Chapter 59: Farewell
As soon as the word 'Kanglin' came into his ears, Shi Lei's heart sank, grandma, what do you mean by calling me with Sun Ying's mobile phone?
Threaten me?
was depressed, but heard Kang Lin say: "That, you, are you free today?" If you have time, please come to North Street Park, Sun Ying has some things for me to pass on to you. ”
Sun Ying has something to pass on to me?
Shi Lei was apprehensive in his heart, and said, "What about Sun Ying?" Why didn't she call me personally? ”
"Well, you come over first... Let's talk about it. ”
Kang Lin's tone seemed to be a little sad, which made Shi Lei even more confused: "You make it clear, what does this mean?" ”
Kang Lin was silent for a few seconds, and then sighed: "A few days ago, she suddenly fainted on the street, and the doctor said that she had terminal cancer and was powerless to recover.....
The kid seemed to want to babble on, but Shi Lei immediately interrupted him: "You wait for me!" I'll go over now! ”
After putting away the phone, Shi Lei seemed to go out and take a taxi to the agreed place like crazy.
Twenty minutes later, the car arrived at the park.
Shi Lei hurriedly jumped out of the car, and really saw Kang Lin waiting for him there.
Kang Lin obviously had no good impression of Shi Lei, and was even a little hostile, so even when he saw Shi Lei coming, he still stood there and didn't move.
Shi Lei approached, Kang Lin handed a brown paper bag to him, and said, "This is what Sun Ying asked me to transfer to you, you can see for yourself." ”
Shi Lei was slightly stunned, and Kang Lin shoved the paper bag into his hand, turned around and left.
Shi Lei's heart was beating a little fast, and he looked at Kang Lin's back as if he was fleeing, and suddenly had some complicated emotions.
After Kang Lin left, Shi Lei opened the paper bag, which was full of photos.
To be precise, it is a photo of Sun Ying and him.
Sun Ying smiled very sweetly and cutely on the screen of each photo, only Shi Lei showed a look of impatience and annoyance.
I don't know why, when Shi Lei saw these photos again, his nose was sour and his eyes were red.
When he was sentimental, his mobile phone rang, and it was Sun Ying's call.
"Hey!" Shi Lei answered the phone, and Sun Ying's weak voice came from the other end: "Shi Lei." ”
Hearing the familiar voice and remembering Sun Ying's former beauty, Shi Lei suddenly cried: "Where are you?" I want to go over and see you. ”
"Hmph, don't pretend to be nice to me, I'm stupid, I'll take it seriously. ”
Sun Ying spoke intermittently, her voice choked, and tears flowed out of her anger: "I planned to keep it in my heart when I was diagnosed with terminal cancer, because I didn't want others to be sad with me.
But my cousin told me that if you love someone, you should let him know your current situation, and if you don't contact him this time, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future. ”
Shi Lei opened his mouth and was about to speak, but Sun Ying changed the conversation in time: "Actually, Gao Jiuling should like you, she just doesn't want to open her heart to others, as long as you take the initiative to confess, I think she will agree to your marriage proposal."
You don't have to be surprised by this, because women's instincts are very sharp.
The only regret is that I won't be able to attend your wedding. ”
Her tone was a little lost, but she still endured it and said: "Happiness is to find a warm person to live a lifetime, from a point of view, I still envy Gao Jiuling."
I'm afraid you'll never understand the loneliness I feel now.
I hate you, I hate you for making me endure loneliness, endure longing, endure waiting.
However, none of these are the most cruel, the cruelest thing is that I have never been used to not seeing you.
Having said so many complaining words, don't blame me, forgive me, okay?
Perhaps, as long as you think of me inadvertently, I will be happy.
Okay, that's it.
Goodbye, no, I don't think we'll ever see each other again in this life. ”
Shi Lei shouted at a loss: "Wait a minute! I have something to say to you. ”
Sun Ying sighed, hung up the phone decisively, and didn't give Shi Lei any chance to speak.
Shi Lei was in a hurry, and kept calling back at the moment, but unfortunately Sun Ying didn't respond at all.
People are fragile, and Shi Lei is no different.
When I was young, I once despised all parting, but when I was in it, I couldn't help but cry secretly.
At this moment, when the person who loves you is completely erased from the world of your heart, this pain is unstoppable.
It turns out that the deepest pain in this world is to leave forever......
Shi Lei returned to his residence decadently.
He stood at the window and looked out, watching the endless stream of cars moving through the busy street as if nothing had changed.
Suddenly thinking of my father and mother who were far away, they would not have thought of my bitterness and bitterness in this strange city, and if they knew my current situation, they would definitely feel sorry for me.
I wanted to call my parents and say hello, but I was afraid that my parents would ask about the current situation, so Shi Lei picked up the mobile phone and hesitated for a long time, but finally didn't call it.
A city, a lifetime of sadness.
Now is the time to leave.......