You have him in your heart [3]
July, who was brushing her teeth in the morning, suddenly rushed to me who was still groggy, she didn't have time to wipe the foam at the corner of her mouth, pointing out the window, her mouth was slurred.
"You're... So what... He Beiqi was downstairs. ”
I immediately petrified in place, and then threw myself on the balcony to see him waiting under the tree. Since there weren't many people around in the morning, he fiddled with his bangs and looked up at me from time to time.
Then they saw me, with messy hair on top of me.
He smiled and held up the bag in his hand and gestured for breakfast. I washed and arranged my makeup and hair as fast as I could, and then went downstairs.
"Why are you here?"
"I'll bring you breakfast."
I took it stunned and thanked me. "You don't know the room number of my dorm, what if I'm there?"
"You'll always pass by."
At the end of the final exam of the second semester of that year, I agreed to He Beici's pursuit.
Back in my mind, the man sitting directly across from me was about to enter the marriage hall with another woman. Accustomed to seeing the traffic on the road, I turned around and looked at him again, and the sesame tofu in front of him had not yet started.
The food is still the same as before, and the people are still the same as before, but it feels like everything has changed.
The phone rang, it was a call from Youluo, who had not been in touch for a long time, or the same grinning tone as before. As soon as he came up, he went straight to the point, "Su Yuzhi, you're getting married?" ”
"Not me." I shook my head and subconsciously looked at He Beici, he was still in that position. After the news of He Bei's resignation and marriage spread, I was the one who was most disturbed.
"Then what's going on with his wedding email?"
"He's getting married." I thought about how to express it so that the sadness in my heart would not be revealed.
She was probably stunned on the other end of the phone, and she didn't make a sound for a long time. "Su Yuzhi, you haven't been in touch with us all these years, are you missing or have you gone abroad and can't look down on us?"
"Aren't you contacting me?"
I struck her in one sentence. My phone number hasn't changed, and I'll get through whenever she calls, but this is the first time she's contacted me in years.
She cautiously asked me if I was still in touch with July.
He Beici sat across from him, and I didn't know how to answer, how to tell her that I had no contact with July. Tell her I miss them and I miss college. How good the four of us were at that time, me and July at that time, Youluo and Tai Yin...
"There shouldn't be any more." I sighed, provoking He Beici to look up at me.
"Have you returned home?"
"I came back two days ago." She asked me if I still couldn't let go of He Beici, I looked up into He Beici's eyes, and he would leave willingly, leaving me alone in the seat. The tip of my nose was sour, and I said, "After all, the feelings of those years can't be forgotten." Do you say that I am looking for abuse, obviously I made him so sad when we broke up, and now that he finally has someone he wants to live his life, I will come back to block him. ”
"Ah Yu." Her tone softened, "It was easy for him to chase you back then, and now that he is getting married, can't you let it go?" ”
"I tried. But in recent years, things have not been satisfactory. ”
She asked me again how my condition was, and I thought there was no need to worry her, and the doctor told her, "My doctor just let me keep going." ”