Chapter 288: Why can't you mention it
"My sister's matter has passed, no matter what you think about this matter, don't mention it again after this time."
It's also fantasy, this kind of seemingly invisible but it appears in himself.
That feeling of being afraid of being regarded as a "monster", so Chai Xuan was also afraid of it.
"Why can't you mention it! Isn't the eldest cousin human! Mi Xiao was so excited that she had just swallowed what she had eaten in her mouth when she heard her say this.
"Mishino, you're so excited."
Chai Xuan is no longer as innocent as she once was, and naturally she is not so polite when she speaks.
"That's your sister and my eldest cousin, why can't I say that she was treated unfairly!" Mi Xiao took a sip of water and put it down forcefully, "Don't you think it's too much?" Why did her existence have to be erased like this? ”
"I didn't say that." Chai Xuan frowned, she could understand Mi Xiao's excitement, but it wasn't enough to say a few words to express her indignation, "You calm down first." ”
"I'm calm." Mi Xiao took a deep breath and looked at Chai Xuan viciously like this.
"Mi Xiao, I'm not the psychological comfort you think! My sister is dead, don't use your guilt on me. I'm not her. ”
Suddenly, he was pierced and defenseless.
The last four words made Mi Xiao at a loss.
Yes, she understood what she said, but Mi Xiao just didn't want to accept her eldest cousin so much, and she didn't even finish the things that she had a trace of guilt and apology.
Mi Xiao is far less tolerant and mature than Chai Xuan's heart, before the ups and downs of life, she is like a well-protected young bird, waiting for the feeding results.
She thought she still had time......
But the reality made her sad and didn't want to accept it, so she felt guilty and treated her eldest cousin like that, so much so that she couldn't help but want to see her eldest cousin instead of Chai Xuan.
Mi Xiao's psychological acceptance is weak, but it is not the reason why Chai Xuan wants to accept her and let her treat herself like this.
She's also growing, why can't Mishino?
"I'm not your parents, I won't get used to you, give you time to accept." These days, dealing with the affairs of the Chai family is enough for her to be busy, and now there is a Mi Xiao who blames her.
If the Chai family's parents are still alive and complete, she is also a child who has been pampered to adulthood.
Chai Xuan's seriousness made Mi Xiao stunned for a moment.
Once, even if the two were bickering, she had never been so serious.
Mi Xiao knows the gap, so she is getting more and more uncomfortable.
"I didn't mean to say that." Mi Xiao opened her mouth and met those eyes again, only to find that unlike Chai Xuan in the past, the current second cousin gave her a sense of déjà vu as a former big cousin.
That fear and alienation is set in stone.
Let Mi Xiao see the figure of her eldest cousin in Chai Xuan.
This realization made her confused again.
"Mi Xiao, I'm an adult, and I'm not the same as you are now."
Mi Xiao is not stupid, and naturally understands the meaning of "adult" in the words of her second cousin.
Chai Xuan's adulthood means that she must be on her own, because there is no one in the Chai family who can be her backer and shelter her from the wind and rain.
These forced her to grow up, and it also paid a heavy price.
"And my sister's business, no matter what happens, she is my sister, the same as you, it can only be my cousin."
There is still a difference between a cousin and a sister.
Chai Xuan's closeness to Mi Xiao is limited to her.