Chapter 168: Xiao Yu's Memories

After staying in the water for an hour, the sunlight had already slipped away from sneaking away, and Qin Yu walked out of the pool.

After getting dressed, Qin Yu looked up and saw that it was already a little dim, and it was estimated that the wind should be raging in the Tiebi Canyon again.

There was a squeaky sound in his ears, Qin Yu followed the prestige, and several rat beasts ran towards the distance along the angle between the stone wall and the ground, and soon disappeared into the cave in the distance, Zheng Na was a fist-sized rat hole.

Qin Yu wanted to know if the rat hole was formed or if these rat beasts had dug it themselves, and maybe there were other reasons. Qin Yu would always look at these stone walls in a daze when he was bored or bored, thinking about how he could dig a pit in these stone walls, so that he could climb out of the canyon directly along the stone walls.

Of course, she had also considered countless times whether Li Ling had not walked out of this canyon or not. At first, Qin Yu was almost certain that Li Ling had been blown into the abyss at the end of the canyon by a hurricane in the Iron Wall Canyon. But the strange thing was that Qin Yu always had a voice in her heart telling her that Li Ling would not die so easily. Yes, when she was with Li Ling, no matter from that aspect, Li Ling didn't look like a person who gave up easily, he must have found a way to get out of the canyon.

Qin Yu suspected that Li Ling was picked up by the batman, although Remnant Wing told Qin Yu that it didn't do so, but Remnant Wing told her that the number of bats was far more than Qin Yu imagined, so much so that Remnant Wing himself didn't know how many clans there were in this world.

It's a pity that Qin Yu has been staying here a lot, but he has never seen a single batman come here, not even a few flying birds. Flies would occasionally come in one or two, but Qin Yu wouldn't think about catching enough flies and then letting them fly out of the canyon with him.

"Hehe, I'm really whimsical!" Qin Yu thought bitterly, and a wry smile appeared on his face. I thought that women are like this, no matter what happens in the future, no matter whether they will be trapped here forever, at least now, they are a little more beautiful, this is something worth worrying about, isn't it?

And it doesn't seem wrong to stay here, at least I feel unusually clean. Qin Yu has never been with his parents anymore, and he lives with his grandfather, who is in charge of everything, and he may not see each other for ten and a half months, and he doesn't seem to be a person who likes to join in the fun. She often hears that some people are used to being lonely, and their personalities will change drastically, or they will become extremely withdrawn, and they will no longer want to see people or communicate with anyone, or they will become crazy and crazy, and they will desperately want to communicate with people, even if they are facing a mosquito or a grass, and they will talk and quarrel endlessly. But Qin Yu didn't, she felt that she was still herself, and she hadn't changed at all.

But she also understands that what she thinks is normal may be abnormal in the eyes of others, just like mental patients who always shout that they are not sick, and their unreasonable actions are all justified in their own eyes.

"Phew! Whatever, as long as I live a good life and live every one seriously! Maybe Li Ling will really come to this canyon and come to me somewhere! Qin Yu sighed and looked up.

Before you know it, the color is already completely black, and the starlight above your head is sprinkled with command. On a whim, Qin Yu remembered that Li Ling had left so many instructions for himself on the stone wall of the cave, in case he suddenly found a way to get out of the canyon, but it was a pity that Li Ling didn't meet him when he came here.

It's a pity that there is no such thing as mobile phones and networks here, Qin Yu thought of the human knights who he and Nayin attacked in the sharp-beaked swamp, judging by their fighting style and dress, they did not develop much advanced technology in this world, but seemed to have returned to the Middle Ages.

Taking out the dagger she carried, Qin Yu began to carve under the wall, the first word she naturally thought of 'Li', the tip of the dagger pressed heavily on the stone wall, Qin Yu gritted his teeth and pulled violently.

"Sting!" There was a screeching sound, and a shallow mark appeared on the wall. But that's enough, carving on this hard stone wall, as long as nothing big happens, I'm afraid it will never disappear.

When the first word was engraved, Qin Yu felt a little ugly, and subconsciously wiped it with his hands, wiped it, but there was no response, and he wiped it hard, wiped it several times, but there was still no response......

"Rub!" Qin Yu scolded in a low voice. It was this swearing sentence that made Qin Yu stunned for a moment. Then, as if he had suddenly gone crazy, Qin Yu punched the wall hard. "Made! Look at what you've become, you're crazy and stupid, don't you know it yourself? See who you're spending time with? Brutes, bats, rats! ”

Qin Yu screamed, and the good mood in the afternoon was completely drowned out by the negative emotions that suddenly erupted in an instant.

"Bang! Bang! Qin Yu threw away the dagger and hammered it the stone wall. There was a hot pain on the back of his hand, and Qin Yu waved his fists even more frantically as if he were angry.

Soon, I don't know if it was because of the pain in her fist or the annoyance in her heart, tears rolled down her cheeks.

It wasn't until Qin Yu was tired and her hands began to go numb that Qin Yu sat down on the ground and put his hands on his chest.

With the help of the starlight, Qin Yu took a look at the back of her hand, and it was no longer possible to describe the injury on the back of her hand with the skin and flesh, because the flesh and blood on the back of her hand were completely ruptured and squeezed around, and in the middle of the back of her hand, there were white fine bones, and some black scum was stained on it.

"Hehe, you can't die from such an injury, right? I don't need to be surprised! Qin Yu grinned, but said a little unconvinced.

I don't know who I'm angry with, and Qin Yu, who usually starts shouting when he is a little injured, is like a different person now.

After another stick of incense, Qin Yu, who was lying flat on the ground, sat up, thinking about how to deal with his wounds. She was surprised to find that the wound on the back of her hand seemed to be different from before.

Qin Yu clearly remembered that a quarter of an hour ago, there was not a single complete muscle on the back of her hand, it was almost completely black dirt and white bones, although the bones on the back of her hand looked unbroken, but it was also very terrifying.

But now, the back of Qin Yu's hand had become red, and something that looked like flesh and blood was covering the back of her hand, and Qin Yu gently pressed the fingers of his left hand on the back of his right hand.

"Hiss......" Qin Yu took a breath of cold air, and his brows furrowed tightly. But then, her brow furrowed, and she thought to herself that if there was really flesh on the back of her hand, then it must have grown just now. For a moment, Qin Yu felt that he was dazzled just now, or that he had hallucinated first. How could a wound heal so quickly? Unless her body has mutated.

"Even if it's a cancer cell, it can't multiply so fast, right?" Qin Yu muttered to himself. But as soon as the words fell, she suddenly realized that this was the world of Sirte, and she had seen many strange things, such as giant rabbits that could talk to people, bats with strong martial arts, and the incredible abilities possessed by Alma's people, almost none of which she could explain with the experience and rules of the earth. So......

Qin Yu looked down at the back of her hand again, and she saw that the edge of the back of her hand had become quite complete. It may not be long before the wound on her palm heals.

Qin Yu opened his eyes wide with all his might, looking at the wound on the back of his hand, as if he saw that the flesh and blood on the wound were squirming at a very slow speed. Sometimes, though, she doesn't see the slightest movement.

"Now, that's incredible." Qin Yu sighed again, and simply lay on the ground, quietly feeling the itching and swelling on the back of her hand, she felt that this feeling was extremely comfortable, giving her a warm blessing of being treated and cared for, just like when she was sick, lying in her mother's arms.

It's a pity that there are very few feelings, and Qin Yu, who is less, only remembers the only time......

"Mom, when are you and Dad leaving?"

"A month later, Yu. My dad and I will be with you this winter vacation. ”

Second, Qin Yu asked his mother the same question, and the answer he got was twenty-nine.

Third, it was a repetitive question, but the answer became twenty-eight. Qin Yu didn't know how much twenty-eight was, but she could count, from one to one hundred. So, she brought a matchbox and filled it with twenty-eight matches, and every time she asked, she remembered to throw away one match.

Yu remembers that his father once told his mother that he could not let her ask this question, so as not to make Yu sad, and the most important thing is to live happily.

It's a pity that Yu's mother doesn't think so, she always feels that she should tell Yu everything clearly, so that she can prepare in her heart. Because as a mother, she has seen many children holding their parents' ankles before they leave and refusing to let go, crying even more. Yu's mother will not leave with the cry of the child at any time, let alone let her find that her parents have gone abroad after a sleep and will be back for a long time.

So, Yu and her mother spent a happy summer vacation in such a question and answer, but it made her feel more and more panicked by her age.

It wasn't until her mother's answer became three that Qin Yu found that there were no more matchsticks in her matchbox, she was very sad and wanted her mother to accompany her more. But she counts the rest of the counts, and she has developed a habit. Despite her age, Yu already knew that her parents were going to a far away place to do very important things, many times more important than playing with her. She didn't dare to cry to get her mother to spend more time with her.

Inadvertently, Qin Yu heard such a story that a child deliberately kicked off the quilt while sleeping in order not to go to school, so he caught a cold and didn't go to school for a whole week. But the price was terrible, and he was taken to the hospital for injections......

So, Qin Yu also used the same method. She caught a cold as she wished, but just a little earlier.

Second, the groggy Qin Yu lay on his father's back and was taken to the clinic. The doctor took her temperature, checked her tongue, told her to take medicine, and then told her mother to take good care of her.

"Mom, are you leaving tomorrow?" Qin Yu asked.

"No, mom will take care of you until you get better, and then she won't leave. After all, it's important for you to get sick! Mom said.

"Great." Qin Yu said with a high chest.

That night, Mom held Yu for the whole night.

What a wonderful night it was, although Qin Yu's mind was dizzy, the moon outside the window was big and round, and the stars were also very bright. Yu slept in her mother's arms and felt warmth like never before.

"If I keep getting sick like this, my mom will never leave." Yu really thought at that time.

Second, when it was almost dawn, Qin Yu woke up, she saw her mother's red and swollen eyes and tired appearance, she couldn't bear it, but when she thought that her parents left her and she didn't know when she would be able to come back, she gently uncovered the corners of the quilt and clothes, exposing her body to the cold air Zheng

When she looked at her mother again, she was awake, her eyes were still red and swollen, but she was full of smiles: "What are you doing, guy?" ”

"I ...... I...... When I'm sick, you won't go? "Qin Yu is struggling.

"You ......" Mother Tsai looked at Qin Yu carefully, and before she could speak, her eyes were red, and her voice trembled a little: "Come on, child, it's not bright yet, let's sleep again!" ”

Second, in Qin Yu's full of anticipation, her mother told her: "You foul Yu, and your mother will let you know whether a person should be strong towards pain or weak to win sympathy!" With that, Mom picked up the luggage she had already packed.

"Let's go, let's go, if you don't go, you won't be able to catch the plane! I'll take care of it. Qin Yu's grandfather urged.

Mother seemed to tell Qin Yu something in the end, but at that time, Qin Yu didn't think about it, she just wondered why her shoulders were shaking so much? Of course, it's more hatred - hating mom and leaving without looking back.

This hatred lasted for a long, long time, for several years, she didn't even want to answer her mother's phone, hated to hear her voice, and didn't allow her grandfather to nag about her parents' previous affairs and their work and life at that time.

It wasn't until she grew up and saw the picture on her grandfather's desk and read the letter about the sacrifice of her parents that this hatred gradually dissipated. But she has always felt that her parents left so ruthlessly at the beginning, which was irresponsible to herself.

But just tonight, just when the wounds on her hands were healing rapidly, Qin Yu inexplicably recalled her mother, her love for herself, and the last words she said to herself—mother will let you know whether a person should be strong towards pain or weak to win sympathy!

Obviously, hers is the former.