Chapter 129

Yin Ji was very disgusted with such a thing as "whistleblowing", and subconsciously thought about it.

In her view, this is not only not fair, but it can easily escalate the situation into a large-scale conspiratorship.

But soon, Yin Ji reacted, although the "whistleblower" was despicable, but she had to admit that if there was no whistleblower in the world, many things would be different.

She can hate whistleblowers, and even hate whistleblowers, but she can't be one-size-fits-all. I hated it, so I cut it down.

What's more, Yin Ji also understood why Zheng Gao reminded him - he couldn't be the master of this matter, and he had to ask his superiors, but he knew that Yin Ji would definitely not think of it, and he was afraid that if she gave this order, she would offend a large group of people.

There is no doubt that for the ministers who are panicking, they must be trying their best to please the people around Yin Changying at this time. Even if you say a good word for yourself, maybe you can change their fate.

If Yin Ji isolates all the temple people that Yin Changying can use, these people will lose an opportunity to generate income. If they knew that it was Yin Ji's master, they might not hold a grudge against her.

Although the grudges of these people are insignificant to Yin Hui, there is no doubt that Zheng Gao thought of this for her in advance, which is undoubtedly a gesture of goodwill.

Thinking of this, Yin Ji suddenly felt bored: "You don't have to guard alone. ”

Zheng Gao saw that Yin Xi's mood was wrong, so he didn't say a word, and immediately retreated respectfully, so as not to annoy himself.

Yin Ji picked up the pen on the side and wanted to continue the design just now, but found that after being interrupted like this, she couldn't lift her spirits at all.

Bother.

Very annoying.

Even if it was just to indirectly confront the dark side of human nature, it made her very uncomfortable.

Yin Ji subconsciously pressed her chest.

This should have been a trivial matter, she shouldn't have reacted so much, and even a little depressed, but......

Yin Ji put down the pen and sighed silently.

She knows that this inexplicable emotion comes from her former self.

If she just saw this level of human evil, she felt unhappy, and how could the "heavenly doctor" who deals with the most dangerous, vicious, and terrible people in the world all day long, keep calm?

Can every prisoner really get the punishment he deserves?

Yin Ji naturally wouldn't be so naïve.

Therefore, she understands that the "Heavenly Doctor" is by no means as calm as it seems, but only suppresses all negative emotions, including pain, unwillingness, remorse and even some deeper and more terrifying thoughts, in the bottom of her heart.

Over time, it becomes a wound that cannot be touched.

Even if I have no memory, when I encounter something similar, I still feel a dull pain.

"Perhaps, this serious injury and amnesia is not a good thing for me." Yin Ji held her cheeks and thought silently in her heart.

In the previous era, as long as the 'Heavenly Doctor' showed a trace of negative emotions, the people around him would be like a great enemy, and immediately doctors, troops, various instruments and weapons, all kinds of arrangements, secret isolation, questioning, analysis and treatment for at least a week was the basic operation.

Both the military and the government are afraid of the degeneration of the "Heavenly Doctor", and they seem to respect her and give her many privileges, but in fact they are tightly guarded and guarded.

Even in this case, there is still such a deep wound hidden in the heart of the "Heavenly Doctor".

Even if Yin Ji forgot what she was thinking about, she also knew that this was definitely not a good thing.

Healers do not heal themselves.

It is precisely because the "Heavenly Doctor" is the top mental ability that it is not impossible to hide from all his colleagues and pretend to be indifferent when his emotions have already arisen.

But the wound can't be covered, either pierced or become a tumor.

With the strength and situation of the "Heavenly Doctor", the most likely situation is the latter.

But by chance, she was injured and lost her memory and fell into this world.

The excessively strict hierarchy, all the king-only systems, the pressure of survival, the thirst for profit that makes human nature, and the innate "evil" are all vividly displayed in this world.

If she was still a "Heavenly Doctor" and could cross the sea of stars and the void in the flesh, she would have left this world a long time ago with her transcendent strength.

However, Yin Cheng forgot too many things, and her strength plummeted, so she had to stay here.

In this way, she has no way to escape, she can only face the darkness of human nature.

"Maybe the treatment of fighting poison with poison will be useful?" Yin Cheng muttered to herself, "If you can cure the psychological problems of the 'Heavenly Doctor', even if you stay in this world for decades, it will not be a loss." ”

At least, she can feel more and more that her emotional ups and downs are much more than when she was in the "Heavenly Doctor".

That should be a good sign, right?

Yin Cheng thought uncertainly.

Her gaze unconsciously fell on the dozens of silk silks densely packed on the desk, each with a different pattern, down to the scale.

"Yin Changying is right, I may have really pushed myself too hard."

The fact that the "heavenly doctor" who works endlessly still has an untouchable wound in his heart proves that this practice is unacceptable.

She really needs some pastime to get rid of the negative emotions in her heart.

What's the fun?

Yin Ji originally planned to find a hobby that was healthy and harmless, and it was best to make it impossible for others to take advantage of the loopholes.

Because she knows very well that there is something good at the top, and something effective at the bottom.

If she reveals today that she likes gorgeous clothes and ornaments, and rare treasures, countless people will find ways to please her, maybe in order to snatch the treasures and ruin other people's families.

But she thought about it for a moment, but gave up the idea of overexerting herself.

The so-called hobbies, of course, should be liked by yourself. If you think too much about it for others, it will be considered to pass the time at most, and it will not play a role in relieving your mood.

"Hobby ......"

In Yin Ji's mind, the words that the brother next door said when she dissuaded her from being a "heavenly doctor" came to mind.

He asked her to be a musician, or an artist.

"Once upon a time, did I like music?"

Yin Ji tried to remember, but found that she couldn't remember which instrument she liked at all.

For now, most of the things she can think of are how to exercise and use her strength, what powerful enemies she encountered, what the weaknesses of each enemy were, and what intractable crises she encountered.

These memories can be called "workaholic's casual notes".

If there are any other fragments of memory, they are sporadic, fragments of spending time with family.

The love for her parents is undoubtedly the driving force that supports the persistence of "Heavenly Doctor", and the love of her parents for her is also the reason why Yin Ji has always wanted to go home.

It's funny to say, Yin Ji can even recall part of what the social environment of her hometown is like and what people's living conditions are, but she can't remember what she likes.

Compared with work, cultivation, and family, hobbies and hobbies have all become things that are not important enough and can be easily forgotten, but no matter how hard you try, you can't remember them.