Chapter 321 - I don't want anything, I just want to be your person

Lying in the bathtub, Jiang Lan didn't expect it...... Qi Xiuyuan is still like this, and he doesn't play cards according to common sense.

She deliberately took off her clothes and chose to commit suicide in a place like the bathtub, just to create an ambiguous atmosphere.

After knowing her for so many years, he has always kept his distance from her.

Jiang Lanxin remembered that the most intimate contact she had with Qi Xiuyuan was when she secretly kissed him on the cheek while he was asleep.

Other than that, he didn't have any love for her at all.

If a man is too polite to a woman, it can only indirectly show that he is not interested in this woman.

She wasn't the one who could make him lust, so no matter how much effort she tried, she never got his heart.

It was precisely because she saw through this that Jiang Lanxin wanted to deliberately create an opportunity for further development between her and Qi Xiuyuan.

The bathroom door was pushed open, and before Jiang Lanxin could react, he was covered by a sheet......

By the time she came to her senses, Qi Xiuyuan had already fished her out of the bathtub.

Seeing that the opportunity that was not easy to create was about to be wasted like this, Jiang Lan was so anxious that he was about to cry.

She pulled the sheets on her body with tears in her eyes, and asked Qi Xiuyuan very sadly: "What are you doing at my house?" What are you saving me for? ”

Jiang Lanxin's emotions were a little excited now, and Qi Xiuyuan didn't know what to say to her.

He couldn't say anything more tender to her except to keep her calm down with a strained face.

"Leave me alone! Will you let me die? My dad is gone, my sister is gone, my mom is gone, what's the point of me living alone in this world? ”

Annoyed by Qi Xiuyuan's concern similar to charity, Jiang Lanxin shouted at him.

She didn't notice that she was about to say the wrong thing for a moment, and it wasn't until she shouted it out that she realized that she had just accidentally revealed her identity.

If it was a normal time, Qi Xiuyuan would definitely have noticed this anomaly immediately.

But now he is holding Jiang Lanxin, she is not at all restless in his arms, because he can't react at this critical moment.

"I know their departure is a big blow to you, but each of us lives for ourselves. Sooner or later, relatives will leave us, and when they leave, what you need is to adjust your mentality to face it, rather than follow it to death. ”

When he opened his mouth to persuade, Qi Xiuyuan always had a tone of some lessons.

Jiang Lanxin originally wanted to make a big fuss in front of him, so that his attention would be all on her, and he wouldn't have time to worry about the long road of her framing and framing.

But because she said the wrong thing just now, most of her arrogance had disappeared at this moment, and when she faced Qi Xiuyuan's preaching, she didn't know what to do except shed tears.

"You're not me, how can you possibly know how miserable I am? One or two of them died in front of me, how can you let me bear such pain? ”

The loss of their father's official position had a huge impact on their family.

Their Jiang family was originally very prosperous, and whether it was in the officialdom or in the shopping mall, they all respected their family.

But because of the scandal of his mother, their family suddenly became a joke.

Those who were already hostile to their family took the opportunity to fall into the ground, and she had heard all the dirty words, and it was only at that time that Jiang Lanxin knew about it...... It turns out that human nature can be so ugly!

What happened to the Jiang family, Qi Xiuyuan was generally clear.

In fact, he didn't believe that the deputy mayor's wife would cheat in marriage to hook up with other men, but because the evidence given at that time was so true, even Jiang Lanxin's father believed it, so he didn't pay too much attention to the details.

"Every man has his own life, and this is the arrangement of God. Although I am an atheist, no one can escape the things arranged by fate! ”

No one has the ability to predict the future, and who knows who will come first tomorrow or the unexpected?

If he has the ability to prevent tragedies and disasters from happening, he certainly hopes that those close to him will live well and be safe and happy forever.

"You! Can't you just say a few words to comfort me? Of course, I know that no one can hide from the arrangement of fate, but my mother was framed back then, this is a man-made disaster, not a natural disaster, aren't you the best brother of Tiankuo? Didn't you say you were going to help him take good care of me? That's how you broke my heart! ”

Unable to stand Qi Xiuyuan's formulaic comfort and indifference, Jiang Lan was so aggrieved that he just wanted to cry bitterly.

Slowly waking up from her madness, she felt the pain of the wound, and at this time she shed tears fiercely while complaining aggrievedly.

The blood on her hands was still flowing, and she was crying so badly......

Qi Xiuyuan's heart was not made of stone, although he deliberately kept his distance from Jiang Lanxin.

But seeing that there was still water around her wound, he was silent for a while, and then said to her in a soft tone: "You can calm down first, and I will go and find you some medicine to treat the wound." ”

At this time, Qi Xiuyuan didn't expect Jiang Lanxin to treat his wounds by himself.

He was worried that she would use the knife on herself again as soon as she was emotional, and although the wound on her hand was not very deep, if she continued to let it bleed, she would also bleed to death sooner or later.

After putting her on the bed, Qi Xiuyuan turned around and was about to leave the room.

Seeing that he was about to turn around and leave, Jiang Lanxin desperately lifted the sheet wrapped around her, and then hugged the man's waist from behind.

"Brother Xiuyuan, don't go! Don't leave me, I don't want to leave me. ”

With a crying plea, Jiang Lanxin didn't want to miss such a good opportunity.

He had to let Qi Xiu look at her more often, otherwise he missed this time, and she didn't know if there would be such an opportunity to be so close to him in the future.

"I'm not leaving, I'm just looking for the medicine box."

Feeling her wet body clinging to his body, Qi Xiuyuan wanted to push her away.

But he was afraid that his behavior would irritate Jiang Lan's heart, so he stiffened his back to respond to her words, and there was no more action other than that.

"I don't want any medicine box, I just want you!"

Resting his head on the back of going to campus, Jiang Lan had the courage to say such a sentence.

She worked hard to be able to become his woman, and if she was still awkward not to say what she thought in her heart at this time, she would definitely regret dying in her life.

In fact, she also regretted her death a long time ago.

She regretted that she hadn't struck earlier, and she regretted that he hadn't launched a stronger offensive against him earlier.

It is said that women chase men with a veil, and the veil between her and him is thicker than a hundred thousand mountains, and she really regrets that she didn't take him for herself early.

If she hadn't been reserved by the eldest lady of her official family back then, would there be a difference between him and her?

If only at that time, she could have been braver and run a few more steps towards him...... Isn't there no other woman now?

It's a pity that if it can only be if, she missed him, and now she can only desperately find it back!

"I'm married!"

Without too many words, Qi Xiuyuan simply and rudely used this sentence to remind Jiang Lanxin.

He used this sentence to clear up the relationship between him and her, and when he heard him say such a fact, Jiang Lanxin's heart felt as if he had been stabbed severely.

"I know, of course I know you're married! But so what? I love you, I want you, I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I just want to be your woman! ”

Leaving everything behind, Jiang Lanxin finally said what she wanted to say in her heart.

These words have been buried in her heart for many years, and to be able to say them at this moment, not to mention how comfortable her heart is.

Qi Xiuyuan never thought that Jiang Lanxin would have such feelings for him.

She knew that her sister liked him, and she also knew that there was a connection between her and Tiankuo.

Now that he has been confessed inexplicably, his words are still so naked......

Qi Xiuyuan said he couldn't believe it!

"Isn't the person you like broad?"

Faintly sensing that something was wrong, Qi Xiuyuan asked rhetorically.

Jiang Lanxin knew that after she said such a thing, Qi Xiuyuan would ask such a question.

Faced with this moment, she had already prepared the answer.

Therefore, when Qi Xiuyuan raised questions, she loosened her arms while holding him, and then said in a somewhat apologetic tone: "Actually, the person I like is also you!" I get along with Brother Tiankuo, just to see you more. When my sister liked you, I didn't want to fight with her. Besides, my health is not good, and I don't want to be a burden to you! ”

Saying the reason smoothly and fluently in one breath, Jiang Lanxin played the role of a bitter crush, and this infatuation was particularly moving.

If it was a man next to him, in the face of such a confession, he might have been moved by it a long time ago. But Qi Xiuyuan didn't feel it after hearing it, but frowned deeply.

"Thank you for your affection, but I've always regarded Tiankuo as the best brother. You're the woman he likes, so please respect yourself! ”

A friend's wife can't be bullied, this truth is understood by a man.

Tiankuo is the one who sacrificed his life to save him, no matter how deep Jiang Lanxin's feelings are for him, he can't accept her heart.

What's more, he is already a married man.

He loved his wife so much that it was impossible for him to betray her.

When Qi Xiuyuan said such words, Jiang Lanxin's face suddenly became ugly.

She knew that her heart would be rejected by him, but when she heard him refuse so coldly, she still couldn't accept it.

"Huh...... Self-respect? I don't even want my life anymore, what else do I want to do with this lack of dignity? ”

With a mocking chuckle, Jiang Lanxin slowly let go of the hand holding Qi Xiuyuan.

She slowly moved off the bed step by step, and walked barefoot in the direction of the bathroom.

Sensing that something was wrong with her, Qi Xiuyuan turned around.

Seeing that she was planning to give up on herself again, Qi Xiuyuan couldn't care about the difference between men and women anymore.

He pulled the sheet with one hand, wrapped Jiang Lanxin again, and then threw her back on the bed.