Chapter 133—If You Were Well (3)
"Let's go see Xuanyu, he hasn't been out of the house for three days......"
Qi Fan walked to the plum tree, stretched out his hand and broke off a plum blossom, the petals trembled, but did not wither, the plum blossom bloomed in his hand, bright red and plain white contrast, like a very beautiful painting.
walked to Shangguan Jin's side and handed her the plum blossom in his hand, but Shangguan Jin suddenly smiled, drank all the wine in the pot, and his white and tender little face was dyed red due to drunkenness, took the plum blossom handed over by Qi Fan, and looked at the plum blossom intently, but he always felt that it was not as good as the one in Qi Fan's hand.
"Childe is guilty......"
Shangguan Jin raised his head and looked at Qi Fan and said slowly, Qi Fan lowered his eyes and looked at her after hearing Shangguan Jin's words, and his eyes that were as dark as the night were dyed with a smile.
"What's the crime?"
While asking, he took out the wine jug in Shangguan Jin's hand, Shangguan Jin rarely drinks alcohol, this time he drank so much, he was afraid that her body would not be able to bear it.
"The white clothes folded into the sin of my heart between my eyebrows."
Shangguan Jin chuckled, and then said, Qi Fan was stunned for a moment when she heard this, knowing that this was just a nonsense when she was drunk, but she couldn't hold back the joy in her heart??。 When Qi Fan reacted, Shangguan Jin was already asleep on the steps, and shook her head helplessly, she was probably too tired...... Just as he was about to reach out and pick up Shangguan Jin, he heard her whispering "Xuanyu...... Xuanyu don't ......"
Even in his sleep, he was worried about Shi Xuanyu, until that time Shi Xuanyu wanted to draw out the memory for Mo Cuo and was blocked by Shangguan Jin, Shi Xuanyu locked himself in the house, and he didn't go out for three days, he didn't know when the wise Shi Xuanyu was so willful, like a child who fell out with an adult and made childish moves to force adults to comfort him.
Shangguan Jin really refused to go to Shi Xuanyu, but in the past three days, she has been drinking every day, sometimes drunk and lying on the stone next to Shi Xuanyu's house, sometimes lying on the roof of Shi Xuanyu, she can't pull it down, and now she is lying on the steps of Shi Xuanyu's house, although she stubbornly refuses to say the words of concern for Shi Xuanyu, but she has been here with Shi Xuanyu, because she is afraid that he will save Mo when she is not paying attention, right?
"Ah Jin, it's cold on the ground...... Pray to take you back. ”
"Don't ...... I'm right here, comfortable here. ”
Shangguan Jin stretched out his hand to push Qi Fan away, muttering dissatisfiedly. At the same time, the wooden door was pushed open with a creak, Shi Xuanyu turned the axle to the door, and reached out to help Shangguan Jin on the ground, although it was a little difficult, but he still held Shangguan Jin in his arms.
"Give her to Xuanyu......"
Seeing Shangguan Jin rubbing against his chest like a small animal feeling warmth, a touch of tenderness appeared in Shi Xuanyu's eyes.
Qi Fan nodded, and seeing that Shangguan Jin was still holding the plum blossom tightly in his hand, he couldn't help but say to Shi Xuanyu: "You know that she is for ......"
"For the sake of Xuanyu's safety, right? Qi Fan, at the beginning, Xuanyu told you that no matter in the past life or this life, we can't change our fate, she must make a choice...... It's not just between Xuanyu and Mocuo, you and Hua are talking about it...... Her choice, your fate and mine. ”
Shi Xuanyu interrupted Qi Fan's words and said, his voice was even colder than this cold night, but Qi Fan's eyes were solemn, why do you need to choose, Xuanyu and Mo Wrong, what does he mean by talking to Hua? Could it be that their fate at the moment is in the hands of Ah Jin? The side that is not chosen will ...... Die?
"Who's in control of all this?"
From the very beginning, he felt as if an invisible hand was pushing them, pushing them into the abyss, forcing Ah Jin to make a choice. All this seems to have become a game of chess, he was originally a chess player, but he threw away the chess pieces for Shangguan Jin, and now even he has become someone else's chess.
Shi Xuanyu hugged Shangguan Jin in his arms a little tighter, and looked up at the dark night sky, no matter how dark it was, there would always be a time when dawn came, but before that, it must be the most painful and difficult moment.
My head hurts...... Shangguan Jin rubbed his eyes and narrowed a gap slightly, hmm...... On the bed, it was still very warm, and I reached out and touched it, but I touched a piece of smooth and delicate skin, ah! Shangguan Jin was so frightened that he jumped up from the bed all of a sudden, but he didn't expect to fall off the bed with a bang, it hurt!
Rubbing the big bag on his head that was instantly swollen with one hand, Shangguan Jin opened one eye, and saw Shi Xuanyu supporting his head with one hand on the inside of the bed, looking at her with a smile, his clothes were half-undone, and a large piece of white skin on his chest was dazzling, and he couldn't wait to step forward and pinch it, but the delicate and smooth touch just now seemed to be still on his hand, how could a big man have such good skin!
"You, Xuanyu, why are you here?"
Shangguan Jin asked in surprise, with a stunned expression on his face.
"Heh, this is Xuanyu's room, Jin'er climbed into Xuanyu's bed in the middle of the night, Xuanyu didn't say much, how could Jin'er ask Xuanyu why she was here?"
Shi Xuanyu said with a smile, with a hint of ridicule in his words. Shangguan Jin rolled his eyes and threw it over, don't say much? Is that less? Do you want to talk about what she did to him after she climbed into his bed? Damn, why can't I remember at all, last night, wasn't Qi Fan by her side?
When I looked up, I saw a plum blossom inserted on the table at the head of Shi Xuanyu's bed, and in the evening, it seemed to be as delicate as the one I had just picked, and the white clothes were folded into the sin in my heart between my eyebrows? Plum blossoms are here, it seems that they did stay with Qifan last night.
But how could Qi Fan leave her here with Shi Xuanyu? As if seeing Shangguan Jin's doubts, Shi Xuanyu's eyebrows were a little gloomy, and then he sorted out his clothes, slowly moved off the bed, and sat in a wheelchair with his hands supported.
"Jin'er, Xuanyu's body, Xuanyu naturally knows that the poison of Mo's mistake has spread to the heart, if you don't detoxify him again, he will fall asleep forever, Jin'er, will you watch him fall asleep?"
"But I can't watch you die! There must be other ways to detoxify ink mistakes, memories like those in previous lives, don't do it. There must be others, and I won't watch any of you leave me! ”
Shangguan Jin shouted at Shi Xuanyu, and then pushed the door from Shi Xuanyu's room and ran out. Shi Xuanyu stretched out his hand behind him and then put it down dejectedly, the blood in his mind, and the white lotus born in the blood, really can't escape the fiddling of fate?
What if they can find a way to protect him and Mo Tso? His lifespan was also short, and he stretched out his hand and looked at it carefully until it became transparent, and when Shi Xuanyu closed his eyes, his hand returned to normal.
He should have died during the years he was imprisoned, but he hadn't seen her yet, how could he be willing? has always had this life left, thinking that she could still accompany her for the rest of her life like a normal person, but these days, in order to predict her next fate, she has exhausted her spiritual power.
Those who know the destiny of heaven have always had a short life, because they know the destiny of heaven, and the secret of heaven cannot be revealed, so each generation of people who know the destiny of heaven is predicting the future for the person who is destined for their own lives. But if you can do something for Shangguan Jin before you die, you will have no regrets even if you die.
Jin'er, when you become famous, it is the day when Xuanyu retires, Xuanyu can only share hardships with you, but not prosperity, because of your goodness, Xuanyu can't afford it.
"Zijin! Zijin! ”
Shangguan Jin pushed open the door of Pei Zijin's residence, but saw Pei Zijin putting on the mask, and in an instant, she still saw the face in the mask, like that...... Zijin ......
"Jin...... Jin'er, why are you here, is there something wrong? ”
Pei Zijin turned around and looked at Shangguan Jin in a little panic, his eyes were a little anxious, he, just now, did Jin'er see it?
Shangguan Jin ignored Pei Zijin's words, walked to Pei Zijin's side, gently stroked the mask with his hand, and wanted to uncover it, but Pei Zijin grabbed her hand.
"Jin'er, give me some dignity, this is not what you want to see."
The scars on his face burned by the earth flames were his most terrible curse, and he had tried to remove them with medicine, but to no avail, he didn't dare to look in the mirror with such a face.
Shangguan Jin bit her lip, forcibly held back her tears, slowly closed her eyes, and while closing them completely, her hand lifted Pei Zijin's mask and gently kissed Pei Zijin's face, the burned skin.
Pei Zijin was stunned, the warm touch on his face was so familiar, but ...... Shangguan Jin reached out and hugged Pei Zijin and whispered in his ear.
"You know, I don't."
Pei Zijin slowly closed his eyes, and a tear crossed his face and dripped down Shangguan Jin's neck, cold to the bone. What she said was that she didn't like it, she didn't say that no matter what he became, he was the same as before in her mind, she admitted that he was ugly now, but she didn't like it.
What if he became what he is now? She doesn't think so, this is the best love story he has ever heard in his life.
"I'm waiting, one day, Zijin will take off the mask in front of me by himself."
Shangguan Jin let go of Pei Zijin, immediately turned around, turned his back to him, and slowly handed the mask in his hand to Pei Zijin behind him, but Pei Zijin didn't answer for a long time, his thoughts drifted to a long, long time ago, when he first saw Shangguan Jin.
She licked his chin and kissed him on the cheek, then said playfully, "What a handsome man." At that time, he hated Shangguan Jin and his appearance, why was he favored by someone like Shangguan Jin, he didn't expect that he would pay so much attention to his appearance later, just to stand by her side and be able to match her a little.
The first time he saw himself in the mirror, he shattered the mirror, and the pieces that fell to the ground, each piece telling how ugly he was. Very few people in the Red Snow Country dared to approach him, except for Aunt Zhang, the eyes of others looking at him were either fear or disdain.
Instead of humbly not daring to face Shangguan Jin with his true face for the rest of his life, it is better to change back to the face of the previous day, and be with Shangguan Jin, one day, one day is enough.