Su Shi's Arctic Adventure Chapter 63 Alternate Fates
Su Shi fell into a deep guilt for his sister, he was shaken, so many years have passed, his sister has already become an indispensable part of his life, many days and nights he sleepless shuttle between the past and the future, just to find a way to reduce his sister's pain.
But after all, he is still thinking about things in a self-centered way.
Su Shi sat up, leaning on the tree weakly, the light in his eyes gradually dissipated, Liu Zhixun saw that Su Shi's fighting spirit gradually disappeared, and he was also very anxious, but her poor life experience had no way to tell her what to do now, she could only repeat the words she had heard from others to Su Shi.
Turning around, Liu Zhixun slowly approached Su Shi, pulled Su Shi's cuffs, and called Su Shi back from a state of distraction, seeing Su Shi's consciousness returning, Liu Zhixun slowly said to Su Shi:
"I remember, Sister Liu once said that if separation is destined to be painful, then at least before separation, every moment should be filled with happy memories." Yoo Jixun also recalls his past happiness.
Su Shi knew what the girl in front of him had experienced, but Su Shi was only surprised, why Liu Zhixun, who had experienced the departure of his relatives and friends, could still smile so calmly. In his opinion, every parting is painful, and every goodbye will be remembered by him and heartbroken.
"Why can you say these things with a smile?"
"Why not? We all experience life and death, isn't it normal for this kind of thing to happen? ”
"But, they are all human beings, shouldn't those who left footprints in your life suddenly leave you?"
Su Shi yelled helplessly, he didn't understand, he didn't understand why someone would think so much about parting, he didn't understand why someone could tell the past parting with a smile. He didn't understand why he couldn't feel a little sadness in Liu Zhixun's eyes.
The guilt of his sister, the helplessness of the past, and the self-blame for himself, made Su Shi's heart no longer bearable, under this ancient tree, Su Shi cried loudly for a long time. And Liu Zhixun can only accompany Su Shi on the side at this moment until Su Shi ends venting his emotions.
Liu Zhixun looked at the current Su Shi, as if he saw the past self, the self who was abandoned by everyone, the self who cried in the underground cave, the self who was still uneasy until the tears dried up, and finally reluctantly embarked on the journey to find Su Shi. Looking at it, Liu Zhixun finally understood what Sister Liu, who gave her name at that time, said.
Just wait for Su Shi's mood to calm down, anyway, it's still a long time here, Liu Zhixun thought in his heart.
It was probably about the length of a day and night, Su Shi finally figured out what he was going to do, turned his head, and promised to Liu Zhixun, who was looking at him tirelessly, in a tone that seemed to wake up after sleeping for a long time:
"I'll help you deal with this corrupted god, and it's my reward for you, after that, if you want to return to human society, I'll help you solve it."
But on Su Shi's face, there was no anger in sight, only sadness and guilt.
"Actually, I just sneaked a peek at your memory." Liu Zhixun timidly confessed to Su Shi. "It's strange, it's your memory, but it's sealed."
"You see, those are my memories for the future." Su Shi looked at Liu Zhixun in front of him, and an indescribable warmth welled up in his heart, maybe there was finally someone who could see his fate and could have similar feelings to him?
"What do you see? It's my lonely future, I know, I knew from the beginning when I got this ability, what kind of life I would experience, what kind of ending I would usher in, I knew it, but I was not reconciled, why did other people have countless possibilities, in countless parallel universes to interpret different endings, and I could only be the only one, on a fixed path. Su Shi said these words calmly, but this calmness was the peace of mind before the collapse.
"Actually, aren't our fates all fixed?"
"Each of us can only be in one universe, isn't it? Even if there are infinite possibilities, what does it have to do with us in this universe? Your so-called countless possibilities are just a kind of speculation on your part, but in fact, everyone is walking on a designed path without knowing it, and you have gained this perception, isn't it a good thing? ”
Liu Zhixun felt that she couldn't watch Su Shi's psychological state slide into an uncontrollable state, she tried her best to find answers from the past exchanges with the members of the scientific expedition team, fortunately, everyone in the scientific expedition team had a wide range of knowledge, which made Liu Zhixun, who talked to him, also benefited a lot.
"Realize that the past is not admonished, and those who know the future can be traced. It's not far away, and I feel that today is but yesterday is not...... Su Shi gently sang an ancient poem that he once liked very much, and even composed a song for it, whenever he felt lonely, Su Shi would always sing this melody.
"When that's all done, I'll teach you this piece I composed, and I like it.
"yes, definitely." Liu Zhixun felt that Su Shi's fighting spirit was back, although she could still feel Su Shi's emotional changes, and that kind of guilt could not be hidden.
"Su Shi?" There was silence between the two again, until the sun in this space hung diagonally again, and the red light shone on the two of them, that Liu Zhixun spoke. "After waiting for more than two hundred years, I finally waited for you, my mission will indeed end, but you still have to wait for a long time."
After thinking about it for a long time, Liu Zhixun still felt that he should discuss these things with Su Shi, although there would be no change, but at least it should give Su Shi some motivation to move forward.
"Yes, I'll have to wait a long time, after all, time is a meaningless thing with me." Su Shi responded to the girl's words with a wry smile. "Actually, eternity is not a good thing sometimes, especially for someone like me who doesn't want to accept parting."
From the beginning of reading part of Su Shi's memory, Liu Zhixun has admired this Su Shi who has a heavy mission, as an ordinary human in the past, can make such great achievements, in Liu Zhixun's eyes, Su Shi has become a very attractive person.
"It's like your fate has been handed over to me." Su Shi had a smile on his face, but his tone could not break any joyful feelings. "I should pay tribute to your family, and I will inherit your mission."
In the end, it was the two who had watched each other's memories, and when Su Shi said this, Liu Zhixun understood that Su Shi was ready to accept his fate, and he no longer ran away. But maybe that's the case, maybe the heart really changes so easily.