Chapter 200: Love Me, Are You Afraid?
Bai Jiaojiao listened to Xiao Shujing's words, and she showed an illusory smile that only she knew was reluctant.
"Stuffy gourd ......," she said in a low voice.
"Yes." Xiao Shujing immediately responded, and he looked at Bai Jiaojiao with nervousness in his eyes and responded to her again, "I'm here, I'm here." ”
Bai Jiaojiao's hand once again gently hugged Xiao Shujing's sturdy narrow waist, and her chin gently rested on his shoulder and looked at him closely.
Her beautiful lips opened slightly, and she let her heart twist into discomfort, she looked at him mildly and asked, "Are you afraid that I will leave you?" ”
Xiao Shujing told Bai Jiaojiao his heart without hesitation, "Yes, I'm afraid that you will leave me." ”
Bai Jiaojiao looked at Xiao Shujing and smiled lightly, and it was at this time that she saw a flash of fear in his eyes.
She was stunned, he would be afraid? The god-like Gao Leng Xiao Shujing showed a frightened look?
Xiao Shujing watched Bai Jiaojiao smile at himself, but he knew very well that his smile was endless.
After so many days and nights together, he knew that she wasn't really smiling at herself at all.
In an instant, his heart was extremely uncomfortable, all the thoughts rippling, all the throbbing for her disappeared without a trace, only worry.
"Jiaojiao......" his thin lips whispered.
Bai Jiaojiao: "Huh? What's wrong? ”
Xiao Shujing's eyes were deep and dark, staring at Bai Jiaojiao who was close at hand.
Their breaths were so entangled with each other that he could smell her fragrance, which made him obsessed.
He took a deep breath and looked at her seriously, "You saw a different side of me last night......"
Xiao Shujing didn't mention it, but Bai Jiaojiao was immediately stunned, and before he finished speaking, he hurriedly said: "I saw it, why is your hair all white?" And you ......."
"I'm not a monster...... Xiao Shujing looked at Bai Jiaojiao's stunned look, he said to her in a panic: "I'm not a monster, I'm not, don't be afraid of me......"
Bai Jiaojiao: "......"
What do you mean?
Monster?
Is she afraid?
Where is she afraid? She also thinks that his white hair is so handsome, but his body is too cold, and he almost froze to death last night.
"Don't be afraid of me, don't leave me because of me......" Xiao Shujing thought of his special physique, he looked at Bai Jiaojiao with a trace of fear in his eyes, and he said to her in a hoarse voice: "I'm really not a monster, I'm just physically different from others, don't be afraid of me......"
Bai Jiaojiao: "......"
She looked at Xiao Shujing's flustered appearance in front of her, and suddenly understood why there was a frightened look in his eyes just now.
The next moment, she had just held his narrow waist with her left hand raised to cover the thin lips that were still talking.
Xiao Shujing was covered by Bai Jiao's petite hand, and he looked at her in front of him with tenderness in his eyes.
"I won't leave you." She said these six words to him with seriousness and sincerity in her eyes.
With that, she slowly lowered her hand.
Xiao Shujing's heart trembled, and the phoenix eyes of the pitch-black phoenix eyes were full of consternation, and then brightened up little by little.
"You...... Aren't you afraid of me? I changed last night, I'm like a monster......"
"Don't be afraid." Bai Jiaojiao smiled softly at Xiao Shujing.
This time, Xiao Shujing clearly saw Bai Jiaojiao's smile in her eyes, which showed that she smiled at her from the bottom of her heart, and her very serious look made his heart full of warmth all of a sudden.
"Really?" He asked her incredulously.
Bai Jiaojiao stared at Xiao Shujing steadily, and then she raised her head and landed a soft kiss on his thin and slightly cool lips.
"Of course really, I won't leave you, but ......"
Although Xiao Shujing felt the warm lip warmth on his lips, he hurriedly asked when he heard her words: "But what?" ”
"But why do you think I'm afraid of you?" Bai Jiaojiao bit her lower lip lightly, she was very greedy for Xiao Shujing's lips, so she kissed him again.
Xiao Shujing looked at Bai Jiaojiao, her mood changed very quickly, so fast that he was forcibly strangled by her before he could even say the words of confession.
But she made him very satisfied and happy not to leave herself.
Because as long as she is still by his side, and the days to come are still long, he will always have the opportunity to confess and confess everything to her.
However, she was really not afraid of herself that was the most surprising to him, because more than once when he was having a seizure, he had seen the servants look at him in horror like monsters.
And she was not afraid, he had always been afraid of her and himself, thinking that he was a monster and left him.
He stared at her with deep eyes, he knew that not a word of what she said was a lie, she was really not afraid of herself, and she didn't treat herself as a monster at all.
"My changes, others will be scared when they see them." He spoke to her in a hoarse voice.
At this moment, there was a flash of humility in his eyes, and he whispered: "I have seen others look at me with the eyes of monsters more than once, I have seen that kind of look once, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life, so I will never appear in front of others, I can only be a monster hidden in the shadows......"
Bai Jiaojiao: "......"
She listened to Xiao Shujing's words, she suddenly felt very distressed, listening to his words, she could imagine that his life was very bad before.
Good words are warm in three winters, bad words are hurtful and cold in June, and sometimes one look from others is enough to make people's hearts feel like a knife.
She understood Xiao Shujing's sadness, because she remembered that when Song Yijin treated his wounds, Song Yijin also said that he was a monster.
At that time, Song Yijin just felt that his body was cold and his blood was cold, so he directly said that Xiao Shujing was a monster.
If Song Yijin saw Xiao Shujing's black hair turning white last night, his whole body was in pain and spasms, and his whole body was cold, bloody, and cold, and he was even more convinced that he was a monster, maybe he would have been scared away long ago.
However, she was really not afraid, in addition to being shocked and puzzled by why he had changed, she felt even more sorry for his pain and discomfort.
"I'm no one else, I'm a bold Bai Jiaojiao, I'm not afraid." She said to him in a firm tone.
The next moment, instead of hugging his narrow waist, she held his face with both hands and said to him in a soft and soothing voice: "You are not a monster, you have never been a monster." ”
Xiao Shujing's body trembled, and he looked at Bai Jiaojiao in front of him in shock, with his eyebrows and eyes full of tenderness looking at him.
Bai Jiaojiao cherished a gentle kiss on Xiao Shujing's lips.
She looked at him tenderly and said, "My stuffy gourd, you don't need to hide in the dark, because even if people all over the world are afraid of you, I won't be afraid of you." ”
"Jiaojiao......" Xiao Shujing couldn't help but look at Bai Jiaojiao, sweetness and warmth flowed down the blood to every part of his body.
"Yes." Bai Jiaojiao's voice responded softly to Xiao Shujing.
"You really won't be afraid, I'm not afraid of my monster appearance......" Xiao Shujing stared at Bai Jiaojiao, heart-moved and emotional, but still wanted to hear her.
"Don't be afraid." Bai Jiaojiao looked at Xiao Shujing gently.
At this time, her lips were close to his slightly cool lips, and she smiled like a flower and said to him a little naughty but extremely affectionate: "If you are really a monster, then it can only be my white and delicate monster." Stuffy gourd, would you like to be a monster that belongs to me alone? ”