Chapter 143 A Letter

Mo Xiaoxiao went out early in the morning and inquired about Mo Yao's news, she has been like this every day these days, not letting go of a little clue to find, not wanting to give up She is not a persistent person, but she often does everything she loves for the person she loves, many people around her persuaded her to give up, but she didn't, she and Mo Yao have long been like sisters and brothers, how can she give up easily, everyone around her in her heart is an indispensable part of her.

After searching for a morning to no avail, he returned to the residence with his mutilated soul and tired body, pushed open the door and saw that the house was empty, and no one was quiet and a little scary, the summer rain came and fell, sprinkled without warning, and drenched Mo Xiaoxiao, who was unprepared, and the cool wind kept drifting around.

Mo Xiaoxiao went back to the house to change her clothes, wiped her hair with a dry towel, sat down on the sofa, closed her eyes slightly, the surging emotions in her mind churned again, her head hurt a little, she gently rubbed her eyebrows, opened her eyes, and a white letterhead appeared in her sight.

Without much thought, he picked up the unwrapped letterhead and began to read it.

Mo Xiaoxiaoqi:

When you read this letter, I don't know what kind of mood you will be in, it doesn't matter if you are sad or happy, here are all the things I want to say to you, I hope you can forgive me for speaking to you in this way.

First of all, I want to say sorry to you, I shouldn't have said those things to you so impulsively that day, I was too impulsive, but now whether you have those feelings for me or not, it doesn't matter anymore, I have decided after careful consideration, I want to solemnly announce to you that I officially retract what I said to you that night, but it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore, I've tried very hard to restrain my feelings for you, But it's like a vine in my heart rooted and even crazy growth, I can't let myself give up you don't love you, in fact, I have liked a girl before, a foreign girl, and then I learned that I was just a kind of passionate love for her, and that kind of heat now also appeared in my body is for you, I have also seen her shadow in you, but this does not mean that I treat you as her, you are unique and special, You seem to exude a charm, a charm that makes me want to stop.

I can't convince myself that I don't love you, I can't do it, but I've decided that I won't ask you if you love me anymore, and I won't love you so fiercely, if you still can't accept me, then I'll take back the words of that night, bury them in my heart, and when you slowly accept such an imperfect me, I will release those passions again, you can rest assured that I will never bother you before this, and we will continue to be good friends.

I forgot when it started, I had such special feelings for you, don't be surprised and don't be surprised, I'm not as cold as others see, I'm just a cannibal mortal with seven emotions and six desires, and there is a soft heart under a cold appearance, I once restrained myself and denied my feelings for you, but I found that I was even more uncomfortable, because I was deceiving myself, everything about you touched me, your perseverance, your kindness, your bravery, your loyalty, I don't know how to describe you, at first I only thought you were an ordinary friend, I thought you were weak and a little girl who needed someone to protect you, but then I found out that you are such a strong and brave person, you don't beg for anyone's mercy at all, you are independent, your love for others is not a heart of pity, but from the heart you want to be good to others, but that kind of good is not because others are good to you, you are like an angel as beautiful and kind, I love you.

For you to reject me bluntly, in fact, I am not surprised at all, your tenacity and toughness, will not allow you to be a submissive girl, I don't know for what reason you reject me, maybe you really don't love me as you say, maybe, maybe it's also considering your best friend, or maybe because of the inferiority complex in your heart, I don't know, I always think I know you very well, but after thinking about it, I found that I don't know anything about your heart, you habitually wrap yourself, I don't know how to open your heart, maybe all I can do is to wait silently and be by your side, just as you once silently supported me and accompanied me.

I'm sorry for these days, the relationship between you and your friends is getting more and more delicate, which has nothing to do with me, but even though I love you, I can't betray my heart to accept a person I don't love, even if it's because of you, whether you forgive me or not, I have no hesitation, I hope you can calmly face the natural development of all things, including the stretch of all the feelings in your heart, love is two wishes and two feelings are happy, Kong Rong let the pear is wisdom, but let the feelings of this kind of thing is ignorant, Because the former makes people warm and happy. And the latter can make all three miserable for a lifetime, which is a sin and not an empathetic feeling, can you understand? If you want to, why do you need to escape, if you don't have the intention, why bother to be cowardly, everything has its certainty.

Bodhi has nothing, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing originally, where to stir up dust.

At the place of payment, He Yuwen lifted the pen.

Mo Xiaoxiao read the letterhead written by He Yuwen word for word, as if there were 10,000 complex emotions surging in her heart, she felt painfully entangled and unbearable and even self-blamed, it turned out that her self-righteousness thought it was the best way to deal with it, but it made him so painful, on the one hand, she was the best friend, and on the other hand, the person she thought about in her heart made it difficult for her to choose.

On this day, when He Yuwen was working in the hospital office, a nurse hurriedly ran past and knocked on his door in a hurry.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

"Dean He, are you inside, there are 100,000 urgent matters, and I must inform you now, Dean He, are you listening?" The nurse outside the door knocked on the door, her voice almost trembling, revealing an ominous premonition.

"Come in." He Yuwen buried his head in writing something, facing a large amount of information about medicines in his hand, and he was so busy that he didn't plan to open the door, but he heard the voice outside the door being anxious and anxious, obviously there was something big, so he responded and let people in.

Creak......

The door was opened, and it was a nurse with a raw face, her face was blue and panicked, she ran too quickly, panting, and said breathlessly: "Dean He, it's not good, something is wrong, go quickly, go to the staff apartment building to have a look, someone, someone died in the house for some reason, and now the forensic doctor has passed, you go over and take a look." ”

As soon as the nurse's voice fell, He Yuwen, who had been busy with his head down, slapped the table and got up, his face changed a little coldly and a little unbelievable: "What, someone died in the house, do you know who it is?" ”

"It's Xiao Liang from the pharmacy, it's Liang Yuxi, who has been on leave for many days in a row, and I don't know what the reason is, hey...... Dean He, you run slowly......! The nurse thought about it before she remembered, and before she finished speaking, He Yuwen had already rushed out of the door, and ran to the apartment building in a panic.

There is nothing unusual about the dead person in the hospital, but this is Liang Yuxi, this person He Yuwen's heart began to hang again, and Mo Yao's disappearance made He Yuwen's heart begin to surge again, I am afraid that there is some connection between these two things, I think it is true that I haven't seen Liang Yuxi's figure for a long time, thinking about it, I strode over.

He Yuwen ran wildly all the way, because it was midsummer again, and he was already sweating after running a few steps, and ran upstairs to see that the corridor was full of people, He Yuwen slowly passed through the crowd.

"I'm sorry, let me let me, I'm sorry, please let me borrow it, thank you." He Yuwen said as he pushed aside the layers of people and walked cautiously towards the room of 402.

Before he approached the house, a pungent and disgusting rancid smell came to his face, almost making He Yuwen, who was usually experienced in a hundred battles, vomit, the open door, a burst of extremely stinking rotten smell wafting in the corridor, the closer you go, the bigger the smell, the crowd was just whispering on the side, and did not block the door, Xu couldn't stand the strong smell.

"Only now did I find out, have they all been dead for a long time, and no one has found out, it's really miserable!"

"It's not, I heard that it's a little girl who has just come out of the pharmacy for an internship, hey, she's young, it's a pity to die, this person is impermanent."

"You say you offended someone, and you died like this."

"What nonsense, don't be shocking, I heard that she has taken many days off in a row, and she may die of illness!" A group of people were talking one after another, and a lot of rumors also entered He Yuwen's ears.

He Yuwen frowned lightly and walked in from there. I saw that all the lights in the door were turned on and illuminated brightly, and the scorching sun outside the window made the smell in the room even stronger.

There are four or five forensic doctors standing by the bedside, wearing masks and concentrating on their work, the white sheets and bedding are shining in the sun dazzling, originally the blue sky and white day also make people feel the cool breeze, I don't know where the wind comes from, it seems to make people's backs chill.

I saw that on the white bed, Liang Yuxi was lying reclining, the things on the bed were messy, the quilt only covered her legs, and a large part of it hung down to the ground, there were some unknown solids on the white sheets, the head was crookedly leaning on the pillow, the inky black hair was scattered on both sides of the pillow, covering her entire face, her facial expression could not be seen clearly, the bedding and clothes were all messed up, as if she had experienced a fierce struggle before death, and the curled up body and hands and feet were in an abnormal bending state, apparently a very painful death.

There are messes everywhere, there are scattered clothes and broken cups on the ground, He Yuwen saw her such a tragic situation, and couldn't help but feel sorry for her, thinking of such a lively and willful young girl, an age like a flower, and such a miserable ending, his heart ached faintly.

"Doctor, let me ask you, what is her condition?" With a feeling of grief and regret, He Yuwen asked softly towards the forensic doctor who was engrossed in the examination on the side.