Still in a state of flux for a long time [3]

He Beici has been with me, accompanied me after the fairy stick, accompanied me to watch the children go back to their respective homes, and accompanied me to watch the lights in the courtyard go out.

The second half of the night.

I asked him how he was going back, and he said he had already bought a train ticket for two o'clock when he came. "Then I'll take you to the station." I was about to go back and get my car keys, but he grabbed an arm and went around a roundabout.

"What do you do?" He asked me.

"I'll go back and get the car keys and take you to the station."

Unexpectedly, I was pressed into his arms, "I'll be worried if you drive me back, don't worry, there will be a car at night." ”

He's right, even if he comes to drive when he goes, I won't necessarily be able to drive back safely. He knew how hard my family affair had hit me, big enough for me to instinctively reject everything that had to do with their departure.

I burrowed into his arms and smelled his own scent. "Happy New Year."

This is the first year we've spent together.

The corners of He Beici's mouth rose slightly, and he hugged me tightly, "Ah Yu, you don't have to be so strong, my shoulders are not decorations, they can bear your fragility." ”

He rubbed my face, "Got it?" I could only nod desperately in response. My hand was held tightly by him, "I'm sending you home, you have to rest early, you can't get up to eat breakfast in the morning just because Tai Yin got up early to go to work." I'll call you tomorrow morning. ”

He chattered like an old man along the way, and I couldn't help but stop laughing, and slowly walked to the door with his arm, "I'm here." ”

He let go of my hand, "Go inside." ”

"Then remember to send me a message when you're sleepy, and I'll get back to you if I'm not asleep."

He looked down and smiled, and I walked up a step back to be able to meet his eye level, "Then I'm in." ”

"Hmm."

The three steps were very fast, but in two seconds I took out the key and was about to open the door, when he suddenly shouted, "Su Yuzhi."

I looked back and saw him standing in front of me in three steps and two steps, and the next moment my lips were blocked by him, his kiss was aggressive, I was pressed against the door by him, unconsciously stood on tiptoe and grabbed his shoulders and tried to respond to this kiss.

Finally, when I was about to run out of breath, he let go of me, "Come in, I'm leaving." ”

"Stay safe." I waved my hand at him twice, then turned and opened the door and walked in.

He messaged me that I was actually awake when I arrived, and I didn't want him to worry about my insomnia, so he didn't reply to him. It was still cold in the bed, and I couldn't feel the slightest warmth even when I was huddled up. The picture of the warmth of the family in the past years flashed in my mind over and over again, and I no longer shed tears when I thought of my parents, but I would regret that they didn't see me grow up, and I could be on my own.

It's just that all kinds of hardships and hardships in the future can only be fought by me alone.

At that time, I didn't want to rely too much on He Beici, for fear that he would delay some important things because of me. Studying medicine is already difficult, and I can't let him be distracted by me too much.

When I think about it, he is about to be a senior and is about to go to the hospital for an internship, and it would be a real luxury for me to imagine that he and I would meet like this now.

I was woken up early the next morning by He Beici's phone call, my hair was still covering my face at the moment, and I didn't want to do it, "Hey? ”