Chapter 171 Unintentional offense
Time seems to be at that moment, someone quietly pressed the pause button, everything around is empty and no sound can be heard, the night is no longer the silent night of the world, the breeze is no longer the earthly breeze, and the clear moonlight is no longer from the Guanghan Palace, fluttering and spilling down the bright light, at that moment there seems to be only the breath of each other, there is no other sound flowing in the ears, and in front of him is a hazy light, like accidentally falling into an abyssThere is darkness on all sides and there is no other breakthrough point, everything is confused and unknown, if you have to count the third color, it is the shame of each other red to the root of the ear.
Song Xiwan turned her back to the person behind her, her eyes were as wide as copper bells, she stared ahead in a daze, there seemed to be a buzzing tinnitus in her ears roaring, and her heart was like a river rushing tide, surging over the river and the sea, and sometimes as if she was the yellow sand on the battlefield, she was trampled by the endless fierce rush, and thousands of horses trampled under the horse's hooves, her heart was trampled and churned, and then under the iron hooves of thousands of horses, they were raised around the battlefield.
Since childhood, the tutor or literacy is very strict and harsh, where has Song Xiwan ever had such a humiliating experience, the moon is dark and the wind is high and lonely, lonely men and widows have never known each other, and she is actually impartial, and takes the initiative to throw herself into her arms to hug a man who has no contact, and spreading it will also make her Song family lose face, and she has no shame to see her parents and the world again, thinking of this, she panicked, and quickly broke free from the man's arms, still with her back to the person behind, and did not dare to turn her head to see the true face of the person behind.
Song Xiwan was at a loss, just grabbed the corners of her clothes, smiled dumbly and didn't say a word, such words and deeds have made her feel ashamed, maybe for women in the new era who have experienced the baptism of new culture, this is nothing, but Song Xiwan, who has always accepted the baptism of traditional cultural literacy, even this is something that makes her embarrassed and embarrassed.
Seeing that Song Xiwan was so panicked and in a hurry, Yang Zhe, who was in that body, gently persuaded him: "Girl, you ...... Are you alright? I've taken a closer look for you, there's nothing in the grass ahead, it's just the birds and finches that have been startled by the sound of people's feet, don't be afraid, it's okay, if you're afraid, I'll be here with you! ”
Maybe it's because Song Xiwan was too frightened, and temporarily lost the ability to distinguish, but her expression was nervous and her heart was beating fast, and she couldn't tell who the voice behind her was, she just trembled slightly, and she didn't care who it was at all, even if it was Yang Zhe who she knew, even if it was a gentle voice like fresh water, it didn't calm her down, and she still looked nervous and restrained.
As soon as Song Xiwan heard that he actually said that he wanted to stay with him, she was so frightened that she couldn't speak incoherently, and shook her head again and again: "No, no, I can do it myself, it was just an accident, but thank you, you leave quickly, I, I will pay attention to myself, you and I are alone in this night, it is really inappropriate, so people will spread rumors and gossip when they see it, so you better leave quickly......"
"Girl, don't worry, I'm not a bad person, you... Don't you know who I am? Don't you feel familiar? Seeing her so vigilant and scared, Yang Zhe wanted to appease her sincere fear, and said.
"I'm not saying that Childe is a bad person, it's just, it's just that men and women don't kiss, you and tonight this is also an accident, I'm not unwilling to believe you just, it's just that people are terrible, and I never know what kind of vicious words will be passed on in other people's mouths, for the innocence of Childe, but also for my innocence, so please Childe, leave quickly, and when the sky is bright tomorrow, I will come to thank you in person, if not...... Otherwise, I'll be ...... if I leave."
Seeing that Song Xiwan finished speaking, she was about to walk forward, to escape this embarrassing scene, Yang Zhe also guessed that she was too frightened to recognize her voice, so she continued to speak.
"Hey, girl, stay girl, wait a minute."
Song Xiwan heard Yang Zhe's voice, and out of politeness, she stopped although she was scared.
"Girl, you shouldn't be familiar with the road here, right? If you want to leave, it should be me as a big man to leave, but, I just want to know, why am I just afraid that you will fall and hug you slightly, so you care so much? In fact, there is no third person who knows that I will not leak secrets, so why are you so worried? Besides, if you really care that much, then I will definitely be responsible for my actions. Yang Zhe asked with doubts.
"Since there is a difference between men and women, women should also know benevolence and shame, and it is natural for me to keep a distance from you, why do you ask so carefully? If you want to ask for a return, you can come to the guest room of the Yang Mansion tomorrow morning and find my father Song Yunhong, I already have a good person in my heart, and I don't have to say these words if I have no intention of offending you, these should be regarded as a misunderstanding. Song Xiwan froze in place, as if she was a little angry, so she said directly and solemnly to the people behind her.
Song Xiwan's words, mixed with a trace of wind blowing from all around, slowly blew to Yang Zhe's ears, Yang Zhe suddenly felt a little disappointed, the words came out of her mouth flutteringly, he just no matter what, he didn't want to believe that she said that she already had a heart, the sachet that had been placed in Yang Zhe's pocket was clenched tightly by him, it seemed that the stars and the moon seemed so hideous at this moment.
The two were silent for a long time, and Yang Zhecai mustered up the courage to continue: "Can you take the liberty of asking, whose son is the girl's crush, or the young master of the family?" I'm just curious about what kind of person your crush will be to win the girl's favor, which is enviable......"
"My intended person is a face as clear as the stars, temperament like a breeze and a bright moon, a unique family of handsome sons, but also a spring breeze and rain like a warm sun of wanton young man, the world thinks that he, uninhibited, arrogant and frivolous, but no one can know that his heart is as soft as a wing, is the moon held by the stars is the lover that the world looks up to." Song Xiwan said word by word, her voice was faint, if it weren't for facing a stranger, a quiet and silent night, an extremely embarrassing scene, she might never have confided her heart, just like a flash in the pan is just in a fragile and quiet night......
"Then you and he are in love, right?" Yang Zheqiang endured the spontaneous rise from the depths of his heart, and continued to ask tentatively.
"He is just a fire that I watch from a distance on the distant shore, a sunset that I see from across thousands of mountains and rivers, but I have a marriage contract with him, and I believe that it will not be long before I can become his real wife." Song Xiwan's words were shallow, as if she was talking about a particularly euphemistic and frustrating thing, and when she spoke deeply, she could still hear a trace of regret, and it seemed like she had low self-esteem......
Some people say that true love starts with low self-esteem, no matter how good a person you were before you met him, after you met him, you will begin to find fault with your own shortcomings, feel that you are not good enough and are afraid that you are not worthy of him, because you firmly believe that he must be the best person in the world.
"What, you say he's the one with whom you are betrothed? That...... Then he is Yang Zhe, the eldest young master of the Yang family? Yang Zhe was surprised and delighted, the deep heart that was like ashes seemed to have been blown and reborn by the spring breeze, and the tenderness that disintegrated there began to gather little by little.
"Why do you have to ask if you know?" Song Xiwan nodded lightly and replied lightly.
Yang Zhe smiled, his calm eyebrows were able to stretch out, suppressing his ecstatic heart, the smile on the corner of his mouth rose slightly, and he was silent for a moment before continuing to say happily: "Oh...... I see, but I don't think this sweetheart of yours is very good, it's just a more delicate and stinky skin, and I don't see the other things you said. ”
"But what does that have to do with you, you and I are just ordinary people with children and affection, do you have to be a person who is appreciated by everyone if you like someone? If so, do such people really exist? Song Xiwan was not angry at his frivolous provocation, and still said lightly.
"Then do you dare to turn around and look at me? Perhaps, I'm not as good as you say, or even a little inferior, do you dare to like me like this? Sister Wan'er......" Yang Zhe laughed softly, his dimples seemed to be filled with candied fruit, and his eyebrows were full of joy.
Song Xiwan was stunned for a moment, as if she was shocked by something and remained motionless, at that moment she seemed to have just woken up from a dream, just from the chaotic time and space to this realistic space, she was stunned when she heard the words of the person behind her, the sound of her heartbeat seemed to be so fast that she couldn't hear it clearly, and her cheeks were as hot as a red glow......
For a long time, Song Xiwan slowly turned her head and looked at Yang Zhe behind her......
"Brother Zhe...... How are you? I, I ......" Song Xiwan was ashamed, ashamed that she didn't know how to be so stunned, and she was stunned and at a loss.
"Sister Wan'er, in fact, where do I have what you say so well, but I didn't expect that you would have a place for me in your heart, and I was very moved by such an irreplaceable position, but what you don't know is that in fact, I have already painted the ground for you, and you have already planted the seeds of love in me, if you have to ask when it started, it was probably the first time I met you when I was young, your shyness and gentleness, I was not deeply attracted to me, I always thought that you would not pay attention to me as a "playboy" I never thought that you would have a different gaze from others......" Yang Zhe walked towards her gently, took off his coat and gently draped it on her, and said his true feelings affectionately.
Yang Zhe's movements were very light, and the coat still carried his uncooled temperature, gently covering her body, as if saturated with a layer of warm love, making Song Xiwan's thin heart gradually become warmer, and an unconcealable smile appeared on her face.