Gu Qingshui's eyes were blank, he shook his head desperately, with a look of disbelief, he suddenly raised his head, grabbed Zhao Yin's hand, and said to her seriously.

"No, it's impossible, mother Situ Zhaoyang he just hates our Gu family for treating him poorly, he just can't understand it for a while, he wants fame and fortune The Gu family has completely returned it to him, he is already satisfied, he still has affection for his daughter, no matter how I say that he and I still have children, we still have Xi'er, he can't ignore us, it's impossible to abandon us, mother, do you say yes..."

Zhao Yin looked at Gu Qingshui, whose eyes were scarlet, and looked at her stunned appearance, she gently stroked her face, brushing the hair that blocked her eyes for her.

"Qing Shui, why are you still so stupid, don't you know who he Situ Zhaoyang is? If he still cares about you, how can he leave your mother and son here in the freezing days, he can't be relied on! ”

Gu Qingshui listened to Zhao Yin's words, and shook his head in disbelief and said to himself: "No, we still have children, no matter what, he won't be so ruthless, no, I have to go to him to understand!" ”

"Qing Shui, are you crazy, in fact, my mother has never told you that Situ Zhaoyang has been outside for a day or two, and he has always wanted to take away the custody of Situ Huxi, he is the father of the child, that's right, but he doesn't want to admit that you are his wife, he hates the people of the Gu family to the core, how can he accept you, stupid boy, don't go to that negative person now, take care of your body, your father and your brother, I have already entrusted someone to go in, and I will definitely come out safe and sound, At that time, it will not be difficult for the Gu family to make a comeback, you have to endure the humiliation and burden, and if you can't bear it, you will make a big plan and listen to your mother. ”

Zhao Yin quietly grabbed Gu Qingshui's arm, looked at her eyes and said solemnly, her heavy face was jumping under the light, she felt sorry for her daughter.

"But, but mother, no matter how you say it, he is also the father of my children, my rightful husband, no matter what evil things he does, I am his wife, my children are also his children, he will not abandon our mother and daughter!"

Gu Qingshui burst into tears all of a sudden, and said slowly, she sobbed, her body trembled slightly, and she didn't know if it was cold or because she was too sad.

"Okay, Qing Shui, I know you're sad, don't have such thoughts in the future, take care of your body and take care of Xi'er." Zhao Yin gently patted Gu Qingshui's back and said in a loving tone.

Outside the window is the lights of thousands of homes, the lights are red and green, the people in the noisy fireworks are happy, are celebrating this festival with the sky, inside the window is the mother and daughter who are broken in the liver and intestines, the snow is still blowing, this world is like nothing has happened.

After another three days, Gu Qingshui changed her clothes early this morning, which was the clothes she wore when she was still the eldest lady in the Gu family when she was not married, and she also sat in front of the shabby bronze mirror and carefully groomed and dressed up.

In the mirror, her face was slightly pale, and her slightly sickly appearance looked a little haggard, and she lightly applied fat powder to her eyebrows, maybe she hadn't dressed herself up carefully for a long time, but she just dressed it up slightly, and the whole person was completely new and different, although it was not as luxurious and beautiful as before, but it was still moving.

I don't know what marriage has brought to a woman, Gu Qingshui looked intently at the slightly unfamiliar self in the mirror, on his small face, even after applying grease and powder, he still couldn't cover his tired face, and the dark circles under the sunken eye sockets were a little prominent, and the most terrifying thing was that there was no light in the big eyes that he was proud of, and the once clear eyes were already turbid and bloodshot.

She gently stroked her face, and then suddenly found that her hands were already withered and old at some point, rough as dry wood, and her heart suddenly twitched, a shocking surprise and sadness.

After a moment of silence, she carefully took the red lipstick from the rouge box with her fingertips, and gently wiped it on her pale and dry lips.

Put down the dressing box in her hand, a string of jade agate beads bracelet on her right hand burst in front of her eyes, she was shocked, and carefully put it in front of her eyes to observe, the string of beads is still painful and transparent, crystal lubricated feeling, she put it in the position of her heart, as if this can bring herself a little comfort.

Because I think about things.

Because the owner of this string of beads is He Yuwen, who is the person she can't love in her heart, whenever she is sad in the dark night, this string of beads can always bring her magical power, as if he is by her side, so that she is no longer so afraid, and it is also her only spiritual support.

After doing this, Gu Qingshui picked up his child from the bed again, patted his back carefully, and looked at the sleeping child lovingly, his face was red, like a big red apple, this child completely inherited the advantages of his parents, the curved eyelashes were curled, and the small nose was also very upright, I don't know what he dreamed about in his sleep, his pink little mouth spit bubbles.

Gu Qingshui kissed his forehead gently, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise slightly, she loved this child very much, but compared to the child she had accidentally died before, her heart hurt more and more, after all, that child was the child of herself and He Yuwen, and the child of himself and Situ Zhaoyang, many times she was thinking, if the child was still there, if her parents did not dissolve the marriage contract for her, then would she already be He Yuwen's wife, the family of three was happy, happy and beautiful......

If yes, what if......

But where in the world are there so many ifs!

"Squeak...!"

Gu Qingshui pushed open the door and carried the child to the side room, Zhao Yin held a pu fan in his hand, and was boiling medicine for Gu Qingshui in front of a small stove.

Since Gu Qingshui came to this place, because she was worried all day long, her health has been bad, and she is often sick, and her thin body is also because of the first miscarriage, she has fallen ill to her body, so she often takes medicine.

"Mother." Gu Qingshui walked in slowly.

"Qing Shui, why are you here, it's still early, why don't you sleep for a while, I'll boil medicine for you." Zhao Yin turned his head, glanced at Gu Qingshui and said.

"Mother, Xi'er seems to have a little fever, and she coughed last night, so I got up early in the morning, mother, you take Xi'er to the doctor to have a look!" Gu Qingshui said worriedly while holding the child, looking at the child's face with a little flustered.

When Zhao Yin heard this, she quickly stood up and approached her: "What's the fever, is the quilt too thin at night, come and take a look at me." ”

Zhao Yin hugged the child, gently touched the child's forehead, and touched his face, the nervous emotions on his face slowly calmed down, and then he said lightly to Gu Qingshui: "Qing Shui, I see that you are too nervous, Xi'er, I don't have a fever here!" ”

Gu Qingshui's face was a little flustered, and he hurriedly said: "Mother, this kid can't try out the fever, Xi'er is still young, and he can't say anything about the pain, I saw that he had a bad cough last night, and he was also dizzy this morning, so mother, you should take Xi'er to have a look, so I can rest assured." ”

"Well, that's right." Zhao Yin nodded, hesitated slightly, glanced at Gu Qingshui again and continued: "Hey, Qing Shui, are you going out today?" Where are you going, you're weak and windy outside, so you can't run around. ”

"Mother, I just washed the clothes, and then I found the previous clothes, and I feel that I haven't cleaned up myself for a long time, so I cleaned up, you were right that day, I have to take good care of my body now, and the future will be long." Gu Qingshui said lightly, with a relaxed smile on his face.

Zhao Yin felt that Gu Qingshui was a little abnormal, and stared at her: "Really? Qing Shui, don't lie to your mother. ”

Gu Qingshui smiled again: "Really, mother, go quickly, I'm very worried about Xi'er's illness, I'll wait for you to come back at home, and I'll go outside to Uncle Feng's tailor shop to make a few clothes for Xi'er, you can rest assured, I won't run around!" ”