When it was completely dark, Xie Jinling woke up slowly. She cried in her sleep, and when she woke up, her eyes were red and swollen like a small walnut. Xu Sangtian looked distressed, and reached out to gently caress her eyes with his thumb: "Ling Ling, what did you tell my sister about?" ”

It seems that after so many days of loneliness, hesitation, grievance, and helplessness, she finally found an outlet after seeing Xu Sangtian, and she cried before she could start talking. Xu Sangtian took her into his arms and let her cry happily.

She kept gently patting her on the back and comforting her.

waited for Xie Jinling to cry on her shoulder before he spoke intermittently: "I...... Every day...... Tell my children every day...... I said, it's not that Dad doesn't want you anymore, in fact, Dad loves you very much, it's just ...... It's just that Dad hasn't ...... yet Not ready to be a dad yet......"

Xie Jinling hugged Xu Sangtian's neck, and finally cried: "Sister Sangtian, I know, I know he doesn't like me...... He didn't like me all along...... I also persuaded myself not to like him, but ...... But...... If you like it so easy to control, can you still call it like? ”

"Do you know how happy I was the moment I had his child? I want to tell him, I want to tell him right away! But I know he doesn't like it...... He won't like it! I don't want my child to be born just because of an accident, I don't want his birth to bring only the hatred of the father, so I ...... I can't ......."

"Sister Sang Tian, I'm so sad, I hate myself for not being the one he likes...... If I were that person, would he be happy to know that I had a child......" Xie Jinling's sobbing did not stop, because her heart was cramping fiercely, she could only bite Xu Sangtian's shoulder to restrain her sadness.

Every time Xie Jinling said a point, Xu Sangtian's heart hurt a point, and that pain was no less painful than when he learned that Xie Jinsong had an accident.

"Ling Ling, tell me who he is?"

Xie Jinling shook his head: "Sister Sang Tian, don't ask, I don't want to say, don't force me, okay?" ”

Xu Sangluan was helpless and distressed, but since she didn't want to say his name, she didn't force her, and one day she would know: "Okay, I won't ask, whether I'm hungry or not, whether I want to eat or not." ”

Xie Jinling shook his head: "Sister Sang Tian, I lied to my child, do you think he will hate me?" ”

Xu Sangtian held Xie Jinling's head and looked directly into her eyes: "Ling Ling, if his birth is destined to be unfortunate, then why bother to let him come to this world to suffer." Well, you are weak now, and you must eat well. You wait for me, I'll go and give you hot porridge. ”

Xie Jinling just wants to lie down and sleep alone now, but she wants to have someone by her side. She didn't dare to find the people around her, she didn't dare to tell her mother, and she didn't dare to tell the little sisters around her, because as long as Xie Jinxiao said a word, her little sisters would immediately sell her clean.

But Xu Sangtian was an accident, when she needed someone to be by her side the most, God gave her Xu Sangtian, so that she could comfort her broken heart.

She reached out to her flat lower abdomen, during the day, there was still a small life living in it, it was her and Tong Yuyang's blood and bones, and it was also the consequence of a revenge.

She loved him, loved him very much, and during these two bleak days, the child was her only comfort. Whenever he thought about crying in the dead of night, there was a little life in his body that accompanied her through the long night. Whenever the heartache is unbearable, the child will be the little sweetness in her bitter heart.