Love but can't

"No matter how lively the street is, it is lonely to walk alone."

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I once saw the note He Beici gave me: fluoxetine.

I asked him what he meant, "Fluoxetine, an antidepressant whose English name is Fluoxetine, means: You are my life and I would be crazy without you." ”

I have to admire the boys in their medical department, who speak love words at such a high level.

He Beici seems to be very busy this semester, rarely has time to spend with me, and I rarely see him.

In my sophomore year of architecture, I had a lot of assignments to submit, and although I tried my best to find time to balance my studies and work, I still couldn't do it all.

At the same time, I had to travel abroad more and more often, and I had hardly seen any other familiar faces except for Jiang Nai.

I didn't see the sprouts of the school willow tree with He Beici, nor did I go to the school cafeteria with him to eat my favorite spicy fragrant pot, nor did I show affection downstairs in the dormitory like other couples.

All in all, in a foreign country, I really want to congratulate Bei.

It's already April after my busy schedule.

On the day I returned to school, I didn't see He Beici for the first time, but was dragged out by Cheng Qiyue, the crazy woman who failed to confess, to accompany her to drink heavily.

It's horrible.

"Okay, drink less." Li Youluo stopped the cup that was about to come to his lips in July, "Isn't it just a confession failure, can a person live so long without taking a detour." ”

"That's right, don't drink it, I'll go back to the dormitory aunt and I will definitely deduct credits when I know it." Tai Yin was also anxious.

July's face was already flushed, "What's the matter, every day she relies on her power to find our little fault." The three of us didn't answer, waiting for her to vent, "He Zhou Mulin is too uncle, Miss Ben condescended to give her a girlfriend, and he didn't want my heart to be wrong, it's all an excuse!" ”

is probably a little drunk, and what he said is not the next sentence.

"Okay, if you don't look up and look down in the future, it should be a punishment for losing the game."

"Encounter." She pounced on me, with a cry in her tone, "You say that I am not worthy of him, others say that there is ambiguity between me and him, I don't want other people's speculation to be true, but he, but he refuses to give me even a second look." ”

"Okay, okay, don't cry." I patted her gently on the back, "Just give out the heart to be eaten by the dog." ”

"Nope." She pouted, "I don't want him to become a dog." ”

I looked at Youluo and Tai Yin, and the three of them couldn't laugh or cry.

"They're all adults, it's good to be clear." Youluo wiped the tears from her face. "Don't cry, you'll still be beautiful when you wake up tomorrow."

"I'm uncomfortable."

Tai Yin also patiently persuaded, "If you look at his rejection from a different angle, you should treat him as if he doesn't dislike you, but he doesn't have enough chips to make you happy, I'm afraid he will live up to your favor." ”

Her words reminded me of Lin Huai, who was waiting for her at that time, and I asked her at the right time, "You and Lin Huai?" ”

She smiled and shook her head, a smile mixed with a hint of bitterness, "Let it be." ”

I know she still hasn't been able to get past that hurdle in her heart.

July choked up in my arms and asked us who Lin Huai was, this move made the three of us laugh out loud, "A boy who likes Tai Yin." ”

She didn't seem to be so sad anymore, and made a joke with Tai Yin, "Xiao Yinzi, you are too ruthless, such a big thing has been held back until now." ”