Chapter 178: What Does She Call Thinking?
This looks like a suicide note, Yan Qianxun is making a final goodbye, and she is alone.
"Selfish ghost!" With tears in his eyes, Gu Xiang put his phone on the bed and said to himself, "I refuse!" โ
Yan Qianxun, you must come back!
I don't want this kind of forced stuffing on my life.
Leaving Si Jin Tang is their common goal, but it is not possible to be with Shen Yao.
She didn't like Shen Yao, and Shen Yao didn't like her, all Shen Yao liked was Yan Qianxun all the time.
If she pretended that Yan Qianxun and Shen Yao had lived a lifetime like this, she would be deceiving him.
Just like if Shen Yao knew that Qianqian would not come back, her sub-personality would always occupy the world of the main personality, and Shen Yao would also be very conflicted.
He only treats "Think Think" as a sister-like existence, and even Yi Xuan and Han Xingyu almost treat "Think Think" and "Qianqian" as two people.
Gu Xiang calmed down for a while before picking up his phone again and leaving a sentence at the end of the letter: I refuse. If you want to disappear, I will disappear, what are you running? Family, friends, lovers, you yourself to love. If there is a disease, I will be treated, and if there is an injury, I will seek medical treatment, and that's it, I will not listen to the rest.
Isn't she headstrong?
It's good that she's also willful!
No matter how beautiful you say, if you don't listen to Wang Ba's recitation!
If you don't give it a try, how do you know you can't survive?
In fact, Gu thought that Yan Qianxun was just escaping, she didn't even dare to try treatment, because she was afraid that she would not succeed.
She was afraid that she would still have a nostalgia for this world in the end, and the two would contradict each other, so she simply hid.
"Think about what's wrong? Doesn't seem to be in a good mood? Yi Xuan asked.
The three of them could see every move inside from the living room.
"Maybe it's because of Qianxiaoxun," Shen Yao guessed, "Qianxiaoxun ran away when she got into trouble, and handed over the mess to her, and she had to find a way to clean it up." โ
"It's a little pitiful," Yi Xuan laughed as she said this, "In fact, in the final analysis, it's all Qianqian's own trouble, and then clean up by herself, aren't the two personalities her own?" But it's weird, now I've accepted that they're two people. โ
Shen Yao received a call at this time.
"Hello? Hello, I'm An Baibin's brother, An Baijin," said on the other end of the phone, "I've heard from my brother, I happened to be studying multiple personalities recently, and I'm happy to help, and we'll meet when we have time." โ
"Hello Dr. An, where are you now?"
Shen Yao gestured to them and went out to answer the phone.
"Wow, I hear you! Sounds good! Yi Xuan, who was on the side, grabbed Han Xingyu's arm, "I remember that An Baibin is also good-looking, my brother is a doctor again, and his profession is a plus, so he must be very good-looking!" โ
Han Xingyu knocked her head in disgust: "How smart can a person become a doctor, how can he fall in love with a stupid white sweet like you?" There's an IQ gap between you, don't be a nymphomaniac! โ
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After half an hour, Si Jintang came to his senses again.
When I was able to breathe on my own, I took off the oxygen mask.
Quan Ye raised his hand and waved in front of his eyes: "Hey, welcome back to the world." โ
Si Jintang's eyes were still a little chaotic, as if he was recalling something, and his eyes were not focused.
"Master Tang, you have to compensate me, I wasted a few hours here with you, and the loss is very serious."
Si Jintang's eyes gradually gathered, and he spit out: "I didn't let you accompany me." โ
I already knew that he would say this, and Quan Ye was not surprised at all: "Do you know that you just woke up and shouted at whom?" โ
Si Jintang has a memory, he thought about it for a while, and just said: "I really saw it and thought about it, it was exactly the same as what I saw in my dream." โ
"You're the same ghost!" Quan Ye raised his hand and probed his forehead, "That's your current wife!" โ
If the "think" in his dream really looked the same as Yan Qianxun, he would have guessed it a long time ago, as for being confused until now?
It's just a strange thing, the Yan family girl didn't react when she heard him shouting like this, and she probably hasn't recovered from the blow of thinking he was dead?
"Yan Qianxun?" Si Jin Tang was confused and shook his head, "It's not her." โ
What he clearly saw was thinking.
Quan Ye just wanted to say something, raised his eyes and looked at the door, and said with a smile: "Look, your family 'thinks' is here." โ
Si Jin Tang turned his head sideways and muttered in a low voice: "Yan Qianxun." โ
"Do you know she's Yan Qianxun now?" Quan Ye also said softly, "It was her just now." Can we all see it wrong with both eyes? It's you who are dazzled! โ
Dim eyesight......
Si Jin Tang was silent.
Because he just came out of that space, did he recognize Yan Qianxun as thinking about it?
Speaking of which, it wasn't the first time he had recognized her as Gu Xiang.
Last time, when everyone was there, he almost injured Yan Qianxun.
"Jin Tang ......"
He saw Yan Qianxun coming to his bedside, with tears rippling in his eyes, wanting to touch him but not daring to touch him, with a face full of self-blame: "I'm sorry...... They said I hurt you...... How could I do this......"
"Let's talk for a while."
Kwon Ye got up and went out.
Shen Yao was outside, and the two took a look.
In the house, Si Jintang was injured in the chest, the wound was very deep, his left hand could not be raised, and some right hands were raised in front of him, but he couldn't touch her.
Gu wanted to lean his body over a little bit, so that his palm touched his face.
"It's okay, didn't I die?" His voice was weak.
"But you almost died...... Grandpa and Mommy are going to hate me to death......"
He laughed, "Don't worry, I won't tell them." โ
Her tears fell, wetting his palms: "I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry...... I don't know what's wrong with me......"
His thumb rubbed the corner of her eye and comforted her, "It's okay, you're just sick." โ
In fact, he can't tell which personality she is now.
But it was certainly not the one who hurt her at the time.
He still remembered what she said at the time, and he could basically determine that the personality began to lose control after being greatly stimulated, and his memory was confused, so he missed and injured him.
After that, she went into hiding, and this personality didn't know what the previous personality was doing, so she panicked.
"You...... Know? Gu Xiang pretended to be surprised on his face.
But he was sure in his heart that he really thought that Yan Qianxun had multiple personalities.
"You...... When did you know she has multiple personalities? Gu Xiang asked.
This "she" refers to the "ontology" Yan Qianxun.
Gu Xiang is talking about this from the perspective of being a person who is a sub-personality.
"It's only recently that I've had doubts."
"Then how do you know I'm called Think Think?" Gu Xiang asked again, "Did Qian Xiaoxun tell you?" โ
Si Jin Tang's eyes trembled slightly.
Who?
Think about it?
He was sure that he had heard correctly, and that the person in front of him was indeed Yan Qianxun, but she said...... What is she called Think About?
His head hurt, he had a splitting headache at the thought of complicated things, the anesthesia had passed, and the wound in his chest was so painful that he couldn't continue to think.
Why...... This personality is so coincidental, just call it a thought?