At the beginning of 1988, on a cold and windy night, the winter in Sichuan did not have a thick snow, but it was also bitterly cold.

My mother gave birth to me that night when she was 18 years old. I heard that when my mother was pregnant with me, the people in the village didn't know I existed because my belly was too small. It was also for this reason that it didn't seem easy when I was born. Growing up, I always heard my uncle (the youngest uncle) talk about it with my father.

The thing happened was that the mother had a stomachache that night, so the family went to the village doctor, who at that time was almost the village doctor who delivered the baby, and would not go to a regular hospital. From the evening to 1 o'clock, I finally landed, but my weight was worryingly light. I heard my family say that I was born with only two catties, chopsticks so long, the doctor said that the chance of survival is very small, but thanks to my tenacious vitality, now I think about it is also amazing, maybe I began to grow stubbornly from the moment I landed.

Later, my mother told me that the family was poor at that time, and my mother came to my father's hometown with my father, and my father followed my grandfather to Mianyang City to do carpentry to subsidize the family. Mom and grandma are in their hometown in the mountains. It is said that the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is difficult, and it is even more difficult in such an era when food and clothing are difficult to solve. Nutrition can't keep up, so the child in the belly is also stunted. (At this point, I silently looked down at my A-cup airfield)

In short, it is a miracle that I survived, but the real drama of cruelty has only just begun.

Dad was a well-known gangster in our country, fighting, collecting protection money from others, and organizing the underworld...... and so on, he is considered a "romantic person" in the local area. Dad was still a landlord class at that time, his family was poor, and he was always bullied by the landlord's family, thanks to his father's temper, he "escorted" our family. In those days, two kinds of people would be bullied, one was poor and the other was too honest. Although I have always disliked my father's character, I know that in that unreasonable era, fists are still needed.

But because of this, when I was two years old, my father finally had an accident. Got into trouble with the other "brothers" in the village. Actually, I never asked my dad what happened, but when I was 21 years old, I could still see the news that he was wanted when I looked up my dad's name on Baidu. The crime is an underworld organization, but in that year, the state released a policy that as long as the fugitives did not commit another crime, they could go to the local area to surrender regardless of 10 or 20 years, and the wanted notice would be cancelled. After more than 20 years of absconding, Dad finally became a legal citizen. I finally dared to tell others that I had a "normal" dad.

I was only two years old when my father was wanted by the police, and I still remember that evening, when the police surrounded my house. I was so frightened that I hid in the sewer behind the house, and the police searched around the house with guns, and I shivered. (I'm almost wetting my pants)

As soon as the case happened, several fathers and brothers in the same village were killed, some escaped, some were arrested, and the village fell into panic and gloom......