18. Intercession

"So you don't have the slightest affection for me, do you?"

This sentence actually came out of his mouth, Shangguan Man'er was completely dumbfounded, what is this? What does it mean to look like she was abandoned from beginning to end? Frustrated self-esteem? Possessive? Or is it the prodigal son's penchant for turning back?

She thought that her repeated provocations finally made him angry, but she never expected that this prodigal prince cared about this, and he couldn't turn around for a while, looking at him blankly.

He asked if he had affection for him, but she didn't know.

At the banquet that day, he came with a beautiful appearance, and his good appearance was secondary, but the aristocratic atmosphere soaked in his words and deeds had a hint of unruliness, especially the laziness and uninhibition that concealed the edge in the deep black pool eyes, which really left a deep impression on her.

If he had asked to marry him at that time, what would he have been in such a state of mind?

It's a pity that she will never know, thinking that all the princes and nobles present on that day will never forget, he asked to marry his imperial aunt at the banquet, the most outstanding beauty in the south, the regent princess Feng Jinxin. I still remember his radiant posture at that time, the undoubted love and possession in his eyes, and the loss and sadness after knowing that there was no hope of marrying.

At that time, she felt that he must have loved the imperial aunt miserably, so he would forcibly ask for marriage so recklessly.

It's a pity that she is too naïve, and his enthusiasm comes and goes quickly, but after a while, his eyes began to wander on the two cousins of the imperial aunt, Feng Ruoyao and Feng Ruoxi, and the rather similar eyebrows and eyes clearly explained his preferences, and he was really a person who knew how to retreat to the second, she had despised him for a long time.

If it weren't for the calculation of Luan Feidian in the Southern Palace, Feng Ruoxi, who was ruthlessly driven away by him, would probably be his and kissing bride, right?

It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, the most noble imperial daughter in the south, Princess Wanxian (Shangguan Wan) from Sun Guifei, discussed with him before the banquet, but was politely rejected because he deliberately bent to a little concubine of a five-grade military attaché.

Shangguan Wan didn't want to marry Nan Shang much, let alone how much she liked him, but because he trampled on her self-esteem like this, she was so jealous that she lost her mind, gave him a very heavy coquettish drug, and had a skin-to-skin relationship with him before the marriage, and even designed to let the emperor of Nanguo witness this achievement under the bed in order to make him indefensible.

is so exhaustive, leaving no way back, but it misses one point, that is, the recklessness and stubbornness in Nishino Yunji's temperament.

He would rather die in Nanguo than give Nanguo a face, and married her along the way. In the end, for the sake of peace between the two countries, and for the face of the southern royal family, the southern kingdom had to propose this compromise method, since Shangguan Wan could not be a wife, then be a concubine, of course, he could not let a lowly concubine become the princess's housewife, so he had to let the princess from the concubine become his side wife together with this concubine, and choose the royal princess as his wife.

Shangguan Wan did everything for her so-called dignity, but in the end, she completely lost her face, the princess of a country, reduced to a lowly concubine, although she is a concubine of the heavenly family, but no matter how noble a concubine is, a concubine is a concubine, and a concubine is a lowly status!

It was in such an embarrassing situation that he was chosen by him to be the princess of Heqin, and at that time, in his eyes, he was a prodigal prince who coveted the wind and moon, although he was not extremely vicious, but he was definitely not a good match.

The emperor's order cannot be violated, the righteousness of the family and the country cannot be lost, as the emperor's daughter, she should bear the responsibility of the emperor's daughter, so even if she is full of sadness and relatives, she will go without hesitation.

In this life, she is as involuntary as duckweed, and all she can stick to is her own heart.

Therefore, from the moment she received the holy decree of peace and proximity, she warned herself that she could become the dignified and virtuous princess of Xishang for the country, and even become the mother of the country of Xishang one day, shouldering the mission of motherhood in the world, but she must not be emotionally attached to him.

The love starts and goes deep, and the trust is not human, and it will never be recovered. What's more, she is destined to be unable to stay with her lover for a long time, so she will be spared the pain of deep love.

But that day on the carriage to welcome the relatives, she was full of grief and reluctance, grief for her unknown fate, reluctant to separate from her younger brother who depended on each other, and finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

The backyard of the Gaomen royal family is always in turmoil, as the sovereign, he doesn't have to pay attention to the affairs of the mistress, but every time the concubine makes trouble, he firmly defends himself, so straightforward preference, so gentle and spoiled.

He was originally the prince of a country, and he was her husband, and his husband was his wife, but he never had the slightest frame in front of him, but laughed and scolded with her, as if he was a lady in the palm of his hand.

All of this, if it is false to say that there is no gratitude, but is it really affection?

Before she could think clearly, his kiss had already landed on her lips. She instinctively pushed hard, but she couldn't break free, he seemed to have enough strength, fiercely held her in his arms, and kissed her lips brutally. In the end, he could only weakly grasp the Shu brocade on his two sleeves, and his whole body was cold.

He let her go, and she suddenly lost her support, and in shame, she slapped him in the face.

He clasped her lotus arm again, with a little fierceness, his eyes were blood-stained, and he gritted his teeth and said: "You came here with the responsibility of your family and country and married me, isn't it your responsibility to be close to me?" ”

Man'er's eyes widened and his mouth stammered, but he didn't back down, clasping the knuckles of her arm with more force, forcing her to look at him.

Nishino Yunji thought that she would defend him with such a strong temperament, and it was inevitable to move her fists and kicks, but she never thought that in the blink of an eye, this little girl who was angry at him with her teeth and claws actually cried out.

This time it was his turn to be dumbfounded, looking at the hoarse little girl crying in front of him, the monstrous anger that was warm and burning a moment ago had already turned into invisible, and only a piece of finger softness remained.

Thinking back to what she had just said and done, her frustration filled her heart, and she only felt that every tear of her had smashed into her heart, and it hurt.

He tentatively stretched out his arm to approach her, but she rarely did not resist, and he held her in his arms, patted her thin back, and softly comforted her.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, don't cry."

Man'er was originally just whimpering in a low voice, but at this moment, he was comforted by him in his arms, and his grievances were magnified countless times in an instant.