Chapter 247: I Don't Believe in Fate
Chapter 247: I Don't Believe in Fate
After I heard Liu Wei say about Guan Feiyu's situation, in addition to shock, I was frightened, because I never thought that Guan Feiyu could actually have two souls in her body, so could she be schizophrenic, the reason why I thought so was because we didn't see the existence of yin qi from Guan Feiyu's body.
So I couldn't help but get into thinking.
After hearing Liu Wei's shout, I said to Liu Wei: "Then you say, is it possible that Guan Feiyu is schizophrenic?" ”
Liu Wei shook his head at me and said, "It shouldn't be very likely, if it's schizophrenia, she should know it herself, but she hasn't shown it so far!!! ”
But at this time, Liu Wei said to me: "Let's put this matter aside, I want to ask you, what's wrong with you??? ”
I looked at Liu Wei blankly and asked, "What do you mean by this?" ”
Liu Wei stared at my eyes and said: "Your state just now is not right, your eyes obviously flashed a trace of sadness, a trace of anger, and a trace of dissatisfaction, all kinds of complicated eyes flashed from your eyes, as for the feeling, that is to make me feel like falling into an ice cave, the whole body is full of cold, which makes people very uncomfortable!!! ”
Hearing this, I knew that after I learned about Guan Feiyu's situation just now, although I said so, but to be honest, for these things I have encountered now, my heart is indeed very complicated, so I whispered to Liu Wei: "Brother Liu, I know what you mean, I was really distracted just now, and the emotions in my heart are very complicated, because since I came to this school, all kinds of strange things have been encountered by me, and then I entered the teacher's door, Then after I came out of the teacher, I began to deal with all kinds of supernatural events, I originally wanted to go to a good university, and then take a job, go smoothly, and spend this life in peace, but you said that these things are !!!! ”
Liu Wei was listening to me, didn't say anything, just kept nodding at me.
And I was like a flood bursting at the moment, and I began to tell Liu Wei about my distress constantly, and I no longer paid attention to the things in front of me, and Liu Wei did not interrupt me at the moment, but listened carefully and carefully.
When I finished telling my troubles about the recent period, I felt that the big stone that had been suppressed in my heart was broken, and I felt that my body and mind became lighter.
When Liu Wei listened to my words, we stopped talking about Guan Feiyu at this time, but began to talk about what I said just now.
Liu Wei stared at my eyes and said in a relaxed tone: "I have thought about these things you said, but I am not the same as you think, I think about why I have no parents, I can't be like the children in the village, I can go home and call my parents, but just face the mountain, holding the peach wood sword in my hand and waving it constantly, I can only face all kinds of runes every day and keep waving the brush, spend every day in the endless drawings, meditate every day, and do repetitive things every day, I have to face a different yin spirit every day, and I can't play happily like other children, I once asked the master!!! ”
When he said this, Liu Wei seemed to be caught in the memories, and in the process of recalling, he didn't forget to show a smiling expression. After Liu Wei thought for a while, he spoke again: "When I asked the master, the master said to me that this is your life!!! But when I heard this, my heart was full of unwillingness, and I shouted to the master, I don't believe in this fate!!! ”
After saying this, Liu Wei said to me: "The first sentence is what I want to tell you, that is, this is your life!!!! ”
Listening to Liu Wei say this, when I was about to open my mouth to refute, Liu Wei continued to say to me: "I know that if you tell me, you won't believe this fate, so you don't refute my words, you just need to listen!! ”
When I said this, I saw a teardrop flashing in Liu Wei's eyes, but it was hidden by Liu Wei's movements, and then Liu Wei said to me: "When I finished saying this, I began to keep working with the master, and then something happened, that is, my senior brother took me down the mountain to eliminate the demon, when we came to the village, the senior brother made arrangements for me, but I was because I was blocking a breath of disbelief, so no matter how the senior brother arranged, I just didn't do what they said, I just did it in my own way, and I didn't listen to the arrangement of the senior brother at all, so I did it in my own way, but the senior brother didn't stop my behavior, but I didn't expect what happened next to make me still regret it!!! ”
Hearing Liu Wei's words, I could guess that Liu Wei had messed things up this time, but just as I was guessing there, Liu Wei said to me, "Give me two cigarettes!! ”
I looked at Liu Wei in surprise, because this was the first time Liu Wei asked me for a cigarette. After I heard this, I took out the cigarette in my pocket and handed it to Liu Wei, Liu Wei took the cigarette and lit the two cigarettes at the same time, and the two cigarettes emitted two puffs of green smoke, and the two puffs of green smoke were entangled with each other and floated up, and then rose into the air little by little, and then merged with the air and disappeared.
Then Liu Wei put a cigarette on the windowsill, and the other one was smoked by himself, looking at Liu Wei's movements, I don't know what the situation is, is it different from what I thought? Just when I was constantly speculating, Liu Wei opened his mouth and whispered to me: "The next thing, I know what you think is that I didn't do it according to other people's arrangements, and as a result, I messed things up, and then Senior Brother was killed or injured because he saved me, it's not right for you to think so, right, it's true that Senior Brother died, no, that is, Senior Brother didn't die because he saved me, but because I didn't follow Senior Brother's arrangement, I made my own formation and killed Senior Brother!!! ”
Hearing this, I looked at Liu Wei directly in surprise, I didn't expect things to be like this.
"Then I completed the task, but I was the only one who went back alive, and then I knelt in front of the grave of the elder brother for a whole week, and the master came to the tomb later, and he did not comfort me, but just stood in front of the grave of the elder brother and told me some words and truths!!!!!
After Liu Wei said these words, he shook his head helplessly and said to me: "The next thing to tell you is what my master told me, that is, we can not believe in fate, but fate is like this, this is an established fact, it is impossible for us to change it with our own strength, so we can only accept it calmly, and then find our place in this process, in this process, find our balance, only in this way can we be calm, our hearts can be stable, and our hearts can be strong, Only in the heart can you be invincible!!! ”
After hearing Liu Wei's words, I suddenly felt that these words were full of things that I didn't understand yet, and then looked at Liu Wei suspiciously.
After Liu Wei saw my puzzled look, he said to me: "Just like you said, you think that since you came to this school, strange things have started to happen non-stop, and this makes you not prepared to accept it at all, and then enter the teacher's door, and then encounter a lot of things, these things make you tired and don't want to do it." But have you ever thought about it, why do these things happen to you? ”
After I heard Liu Wei's rhetorical question, I shook my head at him and said softly, "I don't know!!! ”
Hearing my answer, Liu Wei was not annoyed, but threw the cigarette in his hand on the ground, and then crushed it with his own toes, and then said with a smile at me: "It is a word to let you encounter all this, because you are your grandfather's grandson, because your grandfather is a person in the master's family, so this continues to you, and all this is a cause and effect, so you don't need to feel distressed because of this, this is what Zhao Ziyang was born with, and it can't be shaken off, it's just a matter of time." , so it's something I can't control!!!! ”
I listened to what Liu Wei said, and I seemed to understand something in my heart, but I always felt that I couldn't grasp what Liu Wei said. I think it may be because I said what I thought in my heart, so I was so comfortable, as for what Liu Wei said, I still don't understand it in my heart at the moment.
Looking at Liu Wei, I said to him: "Brother Liu, as for what you said, I understand and don't understand, but I feel that my heart is not as uncomfortable as before at this moment!!! ”
Hearing my words, Liu Wei shook his head at me, and said with a helpless smile: "Hey, okay, as long as you are comfortable, but you still have to cultivate well, because the next things you encounter will need to be handled by you alone, and you must also hurry up and grow, because you will take over your grandfather's class next!!!! ”
Listening to Liu Wei's words, I didn't understand what it meant, but I still nodded happily.
Liu Wei said at this time: "For Guan Feiyu's matter, that's basically it, let's talk about her matter, at least for now, she has no threat to us, so then we have to find a way to solve the matter of your school!!! ”
I knew what Liu Wei meant, and then the two of us walked towards the living room.