Biao Wanzi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes without a trace, she didn't notice it herself, at this moment, she showed a heartfelt smile: "The minister doesn't feel hard at all, really." ”

Yin Ji didn't believe it.

After so many years of getting along, she knew that Biao Wanzi was a person with a strong sense of morality and strict requirements for herself.

Yin Huiyue didn't let Biao Wanzi be busy, she didn't need her to serve, and hoped that she could go to rest. The more Biao Wanzi felt, "How can I be so lazy and neglect the princess so much", and then tried her best to find something to do on her own.

Serving people is not a good errand, not to mention people like Biao Wanzi, who can't move every day, get up at three o'clock in the morning, stare at people to prepare breakfast for Yin Ji, dry hot clothes, prepare clean water, and so on. Then spin like a spinning top for a day, staying up until dark before sleeping.

If Yin Ji stayed up late, she wouldn't rest, so she insisted on waiting.

Of course, Yin Ji can't stand this kind of behavior.

But the protests were ineffective.

Even if she said countless times that she didn't need it, Biao Wanzi still put on a straight face and said with a straight face, the princess can not do it, but they can't be lazy, and they must have it.

Yin Ji knew at a glance that for Biao Wanzi, "taking care of the princess" was a job that required all her body and mind to do, and Biao Wanzi's sense of morality did not allow her to be lazy for a moment, otherwise she would have a deeper sense of guilt.

The root of this motivation comes from the life of "not being recognized, not expected, and not noticed" in the first 36 years of Biao Wanzi's life, which forces her to like to gain the recognition of others through this way of treating herself harshly and giving excessively.

When she was in Minjun, Yin Ji couldn't solve this problem.

But when she returned to the royal capital, she had a way.

Just let Biao Wanzi go home.

It's not that I hate her, and I want to drive her away.

Just because, Yin Ji knows better than anyone else that staying in this palace, Biao Wanzi is called a female official, but in fact she is still a servant, and she will be very tired physically and psychologically.

But as long as she leaves this palace, as "the closest female official to the national witch", Biao Wanzi easily becomes the focus of the crowd. Even if he didn't deliberately please her, no one would dare to ignore or even offend her.

Merely......

Thinking of a possibility, Yin Ji was a little worried: "Is someone persecuting you?" ”

Biao Wanzi had tears in his eyes, but he smiled and shook his head: "Lord Guowu is too worried, who else will embarrass me?" It's just that...... Without you, I realized how confused my former self was. ”

"Wanzi—"

"Before I met you, I didn't know what I wanted." Thinking of his past self, Biao Wanzi smiled bitterly, "I thought that my efforts would be rewarded, and I tried my best to be good to everyone, but in exchange, I still only had coldness, neglect and even hatred." ”

She was extremely filial to her elders, and they didn't take much care of her;

She was very affectionate towards her siblings, and they didn't have much enthusiasm for each other;

She is loyal to her husband and cannot be exchanged for his review;

She devoted her heart and lungs to her stepchildren, but she was hated by them because she "occupied the position of the wife";

She is extremely loving to her concubines and concubines, and in their hearts, she is still not as good as her biological mother;

After suffering for so many years, in the end, Biao Wanzi didn't even feel bitter.

Every woman is like this, she is from a prominent background, and her husband is also a good person. The only regret is that she has no children, but she has raised all of her husband's children with all her heart!

In order to give them a better future, after being widowed, she cheekily took them all back to her parents' house, hoping that the boy could get the support of his eldest father and the girl could have a better marriage.

The Biao family has a big business, hundreds of customers, and there is no shortage of dozens of them.

But her parents died early, her brothers were not close, and when she returned to her parents' home, she was like a hermit house, and she had to look at people's faces everywhere. The children who are dedicated to it are only superficially understanding her affection.

After realizing this, Biao Wanzi was very desperate.

In this world, no one really needs her.

No matter how well she does and how much she pays, it's useless to dig out her heart and liver to show them, they don't care about it at all!

Therefore, when everyone regarded "serving the seriously ill princess" as a dangerous path, but the Sangong Jiuqing family must have at least one person from each family for the king to choose, Biao Wanzi took the initiative to ask Ying.

On the one hand, deep down, she doesn't want to live anymore; On the other hand, she couldn't help but wonder, if I died because of this, would you thank me?

But she never dreamed that the princess was such a good person, even if she just poured a glass of water for the princess, the princess would politely thank her.

Biao Wanzi used to be very frightened.

You are a king, I am a minister, what you should do to your minister, how can you say thank you?

Under the persecution of her verbal education, kneeling and begging for mercy, the princess finally often remembered and did not directly say her gratitude.

But Biao Wanzi knows in her heart that everything she does, the princess sees it in her eyes, remembers it in her heart, and finds a way to give back to herself.

Over time, Biao Wanzi was shocked to find that he was used to it.

accustomed to every little thing, you can get the gratitude and kindness of the princess; accustomed to getting the princess's affirmation every time he does something well; Got used to it......

But at first, Biao Wanzi didn't know that the princess had such a huge impact on her life.

She just went home to serve her seriously ill father as the princess ordered, but found that she no longer knew her mother's house, which she had not set foot in for eight years.

Since the day she went home, all the elders have been smiling.

Whether it is the eldest mother, or uncle, aunt, or aunt, uncle, or even crooked relatives, they all praise her, what "I knew she was good since I was a child", "I remember that I hugged you when I was a child", "When you were a child, I gave you something".

Everyone behaved as if they were very affectionate, liked her very much, and were very familiar with her, so hot that Biao Wanzi was in a trance.

Just like after losing her husband, in the years when she lived in her mother's house, the cold reception she received was just a dream of her own.

And the younger generations are all very attentive.

Girls don't have to say, they talk to her every day, make clothes, shoes and socks for her, and do everything possible to please her; The boys also came to say hello every day and wanted her "guidance".

Even the stepchildren who used to treat her coldly and only had superficial etiquette dragged their families to visit her, claiming that she was a "mother", pushing the child to show her, and the degree of intimacy was like they were really close mothers and sons, mothers and daughters.

She's never been so valued!

If it was Biao Wanzi in the past, he must have been sincerely afraid, feeling that he did not deserve this, and redoubling his reward to everyone, even if he cut flesh and blood, he had to cater to their demands.

But......

After being flattered at first, Biao Wanzi soon discovered that these concerns were all fake.

They just wanted something from her, no, from the princess.

She had received the truth from the princess, so she knew better than anyone what was true and what was false.

"You think I'm too tired, and I hope I can go home and become an old feudal lord and enjoy honor." Biao Wanzi said softly, "But my family only wants me to return to the court and be your confidant female official." ”