It's a pity that the one-year period has not yet arrived, and Shangguan Jin and I have made a complete decision.

After Shangguan Yu learned the truth about my father's death, I made up my mind to kill Shangguan Jin at any cost.

Before my father was imprisoned, he once said to me: "Han'er, remember, don't avenge your father, and don't hate anyone." It's far from being easier than you think, a person has to live well, and ...... Forever...... Never fall in love with Shangguan Jin. ”

At that time, I didn't understand what Dad meant, why did Dad think I would fall in love with a man? That's obviously a feeling that can't be tolerated in the world, and what is that thing that is not simpler than I thought?

But now, I found that I actually had a little thought about Shangguan Jin, the first time I met Hua Xiangyu, I actually played a song with her on a whim, Shangguan Jin angrily took a bamboo leaf to blow, and cut off the sound of the princess of the moon.

I didn't expect her to have such a reckless moment, it is not a good thing to offend the princess of Yueli, as the regent, she will not know. But I was overjoyed, and I was faintly happy that she had inadvertently shown that she cared a little about me.

The time of the year flowed quietly and peacefully, and sometimes Shangguan Jin would take some time to stand next to my Zhuqingyuan and listen to me play the piano, and after the song was finished, she left silently, and I pretended that I never knew.

Sometimes I think that if time could go on like this, even if I didn't have that year's appointment, I would be happy.

But this dream-like existence really didn't last long, Shangguan Yu's sentence "Ren Shuhan, you are a husband to the enemy who killed your father, it really makes me feel too cold!" "I woke up and dreamed.

I'd rather I hadn't heard all this, if Shangguan Jin really designed to kill more than 100 lives in my Ren Mansion for the sake of my appearance, then how could she ignore my existence like that after entering the Regent's Mansion? Is it just because of the agreement with Qi Fan?

No, obviously Shangguan Jin's eyes are so clear...... Oh, she always uses such clear eyes to confuse others, she smiled slightly, a life disappeared in her hands, the first time she met Shangguan Jin, she was covered in blood, only those eyes were surprisingly bright.

How did you forget?

Hua Xiangyu handed me the Peerless Score, and the only request was to stroke the piano for her at the Yunting Banquet, which was not an unacceptable request, but the Peerless Spectrum was the only thing I could rely on to kill Shangguan Jin.

The exercises of the Peerless Spectrum are strong, and there is a blood-stained blade that even a person with strong martial arts will be hurt by it, but the flaw is that those who cultivate the Peerless Spectrum will gradually become a heartless and ruthless person. But what I value is the flaws of the ruthless spectrum.

Shangguan Jin's martial arts master inherited the demon analysis, that peerless man is afraid that he has reached the point of entering the gods, Shangguan Jin is his only disciple, where will the martial arts be low? How could it be so easy to kill her with just one blade?

But I will become ruthless, and I will put away the undeserved thoughts about Shangguan Jin, so it's okay, Dad, the child didn't fall in love with Shangguan Jin, don't worry.

Only then did I realize that I had no intention of killing Shangguan Jin in the first place, and I never hoped that Shangguan Jin would die.

At the Yunting banquet, when the blood-stained blade attacked Shangguan Jin, I thought she would dodge, her martial arts are so high, isn't it? But she didn't, she didn't even use internal force to block it, and took the blade stiffly.

Her steps were a little unsteady, the white jade-like hands that Su Yue said were more beautiful than beauties touched her chest, and there was faint blood flowing out of her fingers, she raised her face, and there was an unknown light in her eyes, like heartache and relief, two complex feelings were intertwined, and she saw that I was a little flustered.

Unconsciously stroked the strings again, but was hit by an extremely angry ink-colored whip and flew into the lotus pond, the black figure also flashed, Shangguan Jin stood in the water, the pool water spread over her chest, and some blood flowed, she was really injured.

Shangguan Jin didn't care about her wounds, and lifted the xylophone high, otherwise the pool water soaked it in the slightest, and after going ashore, Shangguan Jin sent the qin to me with both hands, and the water droplets flowed down her cheeks, but she didn't care about wiping it, she only said happily.

"Jean is fine!"

Did she do this for the sake of a piano? Thinking of the tragic death of more than 100 people in Ren's Mansion and her sincere appearance just now, I didn't know what to say or do, and by the time I reacted, I had already smashed the only thing my mother left for me to the ground.

"Smack!"

That was the first time she hit me, and there was a faint light in her eyes, why did she cry? It is clear that the person who was beaten was himself...... In front of everyone at the Yunting banquet, she said, "You are no longer the husband of this king, and you are no longer the eldest prince of the palace." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned to leave, and I finally found that there was no place in the world except the Regent's Mansion where I could stay. I have been living in the Regent's Mansion since the fall of the Ren Mansion, and now, I am truly homeless and, of course, free.

Later, I heard that she angered Shangguan Yu because she refused to marry Princess Yueli Hua Xiangyu, and ended up with a royal gift of Wushuang wine, she used to smile in front of Qi Fan: "The king wants the minister to die, and the minister does not dare not die." At that time, I just thought it was a joke from her.

And now, she is really dead, and she has drunk the black frost wine, and she will not live to the dawn. After her death, a fire broke out in the regent palace, which burned for a long, long time, reflecting half of the sky in the capital, and Shangguan Yu delayed sending people to search her palace, but unfortunately, there was nothing left except the ashes and wreckage in one place.

I carried the harp to the regent's palace, and my eyes were full of scorched earth, and she was buried here? I heard that she insisted on returning to the palace after drinking poisoned wine in the palace, and she said that this is her home.

It's okay to be dead.

But why am I so sad, I don't want to believe that she is really dead? The face that was always smiling turned to ashes with this fire, the world is impermanent, who could believe that a few days ago, she was still dazzling at the Yunting banquet, attracting the eyes of all the men and women at the banquet, she also held the piano in front of me, with a smile on her face, she also slapped me, saying that it has nothing to do with me......

After putting down the piano, I played the song "Deep Valley Orchid" in front of the wreckage, and I had an expectation in my heart that I had not discovered, and I had hoped that when I played the piano in Zhuqingyuan, she would always stand behind the bamboo forest and listen quietly.

It's a pity that Zhu Qingyuan is no longer there, and neither is she. Shangguan Jin, if you are on the bank of the Lechuan River, why don't you stand in front of the bridge for a while, will you hear this faint sound of the piano with my imperceptible nostalgia?

I think I still disobeyed what my father said, I fell in love with you, Shangguan Jin.

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