Chapter 14 Daydreaming: Be Your Most Authentic Self
Then you must want to ask, how to extract it? Actually, I don't know much about this process, because I can recall and record this strange process twice, one when I was in my first love, and the other when I gave birth to a baby. So, I feel that with love in my heart, I can break through the black hole of memory.
The day before yesterday, I had another dream, first of all, before the dream, at three o'clock in the night, my milky soft and cute baby woke up, and then, I picked up my mobile phone to watch some strange news, searched the "Global Science and Technology" foreign language network and Chinese website.
Since the foreign language website is all in English and I can't understand it, I started browsing the Chinese website, and as a result, my mobile phone has an abnormal response, the browser is stuck, or the whiteboard is direct. You can still search for it at first on a different mobile phone, but after a while, you can start to drag the browser stuck, or directly whiteboard.
I immediately felt bad, just like acting in the American blockbuster "A Beautiful Mind", it seems that big data for the sake of traffic and share, never mind pushing the information we care about to each of us, healthy or unhealthy, positive or not, funny or sad, real and false kneaded together, let us stay on fragmented learning, and the authenticity and reliability of some of the information need to be verified. Surprisingly, I was restricted from viewing some information.
In a trance, I feel like John Forbes-Nash Jr., the 20th-century mathematician in "A Good Mind", not the way he discovered game theory, but after he suffered from schizophrenia, he felt like a spy working for a secret state organization.
This feeling stems from the fact that I originally wanted to write a piece about the Department of Spiritual Healing, but since I wrote about how I got a perfect score in the physics paper, I followed the physics experiment and turned on the space roaming mode, and accidentally confused the relationship between reality and dreams.
So, when I was on my phone's browser, I didn't see what I wanted to see the title, and then I had a dream.
The first layer does not remember.
The second layer does not remember.
I can't remember the third floor, it's probably all hedonism, satisfying my humble pursuits, I've passed through a long and narrow pitch-black space, and then, I'm happy. I want to know a secret. What does it look like after passing through the sun's black hole?
On the fourth level, I wanted to know the secret of the sun's black hole, and then I kept flying in the sky, flying, flying......
It was as if it had flown past the sun and reached the other side of the earth. Blue Earth. Everything there and the world is upside down. Man can swim in the water and fly in the sky. Then I plunged into the water and flew in the sky like a bird with wings.
On the fifth floor, I flew back to my old room, and in the dark room, there was a pair of hands blindfolded on my eyes, and I turned on the light, and I knew that the light was on.
Then the hands that blindfolded me slowly pulled far away at the moment when I pulled the lamp, and dissipated at the moment when I opened my eyes......
This reminds me of an article I wrote when I was a junior in college, "Be Your True Self." I sorted it out again, and it was written like this: I want to tell you what my world is like, I can't see clearly, I can't say what I'm anxious about, just tears. In the next second, a person walked away ruthlessly.
Have you heard of it? The world in the eyes of a newborn baby is upside down, and man walks between heaven and earth with his nostrils facing upward. The suitable baby eventually landed on his feet, and the soul of the unwell child went to the left world, and the body fell powerlessly on the earth, allowing time to ravage.
Early in the morning, up. The first phrase that comes to mind is to be true to yourself. Don't be pretentious, do whatever you want. I don't know why I think this way, but I forget what I've been holding on, and I want to start again by being myself. However, what does it look like to be yourself? Then start by doing what you want to do.
Recently, I have been wasted for a few days, and I still feel that I am too concerned about the gains and losses. I can't let go of some small things. Life is too long, and you always have to spend some time learning patience, insight, and thoroughness. It's more important to learn to accept yourself, that's all.
When I wrote such an article, I really couldn't accept myself. Perhaps, since I was in the second year of junior high school, since I learned the principle of aperture imaging in physics class, I felt that my world and the world in the eyes of my best friend Wu Yang were upside down, and I could often only distinguish between things and things, but I couldn't distinguish between north and south.
So, I thought, why should there be four directions, instead of just one direction like a sunflower, and that is the direction of the sun. And my best friend Wu Yang is the sun in my heart. I have always followed her sunny and warm side in my heart.
This strange way of thinking and the questions raised are often unanswered, but it is difficult to suppress the entropy change in the brain, and it becomes more and more chaotic.
If the universe had only one direction, according to the principles of physical relativity, we would be stationary relative to the sun. Then towards the sun, there should be five earth shapes, like benzene structures, strung together. And between these five planets, there is a hole between two and two, which may be what physicists call a black hole.
Passing through the black hole is like the gold, wood, water, fire and earth planet created by Chinese Buddhism. According to the principle of small hole imaging, we are Jupiter, and next to us are water planets and gold planets or chaotic spheres.
You may ask, why do I, a geek, think we're more likely to live on the planet wood than on other planets?
Because we live under a tree, and nowhere else. The water planet next to us probably lives in water. Water is turned upside down to fire, where do we live on the planet of fire? To live in darkness is to be earth. It is also dark on Saturn, just closest to the Sun and extremely hot. The Golden Planet is supposed to be a super planet, and I haven't figured it out yet.
Then, which led me to think about the shape of the spindle in the cell. The process by which the earth is created in relation to the universe is no different from the birth of a cell. Two stages of infinite light emitted by two black holes appear when the earth is just born and enters aging, and this process is only the energy of the cell is consumed for the whole human body, indicating that another cell is about to be born.
But this is the same as the real world entering the human brain through the eyes. Countless rays of light transmit the information that people perceive into the brain, and ideally, the world in everyone's brain is a microcosm of the universe. But human beings need energy, and in addition to light, the direction of our survival is food.
As human beings, in order to survive, they will aspire to be at the top of the food chain, and of course, the ultimate goal of the entire human race. When these creatures meet their own needs, they will lose everything on another planet, so that the entire universe will be balanced. Everything on earth follows the law of yin and yang balance of our ancestor Taoism.
But for the entire universe, it is only a matter of a moment, and it may take many billions of years for us humans.
It is necessary to remind that sometimes my cranky fantasies come true. But more often than not, it's all fake. After all, there was only one behavior in the past, and there are countless possibilities in the future, but there is only one behavior.
It's like my dream has five layers, but none of them are real, just dreams. But under the influence of ancient Chinese idealism, it is easier for me to believe in my subconscious self, the so-called "fate". Under the influence of Western materialist thought, they are more willing to fight against the so-called "fate" and strive to obtain survival capital. The idea of materialist dialectics put forward by Marxism is to let us look at problems in a balanced way.
But based on my not very normal mind at the time, it was all cranky.
For example, according to the law of conservation of matter, if human beings on Earth set foot in the universe again, aliens will appear on Earth. This is in line with the law of conservation of energy, how to protect our planet, that is, not to explore the alien earth.
The human beings of this Jumbo planet and the creatures of that water planet are upside down, and if a person is rich on the wooden earth and is at the top of the food chain, then on another water planet is the bottom of the food chain, and there is no concept of wealth. On the super planet, it is also upside down.
When the Earth's trees are in equilibrium with the oceans of another planet, we are still us, when the oceans drown the Earth. Saturn, the next water planet, will have energy flowing between the five planets.
Humanity may be on a superplanet, a brain structure that doesn't need anything. And the brain structure found on the earth may be that someone inadvertently opened the secret of the chaotic brain, so that when more and more people open the secret of the brain, the race will suffer extinction, like the Jews, with a catastrophe.
But without this brain discovery, human beings could not find the regularity of the universe, and then, they were reincarnated in four or five planets, and finally the universe exploded again and started the game again.
The degree of human evolution is getting faster and faster, biological life has reached the point where it can be conserved with cosmic energy, all the remaining black holes of human memory have opened, and every living thing is balanced on every earth. Just as the brain can have seven emotions at the same time, only eternal good thoughts can save humanity.
When a human has completely opened the black hole of memory, the last black hole of memory is death and eternal life. A way to live with the universe.
This is the daydream of eternal life without willpower and without action support.