Chapter 1: Gao Yuan's surgery
"Quick! Push to the emergency room and immediately call the family to come to the hospital to sign. ”
The doctors and nurses in the inpatient room are about to start fighting with death again.
Gao Yuan could only tilt his head slightly on the hospital bed and pay attention, the patient who had just been here for two days still felt quite chatty, but he didn't expect that the person who was still angry in the morning to play the king would be gone in the afternoon.
After the nurses pushed away the hospital bed, Gao Yuan was the only one left in the ward of the two, feeling the quiet room, Gao Yuan could only look at the ceiling with a wry smile.
The door was opened, and Gao Yuan knew who it was without looking back, listening to the familiar footsteps.
"Gao Yuan, are you awake? I happened to make pork bone soup today, let me tell you......"
Gao Yuan deliberately didn't look back at her, his eyes still staring at the sky outside the window.
The girl with the thermos bucket in her hand didn't care when she saw that Gao Yuan ignored her, put her things down by herself, shook the bed skillfully, and inserted the flowers she brought into the mineral water bottle on the windowsill.
Gao Yuan watched her fiddle with the flowers, gritted his teeth, and pretended to be indifferent and said, "Didn't I tell you, don't worry about me anymore!" Are you deaf? ”
Gao Yuan looked at Chen Yilin's back and trembled, and continued: "You have done enough, enough, do you want to serve and urine for me, a waste person, for the rest of your life?" ”
"You don't have to tell me these deliberately hurtful words, your life was saved by you, even if I take care of you for the rest of my life, I am willing."
Chen Yilin turned around and looked at Gao Yuan with a firm look in his eyes.
Gao Yuan tried to raise his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, but he still couldn't feel his body from the neck down.
"I've been sure from the moment you pulled me out of the burning car, if it wasn't for saving me, you wouldn't have been blown up like this by the exploding car, and besides, without you, I would have died in that car accident."
Chen Yilin whispered softly while pulling out a few tissues to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of Gao Yuan's eyes.
Gao Yuan shook his head away with tears in his eyes.
"But have you ever thought about my feelings! I'm a wreck now, ah! Do you understand what it feels like? Since I was 15 years old, I went to wash dishes and toilets, moved bricks, fought cement, and managed to save enough money to buy a house. Gao Yuan choked up hoarsely.
"The result? I thought I could live a good life, but an accident directly knocked me back to my original shape, hehe, I'm tired, I... I don't want to be a wreck! ”
Seeing Gao Yuan crying like a child, Chen Yilin turned his back and quietly wiped his tears, although he felt guilty and sad, Chen Yilin still sat next to him and took his hand and said softly.
"It's okay, I'll be with you, no matter what happens to you in the future."
Gao Yuan turned his head with tears in his eyes, and said with red eyes: "I beg you, you just let me end this life, I don't want to be a waste person for the rest of my life, a waste person like me has no relatives, and I don't deserve your repayment." ”
At this time, a doctor came to the room and called Chen Yilin out, Chen Yilin bit his lip and glanced at Gao Yuan, so he could only go out with the doctor first.
"Miss Chen, the patient's condition has been getting worse and worse recently, he has many dark injuries on his body, and there are still some metal objects left near his heart from the previous car accident, according to the current treatment plan of the hospital, the risk of surgery to remove the residue is too great, which will cause an increase in the physical load, and even cause irreversible effects in serious cases."
Chen Yilin lowered his head and listened to the doctor's words quietly, not knowing what he was thinking.
The doctor looked at Chen Yilin's appearance, and also sighed lightly, he also knew a little about the two of them, they were all pitiful people, the man was lonely, and the woman was a little better, but it was also a single-parent family, and in the event of this kind of accident, no one had a mine at home, even if it was cured, it was best to be highly paralyzed, and the medicine and life in the future were also a large amount.
"I know the doctor, thank you, I will try to make up enough for the operation, please doctor you must cure Gao Yuan, I will do his ideological work."
Chen Yilin stood up, smiled reluctantly, thanked the doctor and went back to the ward.
"Alas, the young girl is also affectionate and righteous, and if she were someone else, she would have run away a long time ago, but she just made people worse." The doctor looked at Chen Yilin's back as he went out and thought secretly.
Back in front of the ward door, Chen Yilin forced his spirit, tried to squeeze out the curvature of the corners of his mouth, and said loudly after stepping into the door: "Oh, I forgot the soup, Gao Yuan, you wait for me, I will pour it for you to drink immediately, listen to others, the patient will drink more of this bone broth." ”
Gao Yuan had calmed down, but he just looked at Chen Yilin's exaggerated appearance, and guessed a few points in his heart.
He knows his own situation best, and after waking up from the car accident, his physical condition has slowly become more and more serious, and he has been in a coma more and more, so Gao Yuan will slowly become desperate.
Sometimes Gao Yuan looked at the gloomy sky outside the window and wondered how much time he had left to leave the world, whether he would not be aware when he died, if so, it would be good, he was too tired in his life and didn't want to do it all over again.
"What did the doctor tell you?" Gao Yuan looked at Chen Yilin calmly and said.
Chen Yilin's hand pouring the soup paused, and he deliberately said lightly without looking back: "It's nothing, it's just that I will have surgery in a few days." ”
"Yes, that's fine, at least you don't have to suffer anymore, and you don't have to waste your life on me."
“..... Gao Yuan, what are you talking about, the operation will definitely be successful, I have thought about it, when you are well, I will take you back to my house. Chen Yilin had a glint of hope in his eyes.
Gao Yuan heard this in silence, "Why bother, you don't look bad, just because I saved you, do you want to take a lifetime?" It's not worth it. ”
"It's worth it! Do you know what I was thinking when I was stuck in a burning car? ”
"What?"
"I thought I was going to die, the great joy of being hopeless and helpless and then being rescued, you know? Just when I was already giving up, you came. Chen Yilin's smiling eyes were bent into crescents.
Stunned, Gao Yuan didn't know what to say.
The room was quiet all of a sudden, and Chen Yilin silently fed Gao Yuan soup.
The already dim light outside the window fell diagonally at the end of the bed, perhaps it was almost autumn season, and the leaves outside the window were also scattered and fell to the ground in the wind.
Time soon came to the day of Gao Yuan's surgery, and Chen Yilin also came over early in the morning to prepare for Gao Yuan.
"It's okay, it's just a minor operation, you have to believe in yourself, Gao Yuan, when you're well, I'll take you back to my house!"
Chen Yilin clasped Gao Yuan's hand with both hands and tried hard to cheer Gao Yuan up, and then the hospital bed was pushed into the operating room, and Chen Yilin was also stopped at the door.
Lying on the bed in the operating room, Gao Yuan thought a lot, although he had been prepared before, but when he really came here, he would still be afraid.
But that's fine, if the operation fails, I don't have to live so tired, if it succeeds, then I can become a normal person again, no matter what, I can accept it.
"Ready for anesthesia, ready?"
Gao Yuan tilted his head and glanced at the doctor next to him, and replied calmly.
Maybe, this is the last scene I saw in this world, I don't know if Chen Yilin's little beauty will be sad if she knows that my operation failed, by the way, although half of the money I saved was used for surgery, the rest of Chen Yilin should be enough to open a small shop at home in the countryside.
Chen Yilin and Gao Yuan have known each other for so many days, and they know each other almost well, and when chatting, they also know that she has a mother at home, and her dream is to open a flower shop at home, which should be enough for her to live, otherwise if I die, no one will collect this money.
Thinking of this, Gao Yuan smiled bitterly, speaking of which, he is 28 years old, and he has talked about a girlfriend, but because of reality, he doesn't have any friends, but there are a few friends who nod politely.
Looking at the oxygen mask on his face, Gao Yuan was still thinking about a lot of things.
I hope that when I die, I will see my parents, whom I have never met, right? So what if you don't recognize it? Thinking of this, Gao Yuan couldn't help but be disappointed.
With the release of anesthetic gas, Gao Yuan's consciousness gradually blurred.