Chapter 115: Probably It Hurts Too Much
Shen Yao was still some distance away from her at this time, and she only saw her open her mouth in the dark night, not knowing what to say.
He walked briskly towards her, grabbed her wrists, and shouted, "Turn your feet back!" β
Yan Qianxun shook his head, still smiling: "I want to sit here for a while." β
"I'll ask my aunt to make you sobering soup, go down and drink it, don't sit here and blow the wind!"
"Hmm......" Yan Qianxun still shook his head, "No, I just want to sit here and not go anywhere." β
Shen Yao was suddenly stunned.
What's the deal with this familiar willfulness?
Yan Qianxun's feet swayed, one hand pressed against the edge, and he turned his gaze to stare at the scenery under his feet.
She doesn't remember it very well.
How long had it been since she had jumped out of that cage?
She seemed to have been in a daze, locked in darkness, with no five senses, no consciousness, no idea how much time had passed, and she didn't know how the outside world had changed.
Seeing that she refused to come down obediently, Shen Yao didn't dare to forcibly hug her back, now there are no protective measures here, in case she doesn't hold it tightly, it will be bad if there is an accident.
As long as she doesn't move, nothing should happen.
It was very windy on the rooftop, Shen Yao took off his coat and draped it on her, frowning: "Then you promise me, don't move!" β
He saw her nodding, he must have heard.
It's weird......
Is the wine sober?
The current Qianqian doesn't seem to be drunk, and she is a little sober.
But with this sobriety, she seemed to give him a feeling of being a different person.
It's neither like Qianqian before getting drunk, nor like Qianqian a long time ago, in short, it's very strange.
"Give me your hand." Shen Yao said.
Yan Qianxun heard it, raised his left hand, and in the next second, he was caught by Shen Yao, and he grabbed it very tightly.
He had probably just run a while, and his palms were warm, and she had been blowing the wind for a while, and her palms were cold and cold, so she felt that his hands were very warm.
Yan Qianxun raised his eyes slightly.
He held it so tightly, as if he was afraid that she would slip out of his hands, and she smiled and said, "If only you had held me like this that year." β
Shen Yao was slightly stunned and smiled coldly: "So you still remember?" I thought that with a Si Jin Tang, you would forget all the bits and pieces of our past! β
Before he finished speaking, he felt the small hand in his palm squirm, and he didn't know why.
Yan Qianxun's right hand pressed on his heart, and his body suddenly curled up a little.
It hurts......
She never imagined that one day she would get to the point where her heart would cramp at the sound of a certain name, as if someone was grabbing her heart alive and trying to pop it.
Si Jintang......
Her palms suddenly became stronger.
Shen Yao also noticed her strangeness, she trembled, and her hands began to clench.
He was slightly surprised: "What's wrong with you?" Is it cold? β
Yan Qianxun shook his head.
Yan Qianxun turned his head and looked at Shen Yao's gaze, as if sighing: "Ah Yao, it's all your fault." β
βοΌβ Shen Yao was confused, "Blame me??? β
"Why didn't you come when I asked you to come? If you had coaxed me, I wouldn't have messed with you. Yan Qianxun's tone was a little aggrieved.
When Shen Yao heard this, he snorted arrogantly: "If I don't go over, won't you come over?" Why have I always been soft? β
"People are girls, big pig's trotters......" Yan Qianxun looked at him and snorted coldly, "You said when we were together that you would spoil me for the rest of my life." You've just changed your mind! β
"Phew! When will I-" Shen Yao said to his lips, dumbfounded.
I almost slipped my mouth!
"Oh?" Yan Qianxun's eyes lit up, and his eyes immediately became sly, "So, you still like me now?" β
The only thing she couldn't let go of before she died was Ah Yao.
At that time, Daddy and his brother were gone, and Yiyi and Xingyu would one day come out of the shadow of losing her, and only Ah Yao ......
She hadn't even seen him again.
She also didn't know if Ah Yao had let her go.
It's okay to let it go, and she won't have to worry about it when she dies, but if she hasn't let it go......
How much damage should her death have done to him?
She recalled that from the initial refusal to admit defeat, to the later abandonment of him without hesitation for the sake of that man, and then to her death, she was always hurting him.
But this fool seems to be still waiting for her.
She is no longer the willful sixteen-year-old girl, she has lived for twenty-eight years, and at the moment of death, she finally understands human life.
Looking at Ah Yao in front of her again, she could see the nostalgia for herself in his eyes clearly.
She doesn't know who she's heard say, the person who really likes you, you can see everything in his eyes.
Thinking about it this way, she had never seen anything in the eyes of that man.
"Who said that?!" Shen Yao wanted to let go of his hand for the first time, but held back, "What nonsense are you talking about one by one?!" β
She hasn't seen them yet.
"No," Yan Qianxun smiled, "I guess." You don't like me, don't send me back to Si's house, why do you take me back to your house? What do you want to do to me? β
"Who...... Who wants to do what! β
Shen Yao: ?
What's going on!
Why do you feel like you're no longer in charge?
Obviously, after she came back, she was obedient and well-behaved, obedient in front of him, often rainbow farts, and he was a little floating recently.
Suddenly, that good Qianqian is gone, ...... this person in front of him?
He couldn't bear it!
Wrong...... It's so wrong!
"I just don't know the address of the Si family!"
"How fresh, haven't you been to Si's house? It was his birthdayβ"
"How long ago was that! Who remembers!! β
"Oh," Yan Qianxun smiled, "The Si family doesn't know, the Yan family always knows, right?" I forgot the address of Yan's house? β
"Forgot!!" Shen Yao was angry, "I forgot all about you together!" Who wants to remember what is related to you! Traitor! β
"Oh......" Chihiro moved, "Then I'll go back myself." β
"Don't move! Slow down! β
Seeing her eyes, Shen Yao quibbled: "What do you see?" I'm afraid that if you fall to death, I'll be the first suspect! β
Under the moonlight, Yan Qianxun smiled: "Well, then you hold me." β
When Yan Qianxun stood up, Shen Yao saw that she was not wearing shoes.
"You don't even wear shoes!"
"It's okay, I came up in a hurry, I forgot."
When she suddenly became conscious, she found herself in the Shen family.
It was all too familiar to her.
Every time she appeared, she didn't have time to look at the world for a long time, and then she fell into an endless sleep.
She wanted to stand taller and see farther.
Shen Yao found that she didn't want to come down, but when she stood up and walked on the edge, her heart hung in her throat.
Especially since she still walks precariously.
"What the hell are you trying to do?! Give it to me!! I don't think you know it hurts! If you fall down, you won't die and become half-disabled, you feel good! β
When Yan Qianxun looked down, he was very calm and muttered, "It hurts." β
A moment of pain.
But she forgot whether it was physical pain or heart.
It hurts.
It was the only thought she had 0.01 seconds before she lost consciousness.
Even now, I can still remember it.
I guess it hurts too much.