The two took the child back to the house, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't dip the water all day and didn't eat the rice, so she guarded the child in the room, although the child was not his own, but she has always regarded it as her own, the child's facial features, carefully look like Gu Qingshui is still seven or eight points similar, Mo Xiaoxiao always felt that this child was the appearance of Gu Qingshui who he met for the first time.

Innocent, simple, kind and bright as the sun.

At the beginning of the lanterns, before I knew it, it was getting late, and it was getting dark, Mo Xiaoxiao had been staying in the room since she came back from the hospital, and she never left a step.

Later, Xiao Er was worried about Mo Xiaoxiao, so she specially boiled a bowl of chicken soup and sent it to her room.

Pushing open the door, I saw Mo Xiaoxiao sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, her eyes glazed over, her expression heavy, and she didn't know what she was thinking, just quietly watching the sleeping child.

"Miss, eat something, I stewed some chicken soup for you, this is a big supplement, you eat some is good for your body."

Xiao Er had just finished the hot chicken soup, slowly walked to her side, and whispered to her.

Mo Xiaoxiao's tired expression was a little heavy, and she didn't even look up, just shook her head: "Xiao'er, you can serve it first, I don't want to eat yet." ”

Xiao Er shook her head, looked at her and continued: "Miss, you haven't eaten for a day, how can your body stand it if you go on like this, your body is not very good, you can eat a little first, let me take care of him, okay?" ”

Mo Xiaoxiao covered the sleeping child with a quilt again, with a loving look on her face, which looked like a mother.

"Xiao'er, I have to guard her all the time, he is the hope of the Gu family, and it is entrusted to me by others who listen to the Wang family, I can't let myself lose my trust to others."

Mo Xiaoxiao's voice was as light as a mosquito, and there was some tiredness in his voice.

Xiao Er looked at Mo Xiaoxiao, who was tired but stubborn: "Miss, I'm afraid you're not afraid of losing your trust to others." Because he is Gu Qingshui's child, so you care so much, Miss, you care too much about that kind of affection, people who value love and righteousness have been thinking about others all their lives, never thinking about themselves, and it is very tiring to do so. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao shook his head, his expression was slightly heavy: "No matter what, I have to treat him well, he has no mother and no father now." I understand the feeling of being helpless from a young age, and I just don't want to go through it again as unfortunate as what happened to me as a child. ”

She looked at the child intently, and for some reason, she seemed to see her former self in him.

My father died early when I was a child, and my mother was nowhere to be found, not by my side, and I was just a lonely child under the fence, no one cared for and no one to take care of.

The feeling of having to look at other people's faces carefully no matter what you do, is really uncomfortable.

It's like being a wild grass that grows freely in the wilderness, you have to bear the wind and sun, you have no one to rely on, no matter what you do, you have to be strong yourself, because you have no backing behind you, so you have to rely on yourself for everything.

Whenever I see someone else's home, the family is happy, the sourness and loneliness in my heart will come to my heart, that kind of bitter taste, I still remember it vividly, and from time to time it also comes to my heart, so that I can reminisce about the past is a feeling like eating Coptis chinensis.

There is no such thing as empathy in this world, only the unbelievers are more considerate and understanding of the unfortunate.

When the lucky people see the miserable person crying bitterly, they will just think that she is hypocritical and moaning without illness.

Xiao Er looked at Mo Xiaoxiao's death-defying expression, was silent for a while, and continued: "But Miss, even if you stay by his side day and night like this, his illness will not be good, after all, Miss, you are not a doctor, and now even the doctor is helpless, what else can be done?" ”

"I just want him to be in pain, you can open your eyes and see someone around you taking care of you, so that her lonely heart can feel more and others care about her feelings, maybe I can't diagnose and treat his illness, but I can also do my best to diagnose and treat his cold heart."

Mo Xiaoxiao said heavily, stroking the child's slightly hot face.

Xiao Er had nothing to say, so she had to put the chicken soup on the table and go out.

I don't know how long time has passed, Mo Xiaoxiao has been staying in front of the bed, and unconsciously fell asleep.

She had a dream.

I dreamed that I was barefoot and dressed in thin clothes, walking in a snowy and snowy field, where it was snowing like goose feathers, and the cold wind was howling, making her shiver from the cold, and there was a cold feeling under her feet, she felt like an ice cube as cold, from the outside of her body to the inside, she even felt that her internal organs were frozen and shivered.

Suddenly, a sense of heaviness hit his body, and his whole body gradually warmed up, as if the unbridled cold wind was no longer so arrogant.

Mo Xiaoxiao suddenly woke up from his dream, and the clothes he was wearing immediately slipped to the ground.

"What's wrong, are you having nightmares?"

Mo Xiaoxiao hadn't reacted yet, but he felt that his eyes were blurry, and he couldn't see anything clearly, so he heard a gentle and familiar voice again.

Yang Zhe gently picked up the coat that had slipped off the ground and put it on her body again.

"Brother......" Mo Xiaoxiao rubbed her eyes, and then she saw the person in front of her clearly, "Brother, why did you come in?" ”

Yang Zhe smiled faintly, took a chair from the side and put it in front of the bed, and sat down on the chair casually.

"What's the matter, the temperature has dropped so much this night, why do you wear so little and don't go to bed, you will catch a cold when you sleep so groggily here." Yang Zhe did not respond directly to her words, but only asked gently.

Mo Xiaoxiao shook his head, tightened the thick coat on his body, sniffed and said slowly: "Xi'er is sick, and the doctor has no way to say that this disease can only be temporarily maintained, but it cannot be cured, and it can be sick anytime and anywhere, I am worried, so I only stay by his side at any time." ”

"Your stepmother is quite satisfactory." Yang Zhe smiled, touched her head, and said jokingly.

Mo Xiaoxiao's face changed slightly, and he was a little angry, and he glanced at him: "Brother, it's all this time, you are still in the mood to laugh, he has this disease now, I am really worried about him." ”

Yang Zhe slowly lowered Erlang's legs, supported his chin with one hand, and looked a little uninhibited, he stared at her eyes intently and said: "He is the child of the Gu family, and the harm caused to you by the Gu family, even if it is all of them, you will not be able to forgive them like this, why do you talk about these now, are you going to be over with an understatement?" is still taking care of the children so sincerely, Xiaoxiao, I really can't understand you more and more. ”

Mo Xiaoxiao was suddenly silent for a while, she turned her head to look at the child who was sleeping peacefully, and sighed softly: "I didn't forgive the Gu family, and I don't have the right to forgive them on behalf of the deceased, I just forgave them on behalf of myself, no matter how many grievances there were in the past that were difficult to resolve and difficult to let go, but after all, the child is innocent, he is innocent, he doesn't know anything, this is not a kind of sympathy, it is a kind of empathy." ”

"How?" Yang Zhe looked puzzled and continued to ask.

"I said I saw in him who I used to be when I was younger, do you believe it?" Mo Xiaoxiao turned his head and stared at his eyes, with a serious look, "I know you may not believe it, because my life experience with him is completely two concepts, he was born as a young master in brocade clothes and jade food, and I am just a child under the fence and no one loves him, it seems that the two of us are completely different, but we have the same fate, he was happy at the beginning, but there is no way to know the rest of the day, and I was unfortunate from the beginning, but fortunately, the clouds and the moon were bright later, But before that, he and I were two like-minded people. ”

"So, is that why you sympathize with him?" Yang Zhe looked at her quietly and asked without a smile.

Mo Xiaoxiaoyun said to him lightly: "Sympathy or empathy." I think I'll treat him well. Am I out of a sense of duty, or am I doing it out of my own pity. ”