid being scratched. Quietly lock it up. The lights were not turned on in the room. It's a bit dim. She took a few steps forward. I saw Meng Fei sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back to him. Watch the sun set. I don't know what I'm thinking. He must have waited a long time.
"I'm sorry." Han Xue threw her handbag on the sofa. He took off his mink coat again. He tiptoed forward. Gently hugged Meng Fei's neck from behind: "I'm late." I was dancing in a line just now. Sweat all over. Went home and took a shower. A change of clothes. You must be impatient. I'm sorry. ”
Meng Fei untied her arm around his neck. Suddenly, he stood up. He took two steps forward. Turning around in front of the sunset window. A stern face. He had a rattan stick in his hand. He held it in one hand. With one hand, he gently wrapped the long rattan in his hand a few times.
"Boom." Han Xue's head suddenly felt like it had been blown open by a bomb. Exploded into splinters and flew into the air. How.. Looks like I've seen it somewhere. Why is he holding this rattan. Where did he get it from? What is he going to do.
However, she didn't have to wait to figure it out. Meng Fei had already waved the rattan in his hand. Slapped over the face. The thrashing is sharp and swift. "Ahh Yes. Yes. Han Xue screamed and dodged. She blocked it with her hands. The snow-white arm left a dazzling blood mark. Soon. on the neck. on the cheeks. on the legs. Wherever the eye can see. All left traces of blood. Han Xue had no room to dodge. Meng Fei jerked with lightning speed. Without mercy. It's like a ruthless "emperor". It's so cold that there's no room for manoeuvre. The sins suffered by Little Dream. He wants to get Han Xue back.
The pain of a whip seems to never end. A whip fell. A whip of the whip is sober. That's right. He must have known something. Girls' literature is updated for the first time That's the rattan she stumbled over her little dream. He got it. He went back to the horse farm and got the rattan back. He guessed. He's so smart. He's too smart.
She hugged her head. Squat on the ground. She stopped crying. No more screaming. She crouched in the corner with her head in her hands, allowing him to whip her. She smiled dejectedly. She lifted her face suddenly. Quickly grab the rattan he was about to fall again. yelled: "You fight." Kill me. Just don't hit me in the face again. I'm going to have a concert. I'm still going to film. No one can see that I have a wound on my face. ”
"Smack." A crisp sound fell on Han Xue's face mercilessly. There was another bloodshot on his snow-white cheeks. Han Xue burst into tears.
Meng Fei finally spoke. The voice was cold: "I'm going to kill you." What else do you want to do for a concert. Filming. What a joke. ”
Han Xue suddenly yelled: "Why kill me." Is Du Xiaomeng dead? She just broke her leg. Why do you want me to pay for my life? You're unreasonable. She finally resisted. However, this kind of resistance is still better for him than for her. It's really speechless.
Meng Fei gasped. Her roar finally calmed him down. Truly. Xiaomeng just broke his leg. The concussion also left no sequelae. It's just that I have suffered some flesh and skin. And in front of you. Han Xue's scars all over her body were already shocking. This. I guess that's fair. He threw away the rattan. Sitting on the couch in a gloomy mood. He was also tired.
Han Xue cried. She cherishes her beauty the most. Now I don't know if it will be disfigured. She wept bitterly. Dark all round. Meng Fei listened to her cry without saying a word. Crying until tired. When the last rays of the sun are gone. Her tears dried up. She finally stopped.
She crawled to Meng Fei's side. Lean your head on his knees. Kneel on the carpet. Like a lowly slave. "I'm sorry. I beg your pardon. Han Xue apologized sadly: "I have long regretted it. I did something stupid. No. One after the other. But. Please trust me. There will be no next time. I beg your pardon. ”
Meng Fei said: "The person you should apologize to is not me. It's a little dream. You go and apologize to her. ”
Han Xue raised her teary eyes. Said sadly, "Do you think that's good?" Of course. I should apologize to Xiaomeng. But. I think it's better not to mention it. If you tell her the truth. It's going to make her even sadder. It wasn't good for her injuries. You tell me. Oh. Of course. If you insist. I went to apologize to her. I'll go right away. Han Xue stood up with difficulty. Staggering to move forward.
Meng Fei took her hand. Han Xue couldn't stand. Instead, he fell into his arms. She took advantage of the situation and hugged him tightly. He muttered, "I'm sorry." I'm sorry. Meng Fei. I shouldn't have a bad idea. But trust me. Everything I do is because I love you. I want to be with you. ”
Meng Fei let go of her. Stood up: "You should know. You can't hide anything from me. It only makes me hate you even more. Clever words. Don't do anything like this again. ”
Meng Fei opened the door. Strode away. left Han Xue who cried alone in the darkness and her humble love.
Lamp. Still not opened.