I started dreaming again, pure dreams, very beautiful, but my heart was still timid, shy, and I didn't know how to express it. It's like talking to a guy in adolescence, and then a classmate starts laughing, and I rejoice in my heart, I like that boy, and I am spontaneously, shy and blushing, and embarrassed.

Now that I think about it, I seemed to have a little good feeling in my heart at that time, but I was shy and introverted, and I longed to have many friends.

Dreams are real, dreams are fake. We can't control our brains from dreaming in our natural state, but we subconsciously look at dreams with morality and ethics, which is the supervision of the subconscious by the conscious, which alludes to the dream. And my neurotic brain turned on its shy mode again, and I had to dance and digest it for a while.

Sigmund Freud once said, "Dreams are the door to human desires."

The definition of desire given by psychology says that desire, without good or evil, is a need of human nature and can only be controlled. It is combined with human nature, and dreams and greed arise. The development of humanity and the development of the world stems from the conscious control of greed and the strengthening of dreams. All is a dream, what is there not to tell?

Dreams unleashed the truest desires in my heart, for what I needed to survive and exist, for the good life that my milky baby needed, I needed to change cities and have a house.

I haven't been to work for almost three months, and I don't dare to look in the mirror seriously every day, and I have a sense of crisis in my subconscious.

As the year approached, I didn't feel homesick, but I began to miss my unit, my job, my leaders, my colleagues, and the bonsai I had taken care of for a long time.

In the dream, we went to another city for a full day meeting. At noon, the colleagues who were close to home went home to eat, and the colleagues who were far away from home sat in the conference room, looking at their mobile phones, and had not yet eaten.

I was standing next to the leader, and he turned around and told me, "To save time, let's take care of the food here." I walked out of the conference room in disbelief.

Then I was standing at the door of the conference room, chatting with the others, and a staff member brought in a few dishes and said, "We're only in charge of the food here, not the food."

I peeked in through the door and saw that the other colleagues had steamed the rice and picked up the chopsticks, while my boss and colleagues did not have chopsticks. I walked into the conference room and asked the leader, do you want me to order five takeouts? What do you want to eat, rice? Donburi? I know there's a topping restaurant in the city that is delicious.

After going out, the order has been placed on the phone...

Then, I was chatting with the leader standing in the flower bed in front of the building, and I had written him an application form, "I want to change cities and have a suite."

My boss told me, "I'm going to move to this city, considering that you and another colleague need a house, you're married, and you have children." I prefer you to come to my side to help me, so there is a second-hand house, you need to pay 3,000 a month, and other units pay, you contact the owner, I will give you the phone ......"

I was very excited and told Mr. Liu the phone, and Mr. Liu called me to tell me that the owner said that the house had been booked.

Who ordered it? A face flashed through my mind, it was another colleague of mine, and I woke up in shock.

Recalling this dream, the general reason is this: the Chinese New Year is approaching, and the baby is about to turn 100 days old, so I want to invite our small branch leaders and colleagues to have a meal together. It can be because the leader is supervising the work in the General Administration, and another colleague who joined the company at the same time as me is also helping in the General Administration, and I procrastinate, so I just do it.

But I subconsciously didn't give up, and it allowed me to fulfill this desire in another way.

Dream!

I accompanied the leaders to the bureau for a meeting, the colleagues of the General Administration are close to home, they can go home to eat, and the colleagues of other sub-bureaus also bring their own steamed rice, only our group of five people, nothing is prepared, this is the time to play my role, I help everyone order food on the mobile phone, what meal? Cover pouring surface.

Ha ha...... Subconsciously my leader is a thrifty person, and I am a stingy person, saving up my thoughts, and I just want to invite the group to a working meal.

…… Hehe...... Come to think of it, a person with a small pattern like me, even if he has worked hard in the workplace for 18 years, may not be able to drink coffee with others, let alone have a house of his own in a first- or second-tier city in a short period of time.

But that doesn't stop me from dreaming of buying a house, changing cities, and changing my way of living. After having my baby with a soft milky smell, this dream often brewed in my mind, and my heart began to suffer. On the one hand, I covet my comfort zone and hope to live in a small town; On the one hand, I am often anxious that I can't get a good education for my milky baby, and every time I hold my milky soft and well-behaved baby, and look at her angelic smile who knows nothing about me, I subconsciously desire more.

I couldn't help but tell Mr. Liu about this idea, and after Mr. Liu heard it, he turned on an unreasonable mode, such as he said, "Yes, let your parents sponsor a little money, and we will also buy a house with the money for the down payment", and for example, he said, "Now the housing prices in the first and second tiers are so high, how can you change it if you want to change it if you want to change it!" Let's talk ...... again."

Mr. Liu is telling the truth, but I don't want to hear it. This kind of truth makes me feel very sad and a little depressed.

Because his subtext is, we're really hard, there's no way. Without external help, we will not be able to realize this dream through our own efforts in a few years or more than a decade.

And I subconsciously can't accept this fact, the dream releases the subconscious, this dream is logical, reasonable, and it shows the degree of subconscious desire.

So, the subconscious mind made what it considered "reasonable" for me to realize this dream: in the first step, my leader was transferred to work in that city, and he had this opportunity. In the second step, I invited him to dinner, and he worked hard, and he appreciated me more. In the third step, he helped me find a second-hand house, which required me to pay 3,000 a month, and I could do it. Step 4: At the same time, the unit will reimburse me half of the house payment. The fifth step is to contact the homeowner.

But the fifth step went wrong, because I had a narrative barrier and was too lazy, so I handed over the matter to Mr. Liu and asked him to contact the landlord and was told that the house had been booked by someone else.

But who booked the house, a face flashed in my mind, it was another colleague of mine. In my subconscious, I thought that another colleague who joined at the same time as me had a better chance.

In my subconscious, Mr. Liu didn't want to buy a house for me, he didn't contact the owner of the second-hand house in time, he just made a phone call, and didn't go to that person at all, maybe my subconscious still has a glimmer of hope, I found that person, and the house would not be booked.

I'm sure it was just a dream I had, but the dream sprouted in my heart, and I thought about it in my dream, change the city, have a house.