Chapter 159: Despair
"You must be too tired, so you want to take a break, too, there are so many things in the company, you are always so busy, so I can understand that you want to lie down for a while, but ah, admit, promise me, it's okay to wake up when you have enough rest, don't make this joke with me, I'll be angry, the kind that can't be coaxed."
After speaking, Lin Ran stood up and kissed Huo Chengyan lightly on the forehead.
It was getting dark, Lin Ran called hot water and helped Huo Chengyan wipe it, from her face to her hands, she carefully wiped it little by little, and then she knew that it was also a very happy thing to be able to feel a person's temperature.
Thinking of the doctor's words, she helped Huo Chengyan massage, and joked while massaging, "Isn't it very comfortable, this kind of treatment is rare, as long as you wake up, it's okay to give you this kind of treatment every day." Lin Ran felt that he didn't have any strength in his body, but he still used his best strength to help him massage.
After a set, Lin Ran was exhausted, but looking at Huo Chengyan, who was motionless, was still a little desperate. She slumped in her chair, frustrated, tired, and sad coming over her in a rush that made her a little unbearable.
At this time, Anne came over to change shifts, put the prepared lunch box in Lin Ran's hand, looking at her tired face Anne was a little overwhelmed, she couldn't do anything at this time, "Let's eat first, I'll look at him." ”
Lin Ran nodded, lowered his head to hide his already red eyes, couldn't speak, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll go to the balcony to eat." ”
Looking at Lin Ran's back, Anne felt very uncomfortable, and only then did she know what it was like to be powerless. Human beings are really too small in front of life. So small that you can only watch.
Lin Ran looked at the dark sky, holding a bento in her hand, a gust of wind blew and she was much more sober, she thought a lot about it, and all the negative emotions seemed to dissipate at this moment.
She opened the lunch box and ate it one bite at a time, this rice tastes so good, I usually can't buy it in line, but when I eat it, there is no taste at all, and the tastelessness of food is probably the current mood.
She was thinking while eating, she couldn't control her emotions, what if, what if, if she was angry, there was no Huo Chengyan to coax her, when she was hungry, there was no one to bring her food, and when she was sad, there was no one to comfort her.
In case, his shadow in her life will slowly disappear, she shook her head, trying to shake these thoughts out of her mind, but the more this happens, the stronger the sense of the picture, she can't swallow the food in her mouth.
Slowly, she choked up, tears falling down one by one, and fell into the carefully matched bento. Finally, she couldn't hold it back anymore and cried loudly on the balcony.
No one can understand her sadness at this moment, no one knows the meaning of Huo Chengyan in her life, she only has Huo Chengyan left, she squatted down and hugged herself, nothing can stop the sadness now.
Although she can be strong and smile in front of people, she still can't be so optimistic when she's alone, for her, what she is about to lose is the closest person in the world, and she can't really take it as if she doesn't care.
Anne heard her hysterical cry in the ward, her eyes turned red instantly, she looked at the unconscious Huo Chengyan, and said, "Aren't you distressed like Lin Ran?" Wake up quickly, don't let the person who loves you get hurt, she's really vulnerable, she's pretending to be strong, but what she needs is you. ”
Anne hopes that Huo Chengyan can open his eyes, even if he moves his fingers, Huo Chengyan is everything to Lin Ran, how can God take him away.
Anne folded her hands and prayed to the heavens.
After crying, Lin Ran's mood was much better, and his mood was no longer so depressed. It doesn't matter, I believe Huo Chengyan, he can definitely do it. Lin Ran thought silently in his heart.
The corridor was empty, Lin Ran had been walking in the corridor for a long time, and now this kind of walking was a kind of relaxation for her. Seeing Huo Chengyan's face, she would inevitably be a little anxious, and she waited until she was calm before going in. She didn't want to bring bad emotions to Huo Chengyan.
Now she will do what is beneficial to Huo Chengyan, no matter what the result is, she has a glimmer of hope.
Anne is also in a complicated mood in the ward, she really wants to cry without tears now, if Huo Chengyan can't wake up, she may live with this self-blame for the rest of her life.
Although Lin Ran didn't say anything, and even tried to make her feel better, the more Lin Ran was like this, the more she couldn't help it. But she couldn't do anything to save her behavior now.
Anne was crying and mourning, and the weather in the hospital room was cloudy.
Lin Ran came in and comforted her, "Okay, don't sit here, you go and look in the mirror to see your expression, why do you have a straight face all day long, the little girl is lively, don't be so pessimistic when you encounter something." ”
As he spoke, Lin Ran stretched out his hand to make the corners of Anne's mouth rise, and then smiled slightly, "Look, this is much better." ”
Lin Ran ...... "Anne didn't know what to say, she was even more uncomfortable to see Lin Ran like this."
"Okay, let's go out for a walk, the atmosphere in the ward is too depressing, it's not okay to stay here all the time, you go out and relax, I'll come here."
Anne nodded, "Then I'll be on guard outside, something will call me." She was afraid that she would cry if she stayed in front of Lin Ran again.
Lin Ran smiled at her and nodded.
As soon as Anne closed the door, Andy called. She picked up the phone angrily, "Is there something wrong?" ”
"Why aren't you at the hotel?" Andy stood at the door of her room and asked her in a questioning tone.
"If you want to take care of it, you can go wherever I want, can you manage it?" Annie hates Andy to death now, if it weren't for her, Huo Chengyan wouldn't have become like this.
"Did you eat gunpowder?" Andy frowned and raised the decibels. But thinking that he had something to do with her, his voice softened, "You are not in the hotel so late, be careful of being deceived." ”
Anne sneered, "Who else but you will lie to me, also, I'm busy, I don't have time to guess with you, if there is something to talk about." Anne didn't have to guess to know that she must have something to do with herself.
Andy was also polite, and asked her directly, "Do you know where Huo Chengyan went?" I haven't seen him lately, and I haven't seen him at the door of the company. She went to the company and didn't see Huo Chengyan's figure for two days, which made her feel strange.
Hearing Huo Chengyan's name, Anne chuckled in her heart, then calmed down and asked her, "How do I know where Huo Chengyan went, I'm not his nanny, and besides, what are you looking for him?" Didn't you join Yehuaan's company? What's the bad idea you're holding back? ”
Faced with a series of questions, Andy will inevitably be a little weak-hearted, and he can't speak well, "I want you to take care of it, I, I can't find him if I have something." Don't ask so much, okay. ”
"Huo Chengyan hasn't been here recently, he's out, and besides, don't you look for him, don't you humiliate yourself?" After Anne finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly, not giving her a chance to speak.
Andy on the other end of the phone was angry and confused, this girl is getting less and less interested in herself.
Anne covered her heart, now you can't let Andy know about Huo Chengyan's car accident, Ye Hua'an didn't have a good heart, and now Andy is in the same group with him, and now this news can't be leaked.
She thought about it seriously, it seems that she can't go back to the hotel recently, let's stay in the hospital, she can't bring disaster to Huo Chengyan anymore because of herself, and now that's all she can do, anyway, she will swear to protect Lin Ran's family to the death.
It was late at night, and Lin Ran almost didn't sleep for a day and a night, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, but was awake more than ever. Now as long as she can stare at Huo Chengyan's face, she is already very satisfied.
The time soon came to the third day, and from the morning, Lin Ran's heart began to go up and down, for her, today was very important, but it was already this time, and Huo Chengyan still showed no signs of waking up.
Lin Ran was on the verge of collapse at this time, and she didn't close her eyes much for three days, afraid of missing the moment he woke up. But slowly, slowly, her hopes were about to disappear.
Lin Ran looked very haggard, sitting on the edge of the bed as if he would faint immediately in the next second.
Anne was also scared when she stood next to her, the atmosphere was very heavy today, she lowered her head, why hasn't this 50% probability been realized. She looked at Lin Ran and didn't know how to comfort her.
After that, the doctors also came over and checked Huo Chengyan's vital signs, and Lin Ran almost held his breath to watch the doctor's reaction.
After a long wait, the doctor shook his head heavily and went out, after such a long time, this vital sign has not changed at all, and the doctor has no choice.
This was a fatal blow to Lin Ran, and the last bit of hope in her heart was gone. The tears couldn't be held back in an instant, the tiredness, fear, and fear of these days all hit, and she watched Huo Chengyan burst into tears.
She lay on Huo Chengyan and cried loudly, she seemed to be able to feel his body temperature, she didn't believe that such a warm person could leave her.
She snorted, "No, no, you promised to accompany me, how can you leave halfway, I won't ,...... Don't let you do this, wake up quickly, wake up, okay? Lin Ran was almost out of breath crying.
It was a dark time in her life, and she felt like she couldn't breathe just thinking about it.
"What to do, what would I do without you." Lin Ran's tears stained Huo Chengyan's chest with a large patch, and Anne next to her looked at Lin Ran crying with red eyes.
In the haze of tears, Anne suddenly saw Huo Chengyan's fingers move, rubbed her eyes in disbelief, and called Lin Ran in her mouth, "Sister Lin Ran, look, look, move, move." ”