Chapter 192: Empty Self-Compassion
"But what you said is completely correct, and I don't remember a lot of it!" "Originally, I wanted to keep some just to let myself know, but I didn't expect it to be seen by you, so I'll say it." Rarely, a bright and warm sun appeared in the sky, and with this heat, the captain dared to observe the man in real time. The pair of eyes reflected by the light are so transparent at this moment, and they have a broader mind than any wise man.
But he looked listless after all, even in the warm sun, the aura on his body was still very dark, and it didn't seem to match his original gaze, this state that couldn't be blended together seemed so abrupt, as if to indicate that he was not born here. is a reincarnated outcast, a defective existence.
"I'm a commander from the early exploration team, I lost all my team members for some reason, and finally made it to your destination alone!" He was like a child who had done something wrong, and suddenly became very lonely, but he still mustered up the courage to say. At this time, he is no longer the man shrouded in mystery, he is just an isolated ordinary person.
The captain felt incredible, after all, there was a mess of existence in his head, and after a long time, the other party turned out to be basically at the same level as himself. Still, he, did he say he had already been to the branch? "What's there? You must share the news with us, after all, our team still has to go back to the business. The captain began to repeat his old tricks again. But he always has to learn to be good, otherwise it will be a matter of burning his ass.
"And you mean everyone else died?" , the captain then thought of the key point of the other party's heavy heart. "Yes." , The man did not cry silently, although his present is in control of the past and the future, and it is also under the framework that has been given, what has changed is not up to him to intervene, he knows his position, a bigger and more weighty chess piece. Rebirth also exists only to accomplish another thing.
"Also, the branch camp is very dangerous and you can't handle it. That's why I beg you not to go. If someone really leaves, they will pay the price for what they think is rationality and purpose. The former sentence is a warning, and the latter sentence is like a warning, and the captain understands it, and he still has to find time to talk to others. After all, men are not just for the existence of those who have passed away, his appearance on the trajectory of this group of teams has to be said to be a natural coincidence, or more vividly, an opportunity. A meeting that was scheduled.
"O living, try to face your grief as little as possible!" , the man captain snorted softly at the lush and messy withered grass in front of him. Although it is not in tune, it is enough to make the captain feel a lot of creepy things. The rest of the land didn't seem to be of much importance, and even if there were, the captain didn't want to be an observer. He knows the more he understands, the sooner he dies!
"Okay, that's it." , The captain bowed his head slightly to the side, and then stood up confidently, not forgetting to pat off the grass clippings under his buttocks, and walked calmly in the direction of everyone's busyness. There was no hint of panic, as if he was not only a captain but also a strategist, smiling to help.
Who can know, the earth-shattering thunderbolt has already broken his thinking, he thought he had estimated the worst consequences, but he didn't expect the truth to come so suddenly, and what is even more unacceptable is that the reality is so cruel. Even if you go back, it's not necessarily the best way out. The warning of the task identified by the headquarters in the man's words has been lingering in his mind, thinking that it is just more difficult, at best, it is more difficult!
So far, I think I'm beautiful. But he couldn't help the presence of the rudder in the wind like this, and slapped the oars a few times from it, trying to save the situation. I didn't want to see so many people die one after another without knowing what to do, go back, what if you go back? It's not that he was killed by a pit on the next trip, and he was killed by yin!
He suddenly felt extremely annoyed and frustrated, and he had never regretted living in such a decadent world. He always maintained the best concept of music, and for the first time, he had the idea of retreating, and the news of these touching factors was obtained from the real front line, the so-called bottom layer of the social soil, and there was no need for him to deceive himself. Because he is nothing, he goes out to be the captain of a reconnaissance team, and in addition to the name of being banned at any time, he is just a despicable survivor.
Like many others, he arrived at the headquarters in a daze, like a shepherd who had been driven from one pasture to another, though he could eat something to sustain his existence. But it is always in a moving "flock limitation", and one day, it will face its own destiny. There are many kinds of processes of dying, and the result is just such a miserable and desolate lonely existence.
For countless days, this was a fixed number that could not be changed! There is no single condition that can break the current situation.
The sky is falling apart, the mountains and seas are splintering, and the "shepherds" are tirelessly taking over the tasks of their ancestors, and the rapid development of the changing times cannot make room for a place of activity for the fixed thinking. This is the established rule, there is no way to change the people of the past, and the people of the future will not be able to replace them!
Thinking about it, the captain's ankles became more and more weak. But he was still walking tenaciously, only two strides away from the opposite team. His eyes suddenly went black, and his body went limp.
Xiao Xin, who was close at hand, was still smiling at the captain who came over with a nervous mind, and he also wondered about the existence of his usual steady steps, but at this time he was a little vain. Seeing that the captain had fallen, he rushed over with one lunge. "Hey, hey! Feed. Wake up. In the captain's last consciousness, he only heard the call of a voice.
Tiredness, frustration, unwillingness, and relief were all left behind at this time, and the captain suddenly felt liberated. It turned out that this was his own price, touching the reverse scales in the distance. It seems that you can't hide. The last of your strength turns into a smile, let it bloom! When you die, you don't look withered and uncomfortable, and beauty never forgets to embellish a wonderful hue. The captain's breath gradually calmed down, and then there was no silence!
Hearing Xiaoxin's cry, everyone quickly threw away their work and rushed over, and their handling was a little more professional, laying the captain's body flat, but, but at this time, they also found that the captain's heart had stopped beating, but they were unwilling to give up, for the existence of an uncle, they were not only an admiration for the existence of the captain, but also a level of respect.
Although I don't know what happened to him, in the end, the fight that should be done is still in place. Even if that's the end result! 020 reading
No one noticed that a few steps away from the weeds a man slowly got up and disappeared into the depths of the withered yellow grass. Without trying to fiddle with the things around them, they automatically avoided the enigmatic being.
"Why are they all withered yellow, because their predecessors were scorched products of destruction, and they were reborn in the flames, and after all, they did not reach the beauty they once had. Ha ha! Homecoming, fun. The man's figure gradually disappeared, disappearing into a path that no one had discovered.
"The MB-324 Ignition Gene has been implanted in the inside of the blade of grass!
Please debug the scheduled time, or trigger the condition! ”
An emotionless synthesized sound lingers in the man's mind, "The group has been stagnant for a long time, and it can be activated when it is quiet." ”
The mood of helplessness has always been out of tune with cold-bloodedness.
The man thought for a moment and gave the most reasonable answer.
"The condition has been implanted. End of session! The buzz in consciousness also subsided.
"Over!", the man replied in a rare way. He walked into the night sky in the distance, and by the way, the sun was moving in the opposite direction of his movement. This is why there are still a large number of grass-based plants in this area.
Everyone knelt in a circle, they had no better way, the emergency measures that should have been done had been tried. The captain was still lifeless, and the temperature in his chest was already about the same as the temperature. Despite their reluctance to admit it, the lads understood that the captain was dead.
What can they do? It was an impassable distance to the nearest branch camp, and it was from there that it was rushed back. And what about the ship's anchorage, which is too far away.
Never before has the place that I once thought of as beautiful has ever been so out of reach as it has been now, to the point of heartbreak. They wrapped the captain's face and lifted him halfway through the camp. There was always a place that belonged to the captain, and now they inherited everything from him-
Bring back the body of the dead!
All the rest of the people are silently doing their jobs, although the backbone is gone, but the work that should be done is still to be done in an orderly manner.
Late at night, the rest of the crowd did not choose to sleep, but gathered around the campfire to keep warm.
What is that, the horizon is already draped in a touch of red light!
On that day, from the outside to the inside, not a single inch of grass grows, and the team is destroyed!
Leave ashes empty and self-pity!