Chapter 87: I'll Feel Guilty for the rest of my life
Because of the wound, ginger staining is particularly inconvenient these days.
It's really hard to think of using her right hand, and she's not left-handed. But as soon as the right hand touches it, the wound hurts.
The night she came back from the hospital, she didn't fall asleep all night in pain, and got up in the morning and went to the school hospital to buy analgesics to relieve her, so that she could fall asleep.
Jiang Ye is probably still feeling guilty, and he takes time to come to see her every day, and he has to make five or six phone calls a day, not counting the concerned messages on WeChat.
Jiang Ran was actually really afraid of pain, scared to death, and her feet were soft when she saw the blood coming out that day. She even felt that her fingers would probably be useless.
But Eno felt so guilty that it wasn't what she wanted to see.
From the incident to the present, except for the fact that she shouted pain in front of Jiang Ye when she was injected and bandaged in the hospital, she has not said a word of 'pain' to Jiang Ye again.
Every time Eno asked, she said: It doesn't hurt at all.
Of course, what Jiang Ran didn't know was that her answer would only make Jiang Ye more uncomfortable and distressed when she heard it.
In the past few days, Jiang Ye has really taken care of Jiang Ran, accompanied her to help her take notes in class, and fed her a mouthful of food when she went to eat after class.
Jiang Ran accepted it with peace of mind at first, but then his conscience became more and more uneasy.
It's very strange, Jiang Ran doesn't know why he still feels that he has such a thing as a 'conscience'.
"Originally, I was sick, I didn't lose weight, why do you look so thin." When eating hot pot at night, Jiang Ran looked at Jiang Ye who was still holding fat cattle for her with some distress, "You eat it yourself, don't worry about me, I will hold chopsticks with my left hand." ”
As she spoke, she pulled out a new pair of chopsticks and held them with her left hand. Although it is a bit laborious to use, it can still hold the dish and put it in your mouth smoothly.
Jiang Ran used his actual actions to tell Jiang Ye what it means to be 'physically disabled'.
"It's an accident, don't get old to think about it." Jiang Ran pretended to be old and sighed, and did not forget to hold the chopsticks and give Jiang Ye vegetables with difficulty: "Come on, come on, they all say what to eat, you eat more pig brains to make up." ”
Eno: "......"
"Eat, what do you want me to do?"
"Ginger dye."
Eno suddenly put down his chopsticks and called her extremely seriously.
Jiang Ran snorted, with an expression of 'you said I was listening'.
"In the future, you don't have to do so much for me, I don't need you to think so much for me."
"What do you mean?" Jiang Ran was a little dissatisfied.
Jiang Ye's dark eyes are deep, and the stars are all under the eyes of the young man. He said: "The little princess should have been carefree. ”
He was very touched that she was able to stand up desperately.
also knows that she is not a dispensable existence for her.
But this kind of behavior, once is enough.
He does not want, and will never allow again, a next time.
"I hope I can protect you as much as possible, and not put you in danger because of me."
"I understand everything you say, but you are my 'son', and I should protect you." Jiang Ran was still joking.
"You don't understand."
"Who's ......"
"I'd rather face it myself than get you hurt. I don't care what people think of me or what they say about me. ”
He looked at her, his eyes swelling with emotion. The young man's hoarse voice sounded in the somewhat noisy hot pot restaurant, and it was extremely clear: "However, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life if you are injured." ”