Chapter 40: One by one, they all join in the fun
Then, as if out of control, the brain commanded the mouth to begin to explain.
I avoided the important and stumbled down, and I didn't know what I said.
But Jiang Yueze is so smart, he understands everything at once.
He blinked his eyes and whispered to reassure me, "You're doing a great job. ”
I instantly felt sour. How much luck did I spend to meet someone like Jiang Yueze, who was repeatedly affected by me, and still defended me.
Fang Jinyu, such a person, how can you, how can you be willing, he fell into such a whirlpool of public opinion.
I was so guilty that I shook my head weakly, gritted my teeth, and said a few words with difficulty: "I'm sorry to bother you again." ”
It was as if I was back in my third year of high school, that difficult time.
The one who was pointed out by thousands of people and blamed by thousands of people was saying that I had affected Jiang Yueze.
It was a difficult time. I was tormented physically and mentally, but I didn't know how to remedy it. I didn't dare to go to him, I didn't dare to apologize, I was afraid that he would not forgive me, that he would ignore me again, that he would deny everything that had happened to us before.
But he never blamed me, he just told me, don't worry.
Apologies can't be spoken, guilt can't be vented, self-blame can't be released, in such a situation, I choose to die and never get along.
So I became a deserter, and I didn't say a word, and I vanished overnight, as if I had never been there.
But before that, he was the same, telling me not to worry, everything was going to be fine.
I didn't dare to look up at him, I didn't know what his expression was, and I didn't know what mood he was in. I just felt a surge of guilt and anxiety that was going to overwhelm me.
I couldn't help but say abruptly: "They are right, I shouldn't have provoked you in the first place, it was really all my fault." ”
Jiang Yueze lowered his eyes and looked straight into my eyes, with complex emotions that I couldn't understand, clearly reflecting my crying face, and even his cold voice was dyed with an unclear taste: "No." ”
I immediately lowered my head slightly, didn't dare to look at his eyes again, looked at his expression, resisted the urge to cry, resisted the sourness and guilt that came to me, bit my lower lip and told myself to be a man.
Jiang Yueze gently stroked the tip of his slightly cool palm to the side of my face, and made me look up at him with a little force.
frowned slightly, and his tone was dark and serious: "I acquiesced in your provocation of me." ”
I was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to make.
I just felt his cool fingertips rubbing the corners of my hot and humid eyes, stroking it slightly, and letting his cold and deep voice drift into my ears: "What they say, don't pay attention." ”
I couldn't help but clench the seams of my pants and stared at his galaxy, trying to see his emotions clearly, but I couldn't help but drown in his eyes.
It wasn't until Jiang Yueze's slightly cool palm turned warm and then disappeared that I slowly retracted my gaze and removed the deep guilt in my eyes.
I reluctantly opened my mouth, feeling that I should say something. I should defend myself, I should explain the reason, I should explain my relationship with Xu Siyang, I should apologize to him, I should tell him that I am not that kind of girl, and I should try my best to make him believe in himself.
But when I spoke several times, I found that my throat was tight, and I couldn't speak at all.
In the end, I could only blink tiredly, and I could only think to myself, so be it.
"I believe in you." These words, like the weight of a thunderbolt, smashed on my heart, freeing my whole person from the despair of being sentenced and standing in the sun again.
His usual expressionless face is no longer tense, and his contours are much softer, like the gentle son mentioned in the book.
He took a piece of chocolate from his pocket, flavored with almond raisins, and handed it to me.
I looked at the piece of chocolate with mixed feelings.
I slowly let go of my clenched fist, reached out and carefully took the piece of chocolate as if I had grasped the most precious thing in my hand.
Jiang Yueze spoke softly, his voice low and intoxicating: "Be yourself, nothing else matters." ”
It was as if fireworks exploded in my head, and his subwoofer-quality words looped around my head in 360 degrees.
I desperately resisted the urge to scream and fly with joy, trembling, and my voice trembled and I replied with a shaky voice.
He didn't speak, and it was a long time before he spoke, his voice gentle and restrained: "Go up." ”
I nodded, my heart softened, looking at his starry eyes, I couldn't help but say softly, "Thank you." ”
Thank you for believing in me.
Thank you for standing on my side.
Thank you for not denying everything between us.
I turned around and went into the building, and couldn't help but glance back, Jiang Yueze, who was standing still, was as dazzling as a galaxy.
He looked at me with a burning look in his eyes that I couldn't say.
I couldn't help but smile at him, giving me all my trust, and my steps were extremely firm and reassuring.
When I returned to the dormitory, I saw Jiang Wei and Yan Ting lying on the window, and when I entered the door, I immediately rushed over, and my eyebrows were about to fly: "Oh my God, Jinyu, you actually have such a deep relationship with Jiang Yueze, why don't you tell us!" ”
I smiled embarrassedly and didn't speak.
They looked at me and said in a panicked tone, "What's wrong?" Why are your eyes so red? ”
I waved my hand, signaling that it was okay, Yan Yu was busy reading the post, and when he heard Jiang Wei's words, he glanced at me, and his tone was very calm and complicated: "The people who brush the black reviews have been reported, and the confession wall seems to have changed the management personnel, someone is helping to control the comments, no one can attack us, you, don't worry." ”
I nodded, let go of my hanging heart a little, and sent a thank you to Xu Siyang.
Yan Yu seemed to blame himself, lowered his head, and lowered his voice to the extreme: "I'm sorry, I'm the one who has caused you to be a burden." ”
Jiang Wei also snorted, but did not make a sound. Just grimaced, lowered his head, and patted Yan Yu's back.
Yan Yu looked at her, smiled reluctantly, and his tone was full of bitterness: "I knew that I shouldn't know Zhao Zixu, hurt others and myself." ”
Yan Ting and I glanced at each other, and the self-deprecation in her eyes stung our eyes.
She knew, she knew what it was.
But what is wrong with just liking someone?
If she were a slender beauty and tried to find a way to meet the person she liked, would others still say that?
No.
But now, because of the defects of her figure, others have given her all the prejudices and malice in their hearts, a stranger who has nothing to do with their lives.
How unfair is such a stereotype?
Such a scolding and helpless confession of words is so innocent.
Jiang Wei glanced at us, his face was distressed by the words, and his speech was a lot softer, and he was even more cute and loving: "Don't think so." It is everyone's right to pursue the person you like, don't deny yourself because others are talking nonsense. ”
I also followed, "yes." They talk nonsense, you don't take it seriously. ”
Yan Yu shook his head and said seriously: "If it weren't for me, the three of you wouldn't have been pushed to the forefront." Jin Yu and Jiang Wei will not be scolded by others pointing at the tip of their noses, and Senior Brother Jiang and Xu Siyang will not be involved. ”
Jiang Wei and I were silent for a moment, not knowing what to say.
Indeed, it was because of her that we were involved.
But when it happens, if we have to sit idly by, can we do it?
The answer is no.
Because we can't watch our cherished friends being insulted like this.
Even if we have to pay the price for what we do, I will do it.
Even if this price is that I once again implicate Jiang Yueze.
Even if this price is what I owe to Xu Siyang.
Thinking of this, I softened my voice, soft and powerful: "In our hearts, you are the most important. ”
Jiang Wei also chimed in: "That's right. If something happens, we'll just solve it together. ”
Yan Ting also took the opportunity to say: "Yes, as long as we face it together, it's not a big deal." ”
Yan Yu looked at us, his little eyes turned red, and he was about to cry.
Jiang Wei was instantly amused: "You look at the words, when you cry, you look like a mouse!" ”
Yan Ting took a serious look at it; "Hahaha! Really! ”
I also joined in the fun: "I look at the little eyes, don't cry, don't cry, cry so swollen that you don't have eyes!" ”
Yan Yu was very aggrieved: "What a sensational atmosphere this is, it was destroyed by you all of a sudden!" ”
The three of us looked at each other and laughed, "You're so funny!" ”
After the commotion, everyone began to get down to business.
People who have a good relationship with Jiang Wei in the student union have come out to clarify for her, and people from the public welfare club also support Jiang Wei, and the two parties have entered a new round of battle.
Some powerful netizens even picked up the IP addresses of the bloggers who posted the videos, and some people questioned the authenticity of this dubbing.
Seeing that the situation was under control, everyone's nerves relaxed and began to gossip about me and Jiang Yueze.
Yan Ting put her hands around her chest and circled around me: "Tut-tut, don't you plan to explain?" ”
I pulled over the chair, picked up my phone, and pretended not to know: "Explain what?" ”
The three of them pulled over the chairs and sat down beside me, their tones and movements surprisingly consistent: "What is the relationship between you and Jiang Yueze!" ”
I glanced at them and said in a determined tone, "Just saw us downstairs?" ”
They nodded, they didn't forget to gossip when such a big thing happened, and their faces were full of excitement: "Yes, yes, touch your head to kill, touch your face to kill, and hand you something, this is too Su!" ”
"Tut-tut, it's so deep, the elementary school girl is handsome and senior, it's romantic and exciting to think about."
I couldn't laugh and cry through the tens of thousands of comments on the post, and found that everyone's attention had unconsciously shifted to the love and hate between me and Jiang Yueze, and even made up a sadomasochistic blockbuster, Xu Siyang has rarely been mentioned, and even Jiang Wei has disappeared.
That's fine, one less attack is one. I thought to myself.
I continued to slide down, and found that Xing Sisi and Shi Yu also sent a long message to fight back, and the well-behaved girls like the League branch secretary all posted strong words like "Open your eyes and say nonsense, not afraid of being struck by lightning", and I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart.
Seeing the comment of a netizen named "Over the Mountains", I stopped sliding.
Over the hills: Although I don't like her, she really isn't such a person.
I was stunned, and a strange feeling came to my heart: I must know this person, and even between us, there is some inexplicable entanglement.
What surprised me even more was that after the like bar of this comment was opened, I actually saw the ID names of Lu Zhixin and Gu Jiatong.
I involuntarily clicked into her space and found her space inaccessible.
I had to quit, but I felt uneasy.
Who is this man?