Chapter 65: Mental Illness
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Lin Yiyao's eyes flashed with a hint of gloom, and then he changed to a bright smile: "Are you hungry?" Craving something? ”
Luo Ya shook her head and whispered, "Thank you, I'm not hungry." ”
Lin Yiyao deliberately raised his voice: "When did Luo Ya become so vulnerable?" It's not you! You should have eaten beautifully, beautifully, and then forgot about that man and started over. ”
Luo Ya didn't respond, just was silent, and after a while, she said softly: "Yi Yao, after so many years, I have changed. I didn't let him go so easily, perhaps...... You can never let him go. ”
Lin Yiyao stepped back, his tone a little excited: "No...... How could you change? No, it won't! You're still Loya, and you're still that optimistic and brave girl! You're not going to change! ”
"Yi Yao, I've really changed. No longer the idiot who has had a crush on you for so many years and doesn't even ask you to look back at me. I became greedy, materialistic, and realistic. Luo Ya didn't let go, but looked at Lin Yiyao seriously: "I'm no longer the Luo Ya you like, you let me go." ”
Lin Yiyao's face changed greatly, his eyes were red, and he roared: "You were deceived by Chu Xuan!" He will give you up for money now, and tomorrow he will abandon you because you are no longer beautiful! Do you understand? In short, I won't let you go back to him! ”
"Chu Xuan will leave me behind, isn't it because of you?" Luo Ya's words hit Lin Yiyao's heart like a hammer: "I never believed that he would give up on me because of money, he must have a compelling reason." ”
Lin Yiyao didn't know how he left Luo Ya's room, he just heard the servant exclaim, and he fell to the ground unconscious.
Lin Yue rushed to Lin Yiyao in a panic with crutches, just in time to see the doctor standing up shaking his head.
"How is Ah Yao?" Lin Yue grabbed the doctor and asked hurriedly.
The doctor sighed: "Mr. Lin, your son's condition improved slightly some time ago, and today it has deteriorated rapidly. This kind of mental illness cannot be completely treated with drugs, so it can only reduce the mental damage to him from the outside world. ”
Lin Yue looked at Lin Yiyao, who had his eyes closed tightly and his face was pale, and clenched his fists: "What happened?" ”
The maid looked left and right in a panic, the housekeeper nodded, and she stepped forward: "The young master and Miss Luo seem to have a dispute, and they suddenly fainted after they came out." ”
"Let Miss Luo come to my study." Lin Yue glanced at Lin Yiyao again and touched his hair distressedly. Dad, I will never let you down, as long as you want it, I will grab it for you.
Luo Ya fainted and was startled when she heard that Lin Yiyao had left her room. Although she wanted Lin Yiyao to let her go, she didn't want anything to happen to him, at least Lin Yiyao was still the sunny and kind big boy in her memory.
"Miss Luo, our master invites you to his study." The maid stood at the door of her room with a blank face and commanded her.
Luo Ya nodded, she also wanted to know how Lin Yiyao was, so she didn't stop for a moment and went quickly.
As soon as she pushed open the heavy wooden door of Lin Yue's study, the dim light in the room made her very uncomfortable.
"Come in." Lin Yue's voice came out of the room with a sigh.
Luo Ya plucked up the courage to walk in and saw Lin Yue sitting on the desk, scrubbing the photo in his hand.
"Uncle Lin......" Luo Ya's words were interrupted before she could finish her words.
"I haven't seen your father in a long time." Lin Yue's eyes were in a trance, as if he remembered something: "It was my wife's birthday back then, and I have been thinking about what gift to give her, but fortunately I met your father." I found a good root, your father's carving skills are really good, and my wife loved that birthday present. ”
Luo Ya also remembered that when she first met Lin Yiyao, it was because her father carved a set of tea sets for Lin Yue. Unexpectedly, that tea set was a birthday gift from Uncle Lin to his wife.
Lin Yue continued: "I used to be the happiest man in the world, with a successful career, a beautiful and gentle wife, and a lively and lovely son. My wife and I are childhood sweethearts, I have never had another woman in my life, and after Ah Yao was born, I was often jealous because my wife cared more about Ah Yao. ”
Luo Ya listened to Lin Yue's words, and it was like a picture scroll appeared in front of her. A gentle wife who is holding her lovely son and is embraced by her husband with a smile in her eyes.
"Yes...... That all changed overnight! Lin Yue's voice began to become heavy, although so many years have passed, the kind of despair and sadness has not changed at all at all: "Obviously it was a minor operation, Ah Ruo and I sent her into the operating room with a smile." Obviously, I found the best doctors abroad, but why did the result be like this? One thousandth mortality, she became that thousandth! ”
Luo Ya didn't expect Lin Yiyao's mother to die like this, and then she realized that the photo that Lin Yue had been holding in her hand was a solo photo of Lin Yiyao's mother.
"Uncle Lin...... You mourn. Luo Ya didn't know how to comfort Lin Yue, she could understand the feeling of losing her love, she must be worse than dead.
Lin Yue didn't return to Luo Ya's words, but calmed down and continued: "Ah Yao witnessed his mother die on the operating table, and he became seriously ill because he couldn't stand the blow. Since then, whenever he encounters an emotional stimulus, he will suddenly and temporarily stop his survival activities. That is, they can't breathe and the blood stops flowing. ”
Luo Ya was stunned, thinking that Lin Yiyao suddenly fainted after leaving her room, could it be because she was stimulated there, so ......
Lin Yue found Luo Ya's panicked eyes, and understood in his heart that Luo Ya was not disgusted with Lin Yiyao, and finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart: "But fortunately, as long as you take the medicine in time, you can suppress the condition." But Ah Yao's illness got worse and worse, until every time I saw a stranger, I had to take him to this small island in seclusion. ”
"What about Yi Yao, how is he now?" Luo Ya asked softly.
"The doctor has already come." Lin Yue put down the photo in his hand: "I thought that Ah Yao's illness could not be cured, but after you appeared. His condition has suddenly stabilized a lot, and he hasn't had a single illness recently, except today. ”
By now, Luo Ya had already guessed what Lin Yue meant, and she licked her chapped lips: "Uncle Lin, Yi Yao liked me before, but now...... I've changed. ”
Lin Yue stared at Luo Ya directly: "Your person hasn't changed, it's just your heart!" That's right, I used a trick to make Chu Xuan think that you can't forget Ah Yao and are willing to stay. That's why he readily agreed to exchange money for you. On the flip side, isn't it proof that he doesn't believe in you, and your status in his heart is not high? ”
Lin Yue saw that Luo Ya wanted to refute, so he immediately said, "I have a beloved!" I know very well that falling in love with someone can become blind. Whatever she does is good, even if she doesn't love me anymore, I'm going to keep her close to me. Son, come to your senses. I know best what kind of person Chu Xuan is. How could he really fall in love with someone? His heart was already stone. ”
Luo Ya gritted her teeth, clenched her fists and let go: "Can ...... I fell in love with him. I can't tolerate anyone else in my heart anymore! ”
"Everything can be done slowly, but I hope you don't start stimulating Ah Yao now." Lin Yue didn't intend to make Luo Ya change his mind through a conversation: "If Chu Xuan doesn't come back to you, you can't leave here." Help me take care of Ah Yao, just as you will be paid for living on this island. ”
Luo Ya nodded, hung her head and left Lin Yue's study.
Lin Yue looked at his wife's photo and sighed: "Don't go so fast, when I entrust Ah Yao, I will come down to find you." ”
When Lin Yiyao woke up, he found Luo Ya sitting next to him and looking at him: "Luo Ya...... You ......"
Luo Ya showed an embarrassed smile: "Are you awake?" How does your body feel? Is there anything else that is uncomfortable? ”
Lin Yiyao shook his head and held his heart that was beating again: "Did I scare you?" I...... Actually, it doesn't happen very often, it's just ......"
"I'm sorry......" Luo Ya found that Lin Yiyao's face was even paler, so she interrupted him: "I shouldn't have talked to you like that, it's just ...... I'm not in a good mood. ”
Lin Yiyao smiled bitterly and shook his head: "It's because I don't want to tell you about my illness, so let everyone hide it from you." ”
Luo Ya looked at Lin Yiyao, who looked very helpless and nervous, and sighed: "Yiyao, something has happened, and we can't stop it. But you can't stay in it forever and can't extricate yourself. ”
Lin Yiyao clutched the quilt tightly, and the back of his pale hand was full of green muscles.
"My uncle was killed." Luo Ya choked up: "And I was almost killed by her, but I still have to live, don't I?" Because I still have my parents and people I want to meet, I have to keep going. Shouldn't you work hard for your father? ”
Lin Yiyao was like a helpless child, and the tears he was holding back also slid down his cheeks: "Die in front of me!" Mom was lying on that cold operating table, I called her, and she ignored me! Dad shook her body like crazy and told her to get up. But...... But she doesn't want us anymore! ”
Luo Ya found that Lin Yiyao's breathing had begun to become short, she subconsciously hugged him and patted him on the back like coaxing Aruo: "Yiyao, calm down...... Calm down. It's not that Mom doesn't want you anymore, she misses you too, but there's no way around it. ”
Lin Yiyao's breathing slowly calmed down with the rhythm of Luo Ya's patting. He had even reached out and hugged Loya back, putting her head on his shoulder.
Luo Ya realized that something was wrong, Lin Yiyao was not a child like Ah Ruo after all, and she was still out of line by doing so. But when she wanted to retract her hand, she was hugged tightly by Lin Yiyao: "Don't let go of me, just let me lie to myself, don't let go of me......"
Luo Ya's hand suddenly froze in place, feeling Lin Yiyao's body tremble slightly, she closed her eyes and hugged him again.
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